The night playing Halo had been cool. But I'd almost missed class the next day because we played until close to dawn. Jamie had told me more about the gay-straight alliance on campus, and I'd decided to go.
Wrapped in my thoughts I heard. "Hey! Nathan!"
I stopped to see Jamie and Eli trotting toward me. As they approached, I smiled and gave them a little wave. "Hey, what's up?"
"We're going to the GSA meeting and figured we'd walk with you. Some of the rooms are tricky to find in the student union."
"Oh, that's cool. I appreciate the help. I've been lost so many times these last few weeks that I can't believe it."
"Yeah, campus is pretty wacky when you first get here. I went to the wrong class my first day. I didn't want to look stupid, so I stayed through the whole lecture and missed the first day of the one I was really enrolled in," said Eli.
I chuckled at the thought of him sitting through an entire class rather than walk out. Somehow when you looked at Eli you just knew he was a nice guy. Yeah, he was a little goofy, with ears that didn't quite fit and a prominent roman nose. He couldn't be more different from Jamie whose features were in perfect proportion and set off by his long hair. I couldn't help but fantasize about Jamie as I walked along with them. We got to the entrance and I was so busy checking out Jamie's ass that I almost ran into the door Eli was holding open.
"Sorry, dude. I should pay more attention."
Eli smiled and swept his arm in front of himself and motioned me in. "Enter, fair prince."
I walked past Eli with a chuckle then looked around the room. Even ten minutes early, it was fairly full. I stuck close to Eli and Jamie, comfortable with their familiar banter. Eli hammed it up with one of the girls, plopping himself in her lap and throwing his arms around her.
"Rachael! How was your summer, darlin'?"
She giggled and hugged Eli back. "Too quiet without you to brighten my life. How about you?"
"Oh, honey. I just can't tell you how miserable my summer was without you. My mother could talk the horns off a billygoat." Eli struck a pose, and then winked at Nathan. Grinning at Rachael, he moved to the seat beside her. "Hey, Rach. This is my buddy, Nathan. He's a brand new freshman for us to torment."
Rachael giggled again and squeezed Eli's arm. After a few seconds, she held out her hand to me. "Nice to meet you, Nathan. Don't let Eli get to you. He's a big softy."
"Well, he's feeding my addiction, so that's good," I said.
"Oh, and what evil thing are you hooked on?"
"Gaming. I'm addicted. Hardcore."
Rachael winked at him. "Rugby is mine. I get cranky if I miss practice."
"Well it's good to find another obsessive person."
"Yup, it is." She motioned for us to sit beside her. "Come on. Jamie is about to start." She winked at us. "He get's irritable if we don't begin on time."
Eli sat next to Rachael and motioned me beside him. They were catching up as the intro part of the meeting began. With Eli occupied, I didn't feel bad about checking out the room. It didn't take long for me to find Jamie seated beside Michael. As I watched, Jamie tucked his hair behind his ears again. He was so adorable and handsome. I couldn't help but stare at him while he chatted with people around him.
Unfortunately, I spotted Michael's hand anchored tight against Jamie's thigh. Then he moved, put his arm over Jamie's shoulder and pulled him in for a kiss.
"Michael's always like that."
I turned to find Eli smiling sadly at me, and my face grew hot with embarrassment. "I wasn't—"
Eli shrugged. "Jamie's good looking. A little of the exotic. Especially when most of us are pale here in the land of grey winters."
I paused for a moment to consider Eli, and realized he was right. His pale skin stood out even more against his dark eyebrows and short unruly hair. In combination with his features, he couldn't be considered classically handsome. I glanced back at Jamie, finding the difference more striking. Snapping back to the present, I realized the introductions had began. Fortunately, I'd heard the instructions.
"Hi, I'm Nathan, Nate. And my pronouns are he, his, and him."
My focus on the meeting, I started listening for where I could fit in with this group.
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I walked along. Considering the information I'd never experienced that they'd talked about at the GSA meeting. I chewed my lip quietly while we moved toward the dorms.
"What's wrong?"
I glanced over to find Jamie looking at me. "I didn't know there were so many different sexes. The pronoun thing was kind of odd too."
Both of them chuckled. Then Eli explained. "Gender, not sexes. It's about how you feel in that quiet inside you place, not your physical sex. The pronoun introductions are for the people who are transgender, they might have been born female, but feel male or even neither."
"But what about asexual? How could Em not be attracted to anyone?"
"Well she—" Eli shook his head and sounded a little frustrated. "They—identify as asexual. Em says no one is attractive to them."
"Pronouns are hard."
Jamie and Eli both chuckled. "You wouldn't think so, but a person's gender identity sometimes gets pretty complicated."
I followed along in quiet, thinking about some of the things they'd discussed at the meeting. Most of the information I'd heard before, but parts of it changed my whole way of thinking. Unfortunately as I focused on recalling the discussion, I didn't notice Eli had stopped and plowed into him, almost knocking him to the ground. He grabbed me to keep both of us from falling. Our eyes met for a second, but Eli dropped his eyes and his face flushed.
"We're headed back to the quad. Did you want to come with? I don't think there's going to be any gaming tonight, though," said Jamie.
Eli laughed and shook his head. "I'm sure not playing. Some of us have to pass our classes."
I gave them a slightly sad smile but nodded in agreement. "Me either, I have to study for a test. Dang it, I'm ready for some more playing."
Jamie reached up and squeezed my shoulder. "Thanks for coming today, Nate. I liked having another guy there." The heat of his touch traveled through my body, and my dick twitched in response.
Eli patted me on the back, and then the smaller man gave a huge smile. "Stay outta trouble. We'll see you tomorrow."
I like Eli. He's cool. I think you could come to him with anything as a problem and he'd do his best to help you. I stood for a minute and watched as they walked to the quads. I sighed when they disappeared. I hoped Tony will be gone tonight so I don't have to deal with him.
A short time later I was opening the dorm room. I flicked on the lights and breathed a little easier when I found the room empty. I undressed and hung the clothes I'd worn back in my closet and put on a tee and comfortable sweats, careful not to step on any of the piles of clothes Tony left around the room. I lay on the bed, propped against the pillows as I brought up the study guide from my computer. I had been serious when I told the guys I needed to study. Midterms began in a few days, but I kept playing the night through my mind. A room full of guys who were gay, a lot of them cute. And the heat of Jamie's touch against my arm.
I checked the room to convince myself Tony really was gone. It had been awhile since I'd had any time alone. My dick was growing before I opened the encrypted folder hidden on my computer. I clicked the images open and started flipping through them. The parade of naked men began across my screen, and I rubbed my fingers over my hard nipples and my cock stiffened and tangled with my clothes.
I lifted my ass off the bed and shoved my thick grey sweats to my thighs. My cock sprang from the confining clothing and trailed a strand of precum from my belly to the tip. I laid the computer beside me on the bed and stared at the pictures as I rubbed my hard nipples. The jolts of electricity shot to my crotch and I began leaking precum in a thin stream. The slide show flipped up a model that looked a lot like Jamie, and I paused the computer.
One hand slid down my stomach and wrapped around my throbbing cock. I made a low moan as I started stroking my wet dick. My thighs stretched my sweats tight when I spread my legs wider. My hand flew up and down its length while my other hand twisted my now throbbing nipples. My breath came faster, the bliss of a building orgasm. My eyes closed tight and recalled the fire that traveled through me at Jamie's touch.
A loud bang echoed through the room when someone fell against the door. The sound of keys at the lock caused me to freeze for a moment.
Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! It's Tony. Damnit!
