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Can Someone Explain Being Bi Pt 01

Can Someone Explain Being Bi Pt 01

by lostinarizonatoday
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All characters are over 18.

(Primarily a masturbation (of which I do a lot of) story leading to bisexual experimentation (of which I'd like to do more of) in future chapters. This is all just my fantasies written down. I am a novice writer and apologize in advance for silly mistakes. I'd love to hear from you, the readers and other writers.)

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Sitting in my tiny apartment with a nice buttoned up shirt and tie, staring at my computer screen trying not to yawn. These fucking zoom meetings are horrible.

Literally, the only good part of them is sitting naked from the waste down and knowing that no one knows your stroking beneath your desk.

Being able to stealthily masturbate in an environment that you know you couldn't normally without getting caught or shouldn't ever do such a thing in a professional setting, it makes it even more exciting.

Yeah, we've all heard stories about people doing that. And yes, there's a damn good chance your not the only one in your company doing that either.

Sometimes though, you just make a mistake.

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My Tuesday morning meeting was going just fine. I wasn't on the agenda to lead any topic and it was really freaking early in the morning. So, I had the benefit of sitting there sipping my coffee and pretending to listen to my other middle management counterparts get deep into their assigned topics to share.

Not 15 minutes into the meeting, my laptop basically went blank. I couldn't see or hear anyone. For that matter, I knew I needed our I.T. department.

I quickly grabbed my cell phone and sent a text to my boss explaining the issue. Assuming my computer was fried because nothing was on the screen. When my boss returned my text telling me to get tech help and let him know when I was back up and running, I quickly replied... "Will do."

Within minutes I was on a call with Gerry, one of our two tech guys. He explained that many of our laptops were aging out and it was a slim chance he'd be able to repair it.

Honestly, this couldn't come at a better time. I was hating my job and knowing the odds of my computer getting fixed today was slim. It seemed like I was about to get a free day off. Gerry let me know he'd try and connect to my laptop to repair the problem remotely. At that point, he had my telephone number and kindly let me know that he'd call or text me in the next couple of hours to advise a resolution.

It was my lucky day. I quickly finished my coffee and realizing I had nothing but free time. I booted my personal desktop that was off to the side of my work desk at a 90 degree angle.

Killing time, I checked my email and my lottery tickets. Nothing special. Glancing back to my work computer, I saw nothing changed. Blank screen. Key board was not lit up. "Sweet" I blurted.

Feeling comfortable now. I peeled the tie off and began unbuttoning my dress shirt. Pulling my undershirt off right after removing my professional attire. I was buck naked and loving it. There was only one thing to do... break out the lube, find some porn and edge for a while before exploding cum all over myself.

Quickly I set up all my masturbatory needs. Lube, tissues and porn. Sliding my chair out far enough to stretch my legs, I started the first video that looked hot on my favorite porn site. Two men were spit roasting a soccer mom. She was a hot blonde, skinny-ish but had kind of mom bod that tells you she had a kid or two. Sort of looked like she was in her thirties. The perfect age in my opinion, old enough to have experience and young enough to realize that this was the age she really needed to cut loose and have some fun in her prime. Besides, I was in my early thirties too. She truly looked like she was enjoying herself being pushed into each man that was fucking a different hole. The look in her eyes while being used as a sexual plaything was what really turned me on. Those men were absolutely making her the slut she wanted to be. Taking her for their pleasure, in turn, giving her exactly what she wanted.

Squirting the lube onto my cock, I started caressing my cock left handed. Leaving my right hand to operate the mouse. As hot as it was watching that soccer mom being pushed forward and backward with two iron poles. Today was one of of those days. My bisexual fantasies were stronger than usual. The look on her face was so erotic and dazed that I found myself watching the penetration, not the hot mom any more. It wasn't often, but days like today, somehow I was picturing me being her.

I love women, in fact, I have only ever had sex with women. But now in my thirties, something changed. My desires seemed to focus on the hard dicks a little more and less on the sexy women that I normally fantasize being with. I've always had a fixation on oral sex. Getting blow jobs was more intimate and hotter in my mind then fucking. From a long and slow worshiping session, getting my balls licked and sucked, all the way to absolutely face fucking a woman, oral excited me the most. And it wasn't just getting oral either. Giving it dominated my fantasies too. Eating a woman's pussy and making her cum on my face and tongue made me rock hard. Something about controlling when and how she came, teasing her, choosing when and where to lick, what to insert into her dripping wet cunt and when to push her over the finish line. In some cases her dominating me, riding my face like a tongue machine, grinding her pussy from my chin to my nose. Gripping my hair like the reigns of a saddle and bucking across my mouth. Brutally using my face.

Sometimes I like to be dominant, other times I wanted to be submissive. No matter of the method preferred that day, I needed to cum or receive cum.

Yet.... today I wanted to be her. I wanted to be on my hands and knees. Having those guys in my mouth and ass. To be used.... by other men?

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Until a year or so ago, the thought of having any sexual contact with another man never surpassed a threesome or gang bang fantasy where none of the guys did anything to each other, only focusing on the woman. Fucking her and cumming in and on her. Yet somehow, penises started creeping into my brain.

I wish I knew why I suddenly had interest in sucking off a man. Really, I don't want to date a man... Nor do I want to kiss a man. Literally I have zero desire for men...other then tasting one or possibly being fucked by one. I think it started with wondering what it was like for a woman sucking me off. That baffled me. Why did I care? Why would I care?

Months after that, I started thinking about what those cocks would feel like in my ass too. What would it be like to get fucked? Would I be on my back with my legs up? Maybe bent over a desk or sofa? I passed right by the possibility of being with a dominating woman that could maybe peg me, or even trying to stick my own finger or dildo in my ass. NO... I was thinking about being fucked by a real live cock. Why?

I asked myself so many times. "Can someone explain being bi?" I never actually sought out anyone to ask that question to. It was sort of rhetorical.

I hate it when I get in my own head, over thinking and generally just losing focus on the topic at hand. More so, in my left hand. My own cock, hard and horny wanting relief.

Regaining focus on the task, I looked down at my own average prick. Just under six inches, fairly thick but not much different than I expected was average.

For some reason, everything I did in life always came down to getting off sexually. I admired my meat for a moment and concluded that edging wasn't wanted. I needed to cum. I needed to cum soon.

I clicked onto the search bar in my porn browser and typed in... "First time sucking dick". Thousands of videos were listed there, but all I saw on the first page was women sucking men. Then I changed the search function to gay videos.

BAM!

This was what I was looking for. Videos of guys sucking other guys cocks.

I wasted no time scrolling the thumbnails. I clicked on the top video. The tag line was there, "First time sucking cock".

The video was quiet at first, just a guy at a computer working and then another guy walked right up to him, unbuckled his belt, pulled his pants down to reveal a hard dick and shoved it in the face of the guy at the computer. Seemed quite unrealistic but I didn't care.

Immediately, the man went to work pleasing the guy standing before him. For some reason, as hot and as turned on as I was watching it. I thought: "That's not his first time sucking dick."

The cock being sucked was large. At least 8 inches and thicker than mine. It was circumcised and blemish free other than clearly showing a nice network of strong and thick veins running the length of it. I almost chuckled to myself thinking about that old line from a commercial. Something like... It's ribbed for her pleasure. The pubic hair wasn't very bushy but certainly wasn't well trimmed or shaved either.

It was only a minute or so into the video and the guy sucking the cock had his nose fully pressed to the abs in front of him. He took the entire dick into himself. It was quite impressive watching him deep-throat.

I was absently stroking but progressively speeding up. When the guy getting blown grabbed the hair of his partner. The thrill of being dominated and made to take that cum giving organ into your mouth made me swell. I was close to cumming already.

The video became even more hardcore quickly. Suddenly it was a face fucking scene. Completely using his mouth... pulling out far enough and slamming back into the other mans throat. The sound on the video made it hotter with some gagging, watching the sloppy wetness getting smeared across his lips, face and chin.

"Take my cum you slut!" The only words spoken. He slammed hard into that mouth he was using. Fucking it like a toy. His hand with a fist full of hair.

The guy sucking was the perfect plaything for his aggressor. He did all he could to look up and keep eye contact. His eyes watering, spit and pre-cum all over him. He was enjoying this. He was loving being used to service the man standing in front of him. He was completely submissive in the way he wanted to be.

A large glob of cum hit my face. I was cumming and I was cumming hard.

The grunting on the video got loud. Most of the movement came to a stop. The cock buried deep, I could see his balls tighten. Then the very base of his cock pulsating.

Cum was shooting all over me. My hairy chest and belly being coated with my own cum.

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So many pulses in that cock. On screen, the guy taking that hot load had to be swallowing a huge amount. His eyes rolled back in pleasure, accepting the prize he had earned.

My own load was ending. Now dribbling off the tip of my steel rod and down my left hand. It was the largest orgasm I can remember having in a decade. I settled back into my office chair letting the last vestiges of my climax calm.

On screen, the end of the video concluded with an exhausted yet clearly pleasured man leaning over the head of his used partner. Leaving that cock in the throat he just fucked hard. The frozen screen shot looked like a hug. An awkward hug, but a cock loving hug nonetheless.

As I luxuriated in my own pleasure, I looked at the glazed coating I gave myself. From the cum running down the side of my nose to the various shots across my chest and belly. I brought my left hand to my mouth that also was coated with sperm. Sniffing my seamen, I couldn't get a good sense of it. I ran my tongue across my wet fingers scooping up a fair amount of my creamy goo. Tasting it for the first time. It was good. I liked my flavor. I cleaned my fingers with my mouth like it was BBQ sauce.

Then it happened...

Guilt and shame. Why did I feel guilt and shame for pleasuring myself to gay porn. I don't think I ever felt that way after jerking off to straight porn. Suddenly I hated myself.

I needed to clean myself up. Fix myself.

In the shower, I heard my cell phone ring for a bit and go the voicemail. Then a text chimed in. My office must need something I thought. So I finished cleaning up and exited the warm conclave of the shower.

No voicemail was left but the text that came in said: "Thanks for the great show. I enjoyed it a lot! Be at Maple Shores country club at noon. Bring your club for a round." It was my boss. The Vice President of sales. I was confused but excited.

What show was he talking about? Why was my boss inviting me out to golf today? I've never golfed with him before.

It wasn't even 10 in the morning yet and it's been an eventful Tuesday. Knowing I had a 30 minute drive ahead of me. I wasted no time getting myself sorted to be on time to meet my boss.

On the drive out, Gerry, my tech guy called and told me he'd have a new laptop primed and ready by the end of the day. No other mention of fixing my old computer, he just wanted me to swing by the office to get the new one. Once I was done explaining that I'd be out all afternoon with my boss. Gerry kindly offered up connecting at the office tonight as he knew he'd be working late.

"What time is too late? I don't know how long I'll be out with the boss."

"I'll be here until probably 10 tonight. You wouldn't believe how much there is to do in this two man department."

"No problem, I'll swing by afterwards and if it's getting too late, I'll text you."

"Cool, but do me a favor a text me before coming anyway just in case I can get out of here earlier then expected. If that happens I can meet you somewhere to get you the laptop and make sure all the files were transferred over. Thanks."

"Sounds good, be in touch later."

I hung up and pulled into the country club a good 30 minutes early. From check in and dropping my clubs off, I went into the locker room so I could piss before the round.

In the bathroom where the urinals lined up, there were no barriers between them. I pulled my cock out. As I was just about to do my business, my boss walked up to the urinal next to me. Then started unzipping his fly.

"Jacob, good to see you." He clearly looked down at my cock as my stream just started.

"Thanks for inviting me out today sir!" I answered awkwardly.

He was still looking at my dick while I was pissing. "Damn... that cock looks even better than on camera."

I had no idea what he meant but I was sure that I'd find out.

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