When I wrote this story I debated whether I should put it in the 'gay' section or the 'romance' section. I would like to think it fits in both.
*****
"Ten years... ten fucking years."
I couldn't believe the words echoing through my brain as I recalled the sentence handed down to me for my part in the armed robbery. All I had done was give them some door entry codes in return for £3,000. What I hadn't anticipated was when they were caught, they would name me not as just an accomplice, but as the mastermind behind the whole idea.
The judge decided to believe their story and before I knew what was happening the judge handed me a stiff sentence. The only thing that saved me from a twenty-year sentence was the fact I didn't take part in the actual robbery itself. What made things worse was rather than a low-security prison, I had been sent to the notorious high-security Groyne prison, where some of the most violent prisoners in the country were sent. A place where the only rule was that of fear.
Sitting on the bottom bunk I put my head in my hands and wanted to weep when the doorway was filled by a massive frame. The man was heavily muscled, his arms covered with tattoos and his shaven head almost glinting in the sunlight peeking through the tiny grilled window.
"The name is George McCalister and you can stop the sniffling, I don't tolerate criers in my cell."
I couldn't help bristling at his brusqueness and determined I wasn't going to be pushed around retorted back, "I wasn't crying and it's our cell, not your cell."
I have never seen a big man move so fast as he pulled me from my sitting position and pinned me against the wall held up by my neck. "It is my cell because I say it is my fucking cell. You exist because I allow it. If I decide you are to get on your knees and suck my cock you will. If I decide you bend you over and use you like a bitch, you will bite the pillow."
I had feared the whole gay sex thing I had heard about prisons and for a moment was wondering if this huge man was going to rape me. At 5' 8" and 140lb I wasn't a small man, nor was I weak. But compared to this gorilla of a man, I was like a small child. If he decided he was going to take me, then I would not be able to stop him. It was at that moment I regretted my sharp retort, but luckily for me he simply put me back on my feet and looked at me.
"That was your one and only warning. Know your place in this prison. Understand there is only a choice of two positions, you are either fucked or a fucker...that applies to everything."
I could feel myself shaking inside but trying to remain brave I replied, "Thank you and my apologies for my rudeness. I don't think I will be in either position as I am not gay. I have never looked at another man in that way and don't think I ever will."
He just laughed as he pulled off his shirt showing his torso that was also covered in tattoos. His back was adorned with the most magnificent depiction of an old-fashioned sailing ship in full sail with its guns blazing, it was it itself a work of art. Then with his back still to me pulled off his bottoms and shorts so he was naked. When he turned around, I almost gasped in shock when I saw the very large meaty cock and heavy balls hanging down. Finally, he kicked off his sneakers before he climbed onto the top bunk.
"They all say that when they first come in here, but they change...they all change."
I bit back a retort that sprung to my lips. I had a wife and two kids and was absolutely not gay. I had nothing against homosexuals, in fact some of my friends were gay; but it was something that had never really interested me. As I lay on my bunk I tried to think of my wife and her naked body, but the sight of George's large member kept springing into my head.
*****
Over the next few weeks people seemed to treat me with a degree of caution. Not that anyone avoided me but if I sat down in the canteen other inmates wouldn't talk to me or make eye contact. In the end I asked one of the prisoners what the hell was going on. He just stared at me and then laughed as he said, "You share with George McAlister and you don't touch what big George has staked a claim to. Well you don't if you want to stay in one piece."
I went to protest but decided to keep my own council for a while, not that I wanted anything to do with George, I just craved a quiet life.
*****
About a week later I went to the shower block which was laid out in an L shape with the guard standing at the top watching us. The jets were all taken at the near end, so I walked down the block to find the ones around the corner surprisingly empty. Deciding to take advantage of the freedom I turned the shower on full blast and let the hot water cascade over my body.
"So fish, the word is you have a virgin ass, time to change that."
I looked at the two heavyset men who were advancing towards me in the shower. They were hairy all over with tattoos on their thick arms and I knew that I stood no chance of resisting their advances. One was fisting his cock to full hardness while the other moved closer to me.
"How many cocks you sucked since you have been in here?"
"None," I stammered back in reply.
"Well you are about to start with a couple and don't worry about screaming as while one of us is fucking you the other will have his cock in your mouth," said the guy who was now sporting a very full erection.
"He won't scream as loud as you two will by the time I have finished with you," said George who had almost magically appeared through the steam.
"Sorry George I didn't realise he was yours," one of them said his erection subsiding.
"He isn't," said George, "but I don't want him sobbing all fucking night after you two animals have used him."
The two men went to move past George, but his hands moved at lightning speed to grab their balls, a set in either hand.
"If anyone touches him without my permission I will feed you each other's balls, you understand?" George said with a menacing growl.
The two men nodded and squeaked before breathing a deep sigh of relief as he released them. As they scurried off George stepped forward and cuffed me round the head, not hard but enough to make my head ring for a moment.
"Why the fuck did you go round the corner, don't you know anything?" he said harshly. He then went on to explain that in the showers casual relationships went on round the corner in the shower block and that anyone who went, or was dragged round there, was fair game.
*****
Time passed peacefully enough and although George never made any advances towards me, he was more than happy to get naked and parade his large cock. I tried to be discrete when getting naked, but I knew his eyes were on me as I could hear the sharp intake of breath when he caught sight of my naked ass or cock.
I would lie in the bunk at night and his bed would creak as he masturbated. On the opposite side of the tiny cell was a small desk and above it a mirror which normally after lights out showed nothing. That evening was a full moon and although I couldn't see clearly the moonlight gave enough light for me to be able to make out him fisting his mighty cock. I could see enough that as he moved his hand up and down, his large paws were not big enough to encompass even half of it. This fact was confirmed when he placed one hand on top of each other and worked his cock faster.
I could feel a stirring in my own shorts and despite my shame pushed them down and fished out my own cock, which to my surprise was rock hard. With my eyes glued to the reflection and listening to the bed springs creak I synchronized my movements with George's. As he grunted in orgasm, I saw a spurt fly from the top and moments later hit the floor with a splash. I bit my lip hard to stop from crying out as my own orgasm ripped through me.
Controlling my breathing I tried to process what had just happened. I had got off listening and watching another man masturbate, was I turning gay? Just as I started to drop off to sleep, I heard George whisper, "Hope you enjoyed the show, just say if you want to see it with the lights on."
I was instantly wide awake as my head span with wild possibilities. I only dropped off to sleep once I heard the rhythmic breathing of George indicating he had fallen into a slumber.
*****
Over the next week nothing was said and although George masturbated every night, I studiously turned my back, so I faced the wall. It didn't seem to deter him as the bed creaked indicating his climax.
Then one evening I came into the cell after doing my stint in the kitchen where I was learning to cook to find George sitting on my bunk.
"It's OK to have thoughts you know, many men do."
"I'm married," I said in protest and George simply handed me a large brown envelops which had the name of a solicitor on the back. I knew what it was straight away and threw it on the small desk like it was on fire.
"Ignoring it won't change it," George said and handed me the envelope again.
I read the contents at speed and as I suspected my wife wanted a divorce. When it came to assets, what the court had left us she claimed and stated that neither she nor the children would come and see me while I was in prison. My life quite literally crumpled inside and despite George not liking crier slumped down beside him and burst into tears.