This happened maybe a week after I turned 18. My father had died when I was young and my cousin Alex and I became nearly inseparable. It was more like we were brothers than cousins. Because he was a year older he was my mentor and my go to person for things I didn't understand. Mostly my questions were about girls and sex. He told me about a friend he'd met that provided booze and pot to the kids that visited him. I wasn't into either but I did secretly lust for men. But at this point in time I hadn't told Alex about my desires or acted on them yet.
One weekend I met Claude. He was a forty year old man that reminded me of Gene Kelly, his face, that is. I was instantly attracted to Claude. He liked to wrestle with the boys that visited after they'd had a few drinks. I was always turned on watching them wrestle but was too shy to get involved myself. If things went further than the wrestling, I wasn't aware of it.
One weekend Claude invited me over. I was surprised when I got there to find I was the only one there. We talked and I actually had a few drinks. Claude started to wrestle with me a little. I was a little nervous because I'd never been touched by a grown man before.
I was very attracted to Claude. He had a very hairy chest and I was fascinated by the way it looked. And now I got to feel that hairy chest rubbing against my smooth body as we wrestled.
Suddenly, I felt him putting something on my wrists. When I looked down, it was handcuffs. I got very scared, but knew he wasn't really planning to hurt me.
He got a rope and threw it up over the beams on the porch. Then he tied the end of it to the cuffs and my arms were raised above my head. My shirt was already off.
Now Claude had me helpless. As I hung there he unsnapped and unzipped my pants and then pulled them and my underwear off my hips, down my legs and off. I was embarrassed and scared. He pulled back the foreskin and examined my cock. Then he started stroking my cock with one hand and rubbing my entire body with the other. But due to my emotional state, I didn't get hard.