As the dusk started to settle and the lights on the Bangalore skyline started to brighten with street lights Deepak got up from his portable armchair. He was reading a Nancy Drew fiction novel. He folded the chair and holding it with one hand walked towards the stairway at the far end of the terrace. When he reached the bank of elevators on the top floor landing he pressed the call button. In about four minutes the elevator opened. Deepak waited for a young man to get off the elevator before he could get in. But the young man looked at him for a long moment and then with a twitch of a smile asked him in Hindi, "are you Deepak D'Souza?" Deepak was surprised and still waited for the man to get out of the elevator because holding up the portable chair for long was getting uneasy.
"Yes, I am. Who are you and where are you from," Deepak replied in English which he was most comfortable in. Deepak thought it was just a usual social banter. The guy was fairly good looking, dark, about 22 years of age and naturally rugged in built. Deepak thought he might be a construction worker from Orissa from his accent.
"My name is Krishna Lal, but everyone calls me Lucky. I am staying here in flat number 53. I am a sanitation engineer by education and profession. I heard about you during the housing society meeting. Some members had complained that there is a lot of noise from your apartment in the night."
Deepak looked blank at Lucky. He was not prepared for this conversation. Or rather, he could have told anyone else to go fuck themselves with their complaint, but this guy had a strange animal attraction for his age.
Lucky continued in English, "don't worry. I too stay alone and I work for the developer who constructed this apartment building. Even I get a lot of friends at home, and I told the society members my opinion. I think it is a generation gap."
Deepak couldn't care less about society members' complaint nor could he hide his irritation with the conversation. Lucky could sense that Deepak was waiting for him to get out of the elevator.
"Sir, actually, I am sorry for having said these things in our first meeting. But I wanted to get in touch with you to understand how to make a good mark in modelling and acting. I am passionate about acting but wouldn't know where to start."
Deepak, again, was not prepared for this conversation. He started to mumble something, then thought for a moment. He finally spoke slow and clear.
"Surely I can help you. I am going home now. You know I stay on the first floor. You wanna join me? I don't have anything to do except to watch some silly TV news."
Lucky spoke as he walked out of the elevator. "I will certainly meet you, but in about half hour. I just had a hair cut, I need a mandatory shower." There was a sudden unconcealed excitement in Lucky's voice.
Deepak entered the elevator. Even Deepak's voice had some excitement. "Alright, then I will wait for you. If you stay alone why don't you have dinner at my place tonight. I cook myself. I have made pork curry and rice. It's not Michelin standard, but edible."
"Oh ok. We can do that. And I will bring a surprise for you."
On the way down Deepak started to feel young again. Something about Lucky was really very attractive, but Deepak was not ready to accept it was sexual. Most male aspiring models are straight guys who look at sexual overtures from industry as exploitation. Feminine guys rarely make it big in modelling. That's also why Deepak never had sex with any male models at work. Girls have expressed their intentions but he was simple indifferent to them. Deepak was a cameraman after graduating from photography for over 15 years. He was close to 45 but he knew he looked much younger. He did not get married under the pretext of work and aspirations but he alone knew he was not interested in girls one bit.
When Deepak reached first floor he unlocked his door, took the armchair inside, knocked the door shut, placed the fiction novel on the table and straight went to have a shower. He changed to fresh clothes, warmed up the food in the microwave and then sat on the sofa in front of the TV waiting for Lucky. It was almost an hour later that Lucky turned up and Deepak had given up hope by then. When Lucky rang the doorbell he got up with a start and opened the door quickly.
"Good evening, sir. Sorry for the delay. I had to go out to get this. You might like it."
Lucky handed Deepak a black polythene bag. Deepak opened the package, it was a bottle of Royal Stag whiskey. Deepak knew this was a cheap brand quite popular with college kids. He smiled and gave Lucky a hug. It was almost a reflex action. But Lucky did not hug him in return. He just stood their with a smile and a little squeamishness. Deepak struggled to hide his disappointment.
Both of them drank the whiskey with soda and ice. Deepak preferred cola but he had run out of it. When they finished the dinner it was close to 9 pm. Lucky wanted to know everything about modelling and acting, and Deepak gave him professional advice. He told him that he needs to work on his body, make video profiles and photo portfolio, upload them on casting websites, send them to production houses and wait for the best. Deepak also told him that modelling is a long and arduous journey and he needs to braze himself for the long haul. As Deepak worked for a production house even he could inform Lucky if they need any models. Lucky was excited with the last part. He promised Deepak that he will do all that is required for modelling. Lucky was a little too excited by the idea of modelling and acting. Deepak had to make clear one simple fact of modelling life that it is not a regular income job. Some months Lucky might earn Rs3-4-lakh a month and some months the income might be zilch. But if Lucky is good enough then he will certainly live a upper middle class status in Bangalore at least in the beginning. Lucky never thought that was achievable with his sanitation engineering job.
Deepak made sure that he also apprised Lucky of the pitfalls of this profession so that he does not get dejected over long periods of unemployment and competition in the field. Lucky seemed to be a guy who was realistic and rational in his expectations even though a little starry eyed. By 11 pm both of them had become tipsy and eager to crash. Not surprisingly, Lucky told Deepak that he would prefer to sleep in his own house as the maid servant was expected early in the morning. Deepak agreed but for a reason - Lucky did not show any bisexual traits. He was straight as an arrow. They both had the pork curry and rice, which Lucky now agreed was certainly not a Michelin award winner. The excessive black pepper and turmeric had messed it up. At the door Deepak only shook Lucky's hand and did not try any more overtures as he knew Lucky would get suspicious and might even walk away from his life. Deepak too did not want this friendship to continue as their wants and desires didn't match. And Deepak was particular about sex with good looking friends. He knew this friendship was just a waste of time for Deepak. But Deepak couldn't control the strong urge that was building within him for Lucky.
Life went on for a few weeks with Deepak trying to avoid Lucky as much as possible. Lucky called up Deepak almost everyday to meet and discuss how to make video profiles and photo portfolio. Deepak feigned forgetfulness, ignorance and even indifference to keep Lucky at bay. He told Lucky to get the photo and video shoots done by some other modelling agency because he was busy in some international contracts which was actually true. But Deepak also knew he wouldn't have avoided Lucky if the magic between them had worked.