Friday March 13th
A week had passed since my weird encounter with Joe in the bathroom at Bell'Amorehad taken place. I was still thinking about the handjob I did. I couldn't seem to get it out of my head. One part of me was furious and angry and I wanted to kick myself for doing a thing like that. The other part was really confused and got excited even thinking about it.
Last thing Joe said to me was "I'll be here next Friday, just so you know". Those words have been haunting me ever since. I'm scared I'll meet him again and also afraid he'll mention what I did to somebody I know.
I'm home alone and lying in my bed upstairs when my phone rings. I notice that the clock is 5:12 p.m. as I picked up the phone and saw that Joshua was calling.
"Hi man!" I answered.
"Hello, how's it hangin'?" Joshua replied sounding glad.
"Well nothing special, I'm home right now"
"Wanna go to Bell'Amore tonight?"
I froze when he asked me that. If I go, I'm sure to bump into Joe. Hell no, I don't wanna see him! Somehow I got an image of his cock in my mind; I wonder how it would feel to touch it again. What the fuck. Stop thinking like that, God damn. I screamed at myself in my mind.
"I think I got the flu" I suddenly told Joshua. It was a quick excuse for not going to Bell'Amore tonight.
"Oh damn. Nick's gonna be with his family at their lake house this whole weekend, so I'll probably stay home then too." I could hear the disappointment in Joshua's voice.
"Maybe we could go tomorrow if I'm feeling better?!"
"Ok. Well you call me if you're up to it?!"
"Sure thing, bye!"
"Bye"
Later that evening I had a weird feeling in my stomach. A small part of me wished that I would have gone to Bell'Amore tonight. What would have happened if I had seen Joe there?
My mind really started to bother me with all these weird thoughts, and I tried to force myself to think of something else.
Tomorrow I'm gonna call Joshua and go to a bar with him and pick up some hot chicks!
Saturday March 14th
I had called Joshua earlier today and invited him over. My parents were visiting my uncle Terry so I had the house all by myself the whole weekend.
The clock was 9:53 p.m. and Joshua and me were out of beer and were planning on going somewhere.
"Should we call a cab or walk?" Joshua asked.
"Maybe we should walk; such a warm night too."
"Yeah you're right. So were should we go?"
"How 'bout Willie's? I haven't been there in a while" I suggested. Willie's was a small and cozy pub with only 6 tables. I didn't want to suggest Bell'Amore as I was scared of what I might find at that place.
"Oh wait! I know where we're going. Bell'Amore! They have happy hour today from 10 to 12." Joshua said sounding excited.
"Oh that's right". I've never turned down a happy hour before. How could I do it now? That would sound suspicious and weird coming from my mouth. Joe can't be there tonight again; he was there yesterday?!
"Fine, but after happy hour we go to Willies?" I said just so I don't have to be at Bell'Amore for too long, if someone in particular shows up.
"Okay, let's go".
At 10:15 p.m. we arrived at Bell'Amore.
As I walked in through the door I started to cold sweat almost immediately. My eyes were rolling in my head as I looking for Joe. I begged to whatever God that was listening that he wouldn't be here. He was nowhere to be found I confirmed as I ordered two beers for myself, unless he's in the bathroom again? We sat down in a sofa at the corner. I had a perfect view at the bathroom so I could see everyone that came out from there.
Almost an hour had passed and I started to feel like myself again as I was sure Joe wasn't at Bell'Amore tonight. Joshua had found a girl from the dancefloor he was talking to. He and the girl had a serious thing going on. They had moved to the table 10 feet from me just to get some privacy. I was sitting alone and staring down in my beer glass most of the time.
A few minutes before happy hour was about to end Joe walks in to the bar. Could sweats were immediately back and I didn't know what to think. I felt like I couldn't move. It didn't take long until Joe noticed me while standing at the bar. I looked away the second he laid eyes on me.
A part of me wanted to run away and hide while the other wanted to wait and see what'll happen. This time again the more curious part of me won.
At the corner of my eye I noticed that Joe was walking in my direction. I could feel my heart beating faster for every step he took. He was now right by my side and I was still looking away. He didn't say a word while he placed his drink right next to my beer. Then he sat down beside me in the sofa.
"I knew you'd come back" Joe said with a pleasing voice.
"Shut up. It was my friend's idea to come here!" I tried to sound serious.
"Is that your friend you're with?" Joe asked calmly while pointing at Joshua.
"Yes" I answered quickly while still feeling frozen in my whole body.
"He looks like he's having a good time. You on the other hand look quiet bored."
"I'm fine."
"Yes you are" He said with a pervy voice.
A few seconds of silence went on as I still was too scared to look at Joe and took a sip from my beer.
"I want to apologize for my behavior the last time. What I made you do wasn't exactly fair."
"No it wasn't". The apology came as a total surprise to me. But then again that one part of me still thought it was fair what he made me do.
"I'd like to make it up to you." Joe whispered in my ear.
"How?" I asked curiously while I turned my head and finally had the balls to look at him.
"I don't know yet, but we'll figure something out." Joe said with a smirk.
"I see you've met a friend?!" Joshua asked as he was standing across the table while holding the girls hand.
"Yeah, this is Joe, Joe this is Joshua" I introduced them as they shook hands.
"Me and Cindy are gonna go to Dolphin's, wanna join?" Joshua said with a laid back tone. Dolphin's is a discotheque nearby. He asked just to be polite I'm sure. I know he doesn't want me to join as he probably wanna spend some time alone with that hot chick.
"Weren't we supposed to go to Willie's?" I said, as I was more concerned to be here left alone with Joe.
"Maybe another time!?" Joshua replied quickly looking into Cindy's eyes.