I would regularly walk down to the end of my street and visit with my friend Tim to have a coffee and smoke. It was usually later in the evenings and my live in girlfriend had gone to bed. I was only a casual smoker at the time and would use these visits to indulge in this habit away from home and the disapproval of my girlfriend. During these visits we would discuss mutually interesting topics including but not limited to our shared motorcycle riding adventures.
As men do when wandering through various topics the subject of sex would often come up. We'd talk about different partners and situations we had experienced. Tim was usually a bit more varied in his topics having at various times been a driver for strippers and prostitutes along with living for a period of time with a professional dominatrix. I had always been very interested in these topics but never let on that my main fetish was being submissive and into heavy humiliation. Not the right topic to raise with a clearly heterosexual manly man when you've presented yourself continually as being the same.
One evening when we were chatting his current casual relationship with a woman I had met on a number of occasions came up. He told me that she was a submissive and liked risky activities where possible exposure in public might occur. Usually late at night so not really a great chance of being caught but risky enough that her juices were flowing. He told me that when she came to visit he would often take her outside and fuck her on the bonnet of her car parked at the kerb before sending her home well used. That pricked my interest and corresponded with my fantasies and occasional times when I had risked public exposure at the hands of a dominant woman.
He then told me that the previous night he had been at her place and took her to the end of the cul de sac she lived on and through a pedestrian path to the park behind the houses. He had her strip naked and then fucked her out in the open with the expected result occurring with her becoming very aroused. He said he then collected all of her clothes and ordered her to count to five hundred slowly before walking back to her house, past her neighbours houses. I started to get aroused by the scenario and blurted out, I've been made to that."
He was silent for a moment and I immediately thought I'd fucked up big time and that our relationship was irrevocably damaged. He then said, "Huh. You're saying that you're a submissive and that you're into humiliation?"
The cat was already out of the bag and no way to put it back so I said, "Yes, I'm a submissive and get turned on being dominated."
He said, "And being humiliated?"
I mumbled, "Yes."
He asked, "So what humiliates you the most?"
I mumbled again, "Being exposed as having a little penis." I should include that I'm a tall heavy set masculine looking man with a very little penis that looks even smaller when compared to my stature.