The following is the true account of my first time Bi:
Over time I have realized I was Bi Curious and when the pandemic hit I had a lot of time ( probably too much ) during the various lockdowns to think about it how it could play out. The particular brand of kink I was most drawn to was being submissive. To be made to submit to cock. I would term it encouraged bi - for me it is not so much about domination or humiliation - more submission, encouragement and the willing surrender of control. To be subverted into to sucking cock; to be trained how to take dick. As lockdown eased I knew it was time to take the leap from thoughts to deeds. But how could I make this fantasy come true? Was it even possible? It was time to enlist some help.
Charlotte is a Mistress of some renown, a sexually enthused, liberated dynamo of fun with the most amazing cleavage and a voice akin to a strict English Governess. Charlotte would choose a suitable candidate and would take charge, directing our activities, positions, tempo etc. She would encourage, entice and gently coerce me to submit. Charlotte was to call the shots, including the cumshot ( when, where and how I eventually receive his ). One Friday morning between zoom meetings I made the call. It was a mission Charlotte accepted with relish.
We made the arrangement and a couple of weeks passed before the big day. On the morning of the designated day I received the following text from Charlotte:
"Are we still on for tonight?" followed a an egg plant emoji
I hesitated; could I really go through with this, to suck a man's cock, to have him penetrate and fuck me? To receive a mans load? A combination of fear, excitement and sexual desire filled my mind. I took a deep breath. Desire won out and I typed my acceptance.
We met that night at my London Mayfair hotel. Charlotte and I headed to the hotel bar for pre-event drinks. We chatted over a Polynesian themed cocktail ( her ) and a whiskey and coke ( me ). We talked through how the evening would play out and it was evident that Charlotte was almost excited as I was.
Twenty minutes passed and her chosen companion, Oz descended the steps into the bar. A handsome Australian with a swimmers body, Charlotte has chosen well.