Part 1. Beginning My Life as a Porn Star
Let me start of by saying that it was never my intention to become involved in the porn industry or especially to be a performer, let alone a gay performer. But I spent just over two years in the industry took part in several hundred scenes. I can further say that I enjoyed it and would do it again, even though I have now moved on to other things.
It started when I was in grad school in southern California. I was constantly broke, did not know where my next meal was coming from, let alone where I would get tuition and fees for my next semester. A woman friend of mine, Cindy, confided that she worked occasionally as a technician for a film company. I asked her what kind of films and she smiled and said "porn". I was instantly curious and asked more questions, such as what kind of porn, how often she worked, and finally, could I get a job there? The answers were, all kinds of porn, she worked several times a week in make-up, and she didn't think they needed anybody. I put it out of my mind.
A couple of weeks later I met Cindy for coffee and she told me that she was going to work that afternoon and would I like to come along and see what went into making porn. Of course I agreed and later that afternoon I met he at the appointed address. A rather nice house in one of the better suburbs. The studio set-up looked pretty much how you would expect it. There were lights, a bunch of technical people running around and the set was the living room made to look like a bedroom with a king size bed.
Cindy introduced me around. The director, Martha, was a nice-looking woman in her mid-50s, slim, with blond hair and a winning smile. There were six male actors and one young woman actress. The actress was a petite mixed race girl with light brown skin, long kinky black hair and beautiful dark brown eyes that sparkled when she smiled, which seemed to be all of the time. She looked to be about 18 years old. The male actors consisted of four white and two African Americans. All were busy going through make-up and my friend got busy working on one of the men. Martha explained that the scene was a gangbang, it would involve all six men, one woman, oral sex, and double penetration, that is the actress would be penetrated both vaginally and anally and at the same time suck a penis. She will be "air-tight" or "all holes filled" as Cindy put it.
After everyone had their make-up and took their places the action started. Several things impressed me. All six actors were very well endowed. Everyone was very friendly and respectful, especially toward the actress. I was surprised how a great deal of attention was placed on positioning and timing and who penetrated which hole and when. All action was frequently stopped while people were repositioned or the actress' make-up was reapplied or she was given a short rest. In fact, it seemed that more time was devoted to this than the actual action of filming sex. It really wasn't all that sexy. Just a lot of work under hot lights. The relatively long intervals of inaction lead to the most surprising thing I witnessed and that was the efforts to keep the six men's penises erect for the filming. This involved several members of the technical crew.
Now I had heard of fluffers before. What I didn't know was that this involved much of the crew, including my friend Cindy, who masturbated and fellated the actors as needed before the action restarted. It was at this point that Martha, the director, made a request of me. "Could you help out here?" One of the actors, a big white guy had lost his erection.
"What do you want me to do?" I asked.
"Suck his dick and get him hard!" came the reply.
Well, I'm definitely not gay, or bi (as far as I know) but it immediately dawned on me that this might lead to something more. So I knelt in front of the guy and began vigorously sucking. "Woa, don't make him cum," Martha said, just get him hard. The actor laughed. For the rest of the shoot I helped out in this way and ended up fellating all six men at one time or the other during the shoot. This was the first time I ever had a cock in my mouth but none of them ejaculated, that would have defeated the purpose of the shoot, which was for two dicks to cum in each of the actress' holes. What especially surprised me about the experience of sucking several dicks in front of a bunch of people was that I kind of enjoyed doing it. Especially insofar as there was nothing judgmental said, only that I did a good job.
Later after the shoot I was handed an envelope with $200. "For helping us when we were in need!" Martha said. "Do you think you would be interested in this kind of work?"
"Professional fluffing?" I asked.
"No, we rarely need that, only with gangbangs." She replied. "We are always looking for new talent."
Now I should point out at this time I was in good shape and very clean cut, with no body art or piercings. "What do I have to do?" I asked.
"Well, can I see you naked?"
I stripped down and the director looked me over. "Can you get it up? She asked?
That a bit hard to do on demand, but Cindy came over and deftly stroked my penis with her hand. I could see that Martha was disappointed though.
"It's nice and you probably don't have trouble making your girlfriend happy but it is not quite the size we need." She said.
I knew this of course, I never expected an acting job. But she went on. "Would you object to performing gay?"
"I don't know about that," I replied, "I'm not gay, and don't I need a big dick for that?"
"Not necessarily, if you are willing to bottom. Are you a virgin?"
