!_f29ownMyBf: Hey guys! Anyone in East London?
At the sight of a female chatter, half a dozen guys in the supposedly gay chat room almost immediately PM'd Sam. She had to spend a little time on each one to figure out whether or not he was the right candidate. She had something very specific in mind.
m44hardBull: Hiya babe. What r u into?
!_f29ownMyBf: I'm looking for someone to fuck my boyfriend.
m44hardBull: lol he know about it?
!_f29ownMyBf: Not yet ;)
m44hardBull: lol i'll lick your pussy good. fuck you while he watches.
!_f29ownMyBf: I'm not on the table - just my boyfriend
m44hardBull: maybe I fuck you both. fuck u good.
Click. Banned. She wasn't looking for someone to 'fuck her good'. And she needed to know the person on the other end was serious. She was laying her plans and needed a conspirator. For months, the idea had been germinating in her mind. Evolving slowly since she'd first come home to discover the unexpected entries in the history log of her laptop: Allboner.com; Gaymaletube.com; Skeezy.com... Michael had stayed over and left after she'd gone to work. Clearly he'd had some leisure time to kill, and she wasn't surprised that he'd used her laptop to surf porn, but what had thrown her for a loop was the fact that he'd been cruising gay sites. He was so masculine. At five foot, nine inches and a hundred and forty pounds, he wasn't a mountain, but he could easily take care of himself, and he had been the sort of swaggering, strip-club-going single guy that she normally would have steered clear of, but he was a charmer.
They'd met at university, and once he'd set his sights on her, he had been relentless. She hadn't even tried to resist - he had swept in with a magnetism and a charisma that had erased any doubts she might have had, and they had started what would turn out to be, two years later, a tumultuous relationship. At first everything had been great - when he was with her he was sensitive, attentive, and the sex had been very good, owing chiefly to the oral he had lavished on her at every opportunity. He didn't have a large manhood, but it didn't bother her at first. As time had gone by, the oral had become more infrequent and the day-to-day interactions had lost a lot of their shimmer. It wasn't a bad relationship, she mused, the new had just worn off. But she had become aware of things she hadn't noticed at first. He was a bit lazy, and his macho thing bothered her a little bit.
The first time she'd noticed, they had been hanging out with some friends of his from work. He worked as a contractor for a property holding company and it was a real boys club full of sexist homophobes, and Michael apparently led the pack when it came to that stuff. On this occasion, they had been at Jacko's - a sports bar they favoured. There was a table close-by with two youngish guys who were almost certainly gay, and it was just one joke after another at their expense. It was a pretty good bet the two guys heard, or at least knew what was up, because they got up and left fairly quickly, but that didn't stop all the 'homo' and 'cock-sucking' jokes, and Sam was actually a little shocked by how much of the charge Michael seemed to be leading. Afterwards, in the car, she'd asked him about it.
"Aww, honey," he'd said, "they were just a couple'a fags. What are you worried about?"
Exasperated, she'd told him she didn't like to hear him making fun of people, "It's like you're a teenager," she's said, "It's not attractive at all."
"Aww, come-on, baby... It was just a little fun..."
"I don't think it's fun," she'd ended the conversation.
"Well how 'bout if I don't give a fuck," he'd asked her obstinately. They had spent the rest of the ride home in stony silence, and that night she'd ignored his fairly obvious ploys to bed her and gone home. It was just one conversation, but his callousness had bothered her, and some of the things he'd been saying had been really hateful. They had made up the next day - he'd been especially sweet and done the whole man-penance thing; even gotten her flowers, and she'd relented, but after that she'd really noticed all the little remarks and off-colour comments. In time, she'd just sort of come to accept it - even if she didn't like it, Michael was a nice guy, but a bit of a homophobe, and that was that.