(All characters are above the age of 18)
Be careful what you wish for, you never know when it might come true.
In my early 20s I feel like I had fairly average sexual tastes. As a bisexual guy I would bounce between straight and gay porn depending on the mood. Mostly vanilla stuff, the standard flimsy plot hook that leads to fucking. All very dry. That was until I stumbled upon a video of a big older man giving commands to a skinny young guy around my age. The man made the younger kneel in front of him, crawl around on all fours, and choke on his dick for extended periods of time. After each order was carried out the older man would always compliment the other with words of encouragement like "that's a good slut" or "what a good little bitch you are."
I had heard of sub/dom relationships before, but this was my first time really seeing it in action. I couldn't explain the feeling buy I was instantly hooked. My usual vanilla porn searches were quickly replaced with more and more BDSM content. Men and Women being dominated, usually by older men, became my go to and I started experiencing stronger orgasms than ever before. It didn't take long for me to start imagining myself in the situations I was watching. Though at the time I remember thinking it was weird that I was placing myself in the role of the person being abused vs the other way around. For whatever reason I had a burning desire to be slapped and spit at and forced to do depraved things in exchange for compliments and praise.
This obsession stayed little more than that for multiple years. It wasn't until my mid 20's that I started branching out and wanting to try things for real. It all started with Grindr, like many stories do. Where else can a young man go to have strangers throwing themselves at them? I made my profile with just my skinny pale torso in the picture so that people could get an idea of my size. I put in my bio 'looking to try out being someone's submissive.' And added BDSM as one of my kinks. From there I just logged in and let the messages slowly start to roll in. Lots of "taps" and way too many "Hey" messages I was starting to get annoyed. I had a few back and forths with some people but most of them were over an hour drive away from me. I was hoping for something more local.