AJ grabbed Scott's waistband and pulled him into the house, closing and locking the door behind him. As AJ pulled away, he started in on a list of things to do -- "You will need to help me with some clothes for the boys, diapers, bottles, and baby food. I'll grab a small suitcase so we can easily transport everything."
Scott grabbed AJ's arm -- "What are you doing?"
AJ looked at him like he had 3 heads -- "If you are going to your house, we are coming with you. I want to share a bed tonight, ok stop looking like I'm going to roll you up and shove my dick in your ass."
Scott got defensive -- "I wasn't thinking that, exactly.
I was thinking you were going to throw me down and crawl on top and take my ass.
But to be clear, I'll let you take me any way you want."
AJ laughed hysterically when he finally composed himself -- "I know neither of us has had anything approaching the size of either of our cocks in our respective asses. That said, I only meant that I want to hold you in my arms and wake up next to you in the morning. Anal sex will need to wait until we are both ready. In the morning, assuming we both want to, I'd be up for blowing each other again. I don't want to wake up alone, so let's pack."
AJ turned to leave, but Scott grabbed him from behind -- "AJ, I would like nothing more than to be your little spoon tonight, and I can't think of a better way to wake up than in your arms, but let's stay here. The boys are asleep, and it would not be fair to wake them. I don't have a toothbrush, pajamas, fresh clothes, or anything else."
AJ smiled -- "I don't wear pajamas, but I do have some clean gym shorts that we will both wear, pervert. You were thinking that I was going to spoon you nude, weren't you?
I think we should have shorts on, or your virtue may be in question. Jr. here gets a little randy in the morning, and he might look for a tight, warm place to squeeze into for a while."
Scott smiled -- "I'd give it a go, but I'm on board for waiting -- shorts it is..." They both laughed. They made certain everything was locked up. AJ headed to the boys' room to check on them one last time. They made their way to AJ's room. AJ pulled out a couple of pairs of gym shorts, which Scott had stripped, and stood there for a moment watching AJ pull his clothes off. He was getting hard as we watched this stud undress. AJ dropped his shorts and Scott was on his knees in a flash, had AJ's cock in his mouth instantly.
AJ let out a low growl -- "FUUUUCCCKKKK." Scott smiled around AJ's cock and winked at him. Scott was stroking AJ's cock and getting his fingers spit and pre-cum soaked. When he slid his finger toward AJ's pucker, he felt AJ tense. He pulled his hand back and sat back on his heels -- "Skeeter, are you ok, don't tell me you're fine. There is something up, so let's talk about it now." AJ sighed but sat on the end of his bed. Scott stood, picked AJ up, and sat at the head of the bed with AJ against his chest and between his outstretched legs. -- "Talk to me; there is nothing you could say or do that will make me love you less than I do right this minute."
AJ took a deep breath and exhaled. He plowed straight into it, he asked Scott if he had seen any of the news related to the baseball player turned coach who had molested young boys. Scott acknowledged he had seen some of it, and it was horrendous. He went on to say he never understood how anyone would/could take advantage of another person that way, and to perpetrate that act on people you were supposed to protect was abhorrent.
AJ had tears running down his face -- "Scott, the first person to come forward was me. Oliver Jones raped me repeatedly over 3 weeks during the summer before I entered high school. I stopped playing baseball because of him. I started lifting weights and taking self-defense classes so I would never be vulnerable like that again. I buried it until this year, when I finally began to address it with a therapist. Suffice it to say -- I have trust issues and my ass is a problem for me, so please be patient with me."
AJ turned to face Scott. He had tears running down his face and a look between regret and rage. AJ rolled them to their sides facing each other -- "Babe, please look at me, thank you. I'm upright and making progress every day. Oliver can't hurt me anymore, and I'm on top of the world because I have you. I appreciate the support, but please don't take this on. I'm in a great space, I need your patience when it comes to me bottoming.
One last confession -- Trav and I have been intimate.
He is the only man I have ever done anything consensual with, ever. I have topped him and loved it; I know that there is a lot of pleasure that can be had from being on the bottom, and I want to get there with you, and I want you to eventually give me the pleasure I saw and heard from Trav."
Scott finally found his voice -- "I'm surprised it was Trav. I honestly thought Chase would have been your first. Do I have anything to worry about with Trav?"
AJ smiled -- "Nothing. Full transparency: I love him, and he loves me, but not in the same way I love you or Syd. He is and always will be a part of me, but not a forever love type of thing. I hope that makes sense. Oh, and he did propose to Jules a 4-way with the 2 of them and the 2 of us."