All Rights Reserved © 2021, Rick Haydn Horst
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, places, events, locales, and incidents are either the products of the author's imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.
CHAPTER ONE
June 20th
Henri Estalon could never have found the perfect location in Miami simply by looking. An inner voice told him to use the southernmost point of Key Biscayne. So, on that warm and windy summer solstice, he and Ronan would allow the transfer to happen there, accepting that events would unfold as they should.
Eight o'clock had sped toward them, but the sun had yet to touch the horizon in that so-called,
golden hour
—which would last 32 minutes—before the sunset at 8:14. So, they waited in nail-biting anticipation upon the concrete sea wall staring out over the water.
"The world is a far more complicated place than in my day," said Henri. "To lose the personal memories from your past in 2016 is a frightening prospect. People can verify things these days; you can't just make stuff up anymore. And not to deter you—as the decision is yours—but have you the will to become the man you envision? None of the others ever drew such attention, and you must endure the repercussions for a thousand years."
"I'm sure," said Ronan. "I don't know that anything I do will change much, but I want to make a difference somehow."
"You will bring something quite new to Chiron's unique existence; you are a very different sort of man from myself and the others that came before you."
"You mean because I identify as gay."
"Well, yes, there's that...but then, perhaps, it's just because I came from an era so far removed from this one, and there's only so much a man can do to stay current. At this stage, I do feel a bit too disconnected from modernity to function well here. I suppose that's why Prometheus wisely insisted a change must occur every thousand years. In the end, Admissārius probably realized that too."
"Are you afraid?" Ronan asked.
"No, and when your time comes, neither will you be." He glanced down at Ronan's lap, and he laughed a little at the skinny young man. "I don't know that your plan with the oversized bathing suit will work. It won't hurt to try, but Admissārius and I were both naked when the transfer happened, and...well...let's just say one must experience it to understand why, but I will wear mine as an experiment, and we'll see what happens."
"You told me I would pass out. I just thought it would be better if I weren't naked when that happens."
"You will be half Chiron and therefore one-quarter equine, so Stallion by name, stallion by nature. An intellectual or not, Chiron would have dealt with a deplorable sense of inadequacy as a pure human, so you both have a say. You agreed to this though, so you'll just have to live with it as the rest of us have."
Turning his head, Ronan checked both directions of the bicycle path behind them. "You're sure this is the spot?"
Henri nodded. "I believe, we came here for more than just the view, only Prometheus knows why, but I feel deep within me the importance of your presence here. So, fear not, the stars will reach their position, and it will happen as it should."
Ronan held Henri's hand. "I have loved you like a father. I want you to know that."
"I know. In 1046, I had one biological child, and I would have outlived them...and my grandchildren if they had any...and any great-grandchildren, and so on."
"Can we have children? I got the impression that couldn't happen."
"Admissārius gave me that impression as well, but it happened just the once, and it never happened again. It was not something I intended; due to the nature of this life, I couldn't stay. And while we're not expressly forbidden to tell anyone anything, the fewer the better. What would I have said to them? One day the child or any of the child's progeny could turn eighty, and I would still be thirty. This life is not an easy one. It holds many incredible experiences that most people could never imagine, counterbalanced by enough heartbreak to make you question if it's even worth it. But then, I met you. You're the only one that I've had the opportunity to love like a son, and I couldn't be prouder of you. You have made the last thousand years worthwhile, and I love you very much."
They watched the sun in the distance as it met the sea. It had begun, so they left the wall and moved to the middle of the pathway.
"I don't want you to go," said Ronan, hugging Henri tightly.
"I have no choice," he said in sympathy, "and despite how you feel at this moment, you don't need me anymore. It's time for you to take my place."
Ronan hesitated to ask, "Will this hurt?"
"You've been afraid to ask me that question."
"Yeah."
"For me," he said, "I don't know. For you, this will be quite painful for a few moments, but you'll be unconscious for the worst of it. Fortunately, you won't have to carry the memory of seeing me go, and I suspect that would hurt you more than anything else."