I didn't get much sleep. Tossing and turning for much of the night. Thoughts going through my head, of guilt and ecstasy at having sucked off my own son.
I loved it and I'd do it again but doubted I'd get the chance.
Alan lay downstairs, having rejected me because of the mess I was in from last night.
That was another thing! That guard loved fucking me and wanted me to dress up like a girl, so he could fuck his 'sweetheart '. I'd definitely do as he wished.
I had a shower to rid me of his cum and the coagulated blood on my shins. I got dressed in beach shorts and a light top.
I could see Lucas's door was ajar and so I looked in, finding Lucas lying there naked atop the cover. His morning glory stood tall and proud and I licked my lips in desire.
I stood there for longer than I should have and Lucas spoke, eyes still closed.
"If you want it dad, suck it."
His words shocked me somewhat.
"Can I?" I answered hurriedly.
"I want to cum and you want to suck. A deal that suits both of us."
"What about Alan?" I queried.
"Well, and I don't mean this literally, fuck him!"
I could not stop myself and knelt on the bed, my head just above his swollen member.
I lowered my head, slowly on to his cock, my tongue flicking at the slit, putting my lips tight round, easing his foreskin down. It tasted wonderful and I knew he would ooze some delicious pre-cum shortly.
I then descended onto his shaft, going all the way down it's hard meatiness, one hand cupping his big balls. I sucked to the base of his tool, my deepthroating was coming along nicely.
I couldn't help it as I slid one finger to his hole. He flinched and I thought I'd blown it but he relaxed.
"Dad, go on, open me up. I want you to be the first to fuck me."
So that thorny issue with Alan still hadn't been resolved.
As I sucked, I wondered if I could do it but I'd do anything for my son, anything!.
As my head bobbed up and down his breaths became faster.
"I'm cumming, I'm cumming!"
His load was heavy and I only swallowed two spurts before choking a little. The rest of his cum ended on my chest.
Lucas surprised me by straightening up and starting to lick my chest, nibbling on my nipples.
"Fuck, son, you have me so hard!" I yelled.
"Just as well you're going to fuck me then."
Lucas said in a lusty tone.
"Oh is that right?" came a voice from the doorway. It was, of course, Alan. How much had he already seen or heard?
His words had the effect of an old rock song I remembered. 'Gone Dead Train'
Alan was taking control, which he loved.
"I think we all need to have a long think about where we're going and what we want."
Had Alan actually saved me from years of regret?
"Well I told you last night that we're through and I've not changed my mind. If you're staying, I guess it means you'll be in Dad's bed." Lucas said first.
"That remains to be seen." Alan snapped.
"Well, I'm taking bookings" I half-joked.
Lucas was quick to add "Put me down for the next five mornings."
I knew then, he wanted me to take his anal cherry.
Alan huffed, "I can't live like this, I'll have to go." He left the room to go downstairs, leaving Lucas and I alone together.
"How did we get here, eh son?"
"For the life of me I don't know but upwards and onwards."
Despite all the drama, I was still horny and made a short trip in the car to the mall. In different shops I bought a long black wig, glossy lipstick, a small padded bra, short dress and skimpy red panties.
I went to the toilets and changed. I felt so fuckable and couldn't wait to see the guards face. I drove the short distance and it was still đusk when I arrived.
On cue, he approached the car and I could see the realisation on his face that it was me, only a different version.
I opened the driver side door and swung my legs out. "Well, good evening, sweetheart, you look beautiful tonight."
I tried for the innocent southern Miss voice, as I replied "Well thank you, kind sir. I'm a little lost, can you help me."
"I'll do anything I can Miss. What are you trying to find?"