This is a story about my love for cock and how it all started... at the gloryhole.
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It's not a surprise if you have ready any of my other stories, that I have an obsession with cock. I love them and everything about them and whenever I can, I try to show my reverence to them by worshiping cock whenever possible. It's an insatiable desire for me and something I feel compelled to act on whenever I get the chance.
My very first memory of having a cock in my mouth was with my neighbor in his downstairs bathroom where he laid on the floor and had me stroke his penis. His cock was much bigger than mine and I can remember it to this day like a mental photo. He moved my head down towards his crotch and hard penis and told me to put it into my mouth. I can remember the musky scent of his cock and the smooth texture of his foreskin as I obeyed and put my mouth onto his penis. It only took moments until his body tightened and his penis began to throb. I watched him squirt his load of hot white goo onto his stomach. He wiped up his load with toilet paper and we left the bathroom. It never went any further than that day in the bathroom and he had later moved away, and I didn't see him again.
It wasn't until later that a friend showed me a Hustler mag that was much more explicit than other magazines I had looked at as it had pictures of hard cocks and spread pussies. There was a photo spread of a hot chick and guy having sex and the pictures of his hard cock really caught my interest. From then on, I wanted to see more and tried to buy or steal other Hustler magazines to see more hot pussies and cocks. I also discovered the little Hustler Letters mini magazines and loved reading about all these hot sex stories and fantasies, fucking, and sucking/being sucked.
All this time, I had many girlfriends and loved having sex with women. I never thought of guys or penises when I was with them, but still would think about hard cocks when reading these stories from the woman's perspective of sucking cock and being fucked. The stories from the woman's perspective really turned me on.
Eventually I got married, I had always loved fucking and eating my wife's pussy, but I also still liked reading the fantasy stories in the mini magazines like Penthouse Forum etc. One night when I was on my way home from a weekly meeting I would attend, I decided to stop by the local adult bookstore that was on my way home.
I entered to bookstore and began to browse all the magazines and video tapes and was amazed by all the explicit photos of every kind of sex. There were so many things to see, including a few video booths that I noticed that I wanted to look at but didn't have time. I found a few magazines I liked and quickly made my purchase, rather embarrassed and left the store as quick as possible.
I pulled over on the way home at an empty park and looked through my new magazines. They showed explicit photos of hot pussies, asses, and mouths full of hard cock. It was a huge turn on to see and I stroked my rock-hard cock until I came before going home.
The bookstore became my weekly stop over after my evening meeting so I could buy more mags and JO on the way home. I also tried the video booths upstairs and would watch the hot scenes of women giving head and being fucked. I was a huge turn on and I loved seeing them service all these sexy, hard, porn star cocks and take those big loads of cum. All of these magazines and videos were really making me curious about what it was like to please a man with your mouth. I remembered having my neighbors' big cock in my mouth and remembered the taboo sensation. I was really turned on to the idea of pleasing a man's cock like all these women I had read about and watched on video.
After about a month of going to the bookstore once a week, I became more comfortable there and would get $5 or $10 in quarters to go jack off in the booths. I had not ventured downstairs to see the other video booths until this evening. As I walked down into the basement, it got much darker than the well-lit store above. On the wall there were displays of all the videos playing and what number to press to watch them. There was an entire display of gay videos that I had not seen upstairs but I was not that interested in them. Men didn't turn me on at all at the time, but their penises certainly did. I didn't really find this confusing, but I didn't really try to analyze the reason this might be.
With a growing hardon in my pants that I was trying to conceal from the few other guys walking around in the basement, I went to find a booth to go into to watch some movies. Walking down the hall, I looked into a booth and to my surprise, there was an erect cock sticking out of the wall! I had never seen a man's hard cock as an adult, and it stopped me in my tracks. I had not even heard of a gloryhole at that point. I just stood and gawked at this guy's cock sticking out of the wall. I looked up and down the hall and went into the booth and closed the door and latched it.
I stood for a moment, still staring at the hard cock in the dim TV light and put some quarters into the slot to start the video playing. I was not focused on the video though and reached down to touch his cock. His cock twitched as I felt his smooth skin on my fingertips and a closed my hand around his shaft. I slowly began to stroke him, feeling his foreskin move over his hard shaft as I moved my hand up and down. His cock felt very warm in my hand as my palm moved over the head of his cock. I was trembling with excitement as I stroked him, thinking of all the stories I had read and porn I had watched on pleasing a man's cock. My own cock was rock hard in my pants.