I realized I was gay the summer before college. The boys came over for one last hurrah, and had I just finished ordering pizzas when I found them in the basment watching porn and masturbating. Three of my best friends sat together on the corner couch naked, stroking themselves to a pair of women fucking on the TV screenβSibling Slutz 14. Not my favorite, but a good one. The other four were huddled around the center couch in various states of undress, and there was Craig, bent over and getting his ass licked. He flashed me a grin, and I felt hot in my groin.
We had no internet then. Porn was hard to come by, even now that we were 18, and privacy even harder. So this was where we spent most weekends, sharing our finds and getting off. At first we stuck to using blankets and other covers. It seemed strange enough that a bunch of straight boys would masturbate together, but we were horny, so we compromised with as much modesty as can be afforded by a blanket. But one by one, we each slipped up on accident. Or at least pretended it was an accident. I kind of liked seeing their bodies, and really liked showing them mine. Pretty soon we had all seen each other's bare cocks, and the blanket started to seem silly. We had bonded, but no one was brave enough to suggest what we were all thinking.
Then one day we had new, really bad porno. It featured an older pornstar who was visibly disinterested in the scene's action, and a young, skinny boy who pumped her pussy like it was his first. After a sigh or two went around the basement, Craig hopped up from under his blanket, turned around and started fucking the couch cushion. He looked just like the boy in the porn, naked, smooth, sweaty, and frantically trying to get off on an inanimate object.
We all laughed.
Then he froze. He gave his ass a couple shakes, and I got hot in the groin.
"Oh no," he said with a smile, "My dick got stuck in the couch!"