Scott started when he realized the skin on the hand he had landed in was warm, he imagined, before he scrambled to the ground, that he could feel a heartbeat. This place was familiar to him in a way that went deeper than his current life. He paused for a moment to collect himself when he was standing on the relatively stable ground. He didn't spend too much time thinking about what body parts could grow out of. Scott was in Soul's hell and he had to get him back. He began to walk following the thread that would forever connect them. Scott tried to hurry, he didn't want to be here any longer than he needed to, and he wanted to get back before anything could happen to their bodies. Scott didn't know how long he had been falling, or how time passed here. Everything was an enigma, except his purpose, to get his arima, his soul back.
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Soul turned slowly to look to the owner of the voice, but he didn't see anyone there.
"Things are tricky here aren't they, but it couldn't be that easy to find all the answers could it?" Soul turned again, but as the voice was behind him again. Soul hated not being able to see who was talking to him. He remembered the inky whispers during his fall and the flickering images. He knew this voice was a continuation of them, and as tempting as they had been he didn't want to give in. He didn't want to give in to the trick of this voice either.
"What a clever boy, though you didn't come here in a very clever way. Leaving your body behind, souls aren't very sturdy when they are untethered, just like those you saw there." Soul couldn't see the gesture or the speaker but he knew that it was referring to the swirls of darkness in the pool, and knew he did not want to become one of them.
"So clever boy what do you want to know? You must ask the right questions, because as you know there are definitely stupid questions and I hear quite a lot of them."
Soul stayed quiet. He didn't know what he wanted to ask. He had already found more than he had expected. He had expected, had wanted, nothing, and yet he could feel that answers he had been waiting for his whole life were at his fingertips. But he also knew that he could ruin everything with a word, ruin it in a way that went beyond dying, beyond nothing. He would be trapped in some unknown form, and there would be truly no way out because he was already dead.
Soul thought of his mother, about what Sylvia was planning, about how to get out of here. There were so many questions that he could ask. He could ask how Scott was doing, and whether he was going to stay dead. But nothing seemed like the right questions. He wished he could draw, that he could be truly alone. That he could live a normal life. Knowing he wasn't going to get any of those things Soul sat down on the surprisingly warm ground. He wasn't tired, but curling his insubstantial arms around his fading legs was a small comfort. He hid his face between his knees and closed his eyes. He had never been good at asking questions, he was good at figuring things out, find ways to slip through the cracks and avoiding questions, asking questions required interacting, and speaking, two things that were not skill he had developed further than what was absolutely necessary.
"How do I know what the right questions are?" Soul heard a laugh and could almost feel the warm breath brush the back of his neck. He suppressed a shutter and closed his eyes tighter. He imagined a face for the voice, a person he couldn't see was somehow better than a person that wasn't there.
"That is dangerously close to a stupid question, and not deserving of a clever answer, so I will tell you an almost stupid answer to match your almost stupid question." The voice seemed to come from changing directions, as if its speaker was pacing. "There is no way to know the right question, you must simply trust yourself."
Soul sighed, he could argue that his question was slightly better than the answer but he stayed silent. He had to trust himself to get out of this. His last few choices had helped him in unexpected ways. He could do it again; maybe he would find some unexpected answers.
"Who is watching through the eyes in the gate?" Maybe a question he didn't particularly want the answer to would throw the invisible speaker off, Soul felt that the creature was bored. Boring it more would definitely not be beneficial to him, and would not lead to him getting anything out of their encounter. And as disturbing as the voice was, Soul really didn't want to be left alone here.
"Much, much better, that question is almost clever. They are my eyes, the hands are my hands, the fingers and nails and lashes and feet- all of it is mine. I have been here waiting for longer than you can know and I have grown, I have swallowed countless souls and given them form, I have spat them out, shat them out, thrown them up and eaten them again. Some grow and some stagnate. Some float in pools of my stomach and some rest in the hallows of my teeth, but they are all a part of me, just as you will be some day." Soul swallowed. Information yes, but not really anything he wanted to hear, and nothing that he knew what to do with, nothing of what he needed to know.
"Is my mother here?"
"She is, because she is a part of you, she is here because she is in hell, but she is not here, because this place, well, it's all for you. Your personal slice of eternity. You will end up here alone, but with everything and everyone that created you and will come after." There was a small pause, if the speaker had a body Soul would have placed a shrug in the space, he almost could feel a small ripple under him, if the whole landscape had lifted a shoulder. "It's rather complex. Language is not good for explaining. You can only really understand once you are a part of it."
"Is my mother dead?" Soul felt another laugh against the back of his neck.
"Oh that is such a long story my clever boy, but you will hear it, because you have nowhere else to go, at least not yet. You have asked a clever question but I do not think you will like the answer."