Charley was more than a little bit nervous. He was -- if he were to admit it - a little bit scared. And, at the same time, he was as excited as he'd ever been in his life. Whatever the feeling was called, he was in love with it. It was the same feeling when he'd first visited the local Adult Books Store (as they used to call it) and discovered the glory holes there -- then returned for the specific purpose of sucking cock.
The same trepidation and excitement at the same time. The same buzz, only this time magnified because there would be no anonymity. He had upped his game. Reaching out to the men on the app on his phone, he had first posted pictures of his erect 7-inch cock.
Then he'd managed to get some good shots of his ass as well. He kept his face for the private pics and had only so far shared it with the man he was going to meet.
The profile said BigDick was a Dominant Top with a large cock. His public pictures had indeed shown a large, cut cock in various stages of erection. They also revealed a pair of low hanging balls -- all hairless, all attached to a stomach with washboard abs. His name, he revealed during their emails, was Sam, and when he finally sent the link to his private pictures, he turned out to be an extremely handsome, if somewhat scruffy individual.
Their email exchanges had grown from the tentative ("Hi, your profile is very interesting and I want to get to know you better") to the explicit ("Hello, meat. Here's what there is to know -- if we meet up, you are mine. My toy. My tool. My cum dump. Still interested?") in almost no time at all. When Charley got the response, his cock jumped to fully erected before he'd finished the entire first sentence. This was what he wanted -- a dominant man who would simply use him like a rag.
He'd actually wondered about that. Normally he considered himself to be in control. He even made an extra effort to take control of most situations. But when it came to sex -- and specifically man-to-man sex -- he wanted just the opposite. He'd gotten a clue to his behavior from reading the profile of a dude in another city who said he'd met up with a lot of married men and single heterosexual men. He said "all men have the urges. To suck cock. To get fucked. But for some, it required someone else to take charge and direct them so they would feel absolved of any blame. "I did it because he made me" was very different from "I did it because I wanted it badly."
That seemed to fit for Charley. In his mind, he had to admit there was something nasty, dirty and wrong with his growing desires for cock. Was it really true? Ultimately, he decided it didn't matter. He was simply enraptured with being told to suck a big cock by a dominant man. With being forced to take that same big cock (or maybe a second one) up his ass. This wasn't about the sex as much as it was about the submission. He was now finding himself getting into pegging porn. She-males forcing straight men to suck them off. In all those situations he imagined himself as a willing submissive and now he had taken the step.
The email exchange with Sam didn't required a lot of back and forth after Charley heard Sam's demand. Private photos were exchanged. They set up their meeting for the following Saturday at Sam's place. He ended the emails with an order of sorts: "Make sure you've cleaned yourself up and out." Charley took that and immediately made his plans. That night he shaved himself from top to bottom. He used the hair clippers he'd kept around and first removed all the hair on his body. His cock was erect throughout, and by the time he'd finished it seemed to have grown in size. Or maybe more of it was now visible.
After that he'd taken his electric razor (he couldn't even think about a blade near his genitals) and removed the stubble. Soon he was as hairless from the neck down as a newborn. His skin seemed to tingle with its exposure to air.
Once finished, he got dressed (and God, did that feel different!) and made a run his local pharmacy. Once there he found the aisle with the douches and enemas and proceeded to pick up every package and read each one closely. Absorbed in his study, he fairly jumped when a voice asked "Can I help you?"
Startled, Charley put the box down and turned to face the young woman who had appeared in the aisle. Perhaps 10 years younger than he was, she seemed bright and helpful -- and yet the eyebrow piercing and the tattoos peeking out from her clothing suggested to him she wasn't exactly innocent. He hesitated before he spoke.
"Um, I have an unusual issue. One that's a little bit embarrassing..."
"That's all right sir, there's very little that people can say that will surprise me. If I were to take a guess -- and please correct me if I am being too forward -- you are about to try something new, and this is virgin territory for you. No pun intended."
"You're right there. Okay, here it is. I'm getting ready to meet a lover who is into anal sex and we need to do some preparation. Does that make sense?"
"Yes, sir, it does. Let me share my own experience with you, since, frankly, I love anal sex! Before I did, I had never given it a thought. Now, however, I want to make sure I'm cleaned out and ready. I don't want to worry about leaving shit on my man's cock, both because he doesn't like it, and because I wouldn't want to eat it."
"Exactly! So how do you prepare?"
"Well sir, it's a two-step process for me. Before I leave home, I go with an enema to empty myself out. And then, just before we get to the sex, I use a douche to deal with anything that might have appeared in the intervening time. It's worked every time."
"Then can you recommend products of each sort? And anything else I might need?"
"Certainly. One thing you'll need is on the next aisle -- lubricant. Make sure you get a water-based lubricant. Of course, if you're really a virgin, I'd suggest a visit to some shop with adult products and consider purchasing a set of plugs. The first time a guy tried with me it was far too painful. I went years before I considered it again, and when I did my boyfriend helped by making it a slow process. Plugs were a big part of it."
Charley took the enema kit and douche she recommended, and then she walked him to the lubricants and pointed to the one she recommended there as well. He grabbed that as well, and she took him to a register and checked him out.
"It'll be our secret, sir. Just between us. Be sure an let me know how it all worked out. Or in, as the case may be." She giggled and waved as he left.