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When Jeremy moved back to the big city, I was bereft. I would have followed him there but he said ass was cheap in the city. That was all I was to him for as long as we were together. There really was no "we"; I was just a receptacle for him to drop a load in. I couldn't blame Jeremy; he never promised me anything or led me on. It was clear from the outset that he was just using me for sex and the reverse was true for me. We had our kicks and now they were over.
I continued at the same job. Nobody there knew about my interactions with Jeremy. We had kept it secret more for his sake than mine but I was not "out" and not entirely sure about my sexuality. I felt attraction for women, but I had a fetish for chubby men.
I resolved to go on with my life. I began scouting prospects around town.
There were a few obvious characters. I had long nursed an attraction to Mr. Keenan, a high school teacher who taught me when I was a teenager. He was retired now and perhaps a little old now. The man was the right shape for my taste, but he was also happily married. I didn't really mind being somebody's side dish, but I didn't want to be a homewrecker. I filed him to the back of my mind.
Mr. Bolton, the mayor, was fat enough for me, but he was too public a figure, and besides, he was a lawyer. I might lick cum off a dirty bathroom floor with the right motivation, but I wanted nothing to do with a shyster politician.
There was Drew Thaxton, a letter carrier for the Post Office. Even with all that walking and running from dogs, he was still a solid three hundred pounds. He and his wife were both locally famous for their affairs. Their marriage was paperwork only so there was nothing to wreck. Drew was a definite maybe.
I was still considering my options when a tantalizing new one was presented to me. I was invited to my niece's baptism and christening at the Catholic Church.
There I was introduced to a handsome black man with a deep voice and a slight African accent. He was probably around fifty. He was easily six feet tall, but he was also very large. I was beguiled right away. Awkwardly, he was the officiant, Father Abegunde, our Nigerian pastor. It was hard to tell just how large the priest was. He was draped in vestments. I estimated he was probably close to three hundred pounds. Just my type.
Great, I felt an overwhelming attraction to a priest sworn to celibacy.
I began going to Church, to my parents' delight. If they only knew why I was going, they'd have thought something else. I made it a point to catch my pastor's eye whenever possible. I always got a wink or a wave, which I considered positive. Sunday after Sunday I attended until one day, I finally had the nerve to go to Holy Confession one Saturday afternoon. I let the crowd die down; there were actually only a handful of people there.
When I was the only person left and it was my turn, I entered the confessional, basically a small wooden closet with two doorways (with curtains instead of doors), and I sat inside the dingy penitent's booth. I made the Sign of the Cross in front of the screen that joined my booth to the confessor's.
"Bless me, Father, for I have sinned. It's been a long time since my last confession."
He told me to proceed with my confession. It was mostly everyday fare: I didn't treat my parents with respect or I was rude to someone to whom I should have been kinder. Then I made the declaration I was there to make.
"I have been having impure thoughts about someone I shouldn't."
"Impure thoughts, my son?"
"I have been fantasizing about having sex with someone."
"That is only natural in a young man."
"I dream of this person when I'm awake and when I'm asleep. I have masturbated to thoughts of this person. I have had wet dreams." I actually had.
This might have been an uncomfortable level of detail for the priest and I sensed he was going to interject, but I carried on.
"It's worse than that, Father. This person I am obsessing over is another man."
It was hard to see much through the screen dividing us, but it looked to me like Father Abegunde had fiddled with his collar as if it was just a little too tight.
"My son, the Church does not condoneβ"
"I imagine licking and sucking this man's toes and then licking my way slowly up his legs, pushing aside his large belly so that I can reach his manhood. I visualize myself rubbing his wet penis all over my face before taking it in my mouth and pleasuring it with all my skill. I imagine taking his seed down my throat before turning over and offering him my feminine little ass. In my dreams, he takes me that way, rending my backside until we're both driven on a tide of ecstasy."