Twenty year old's first experience with an older gay man.
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I was home schooled by my mom and led a very sheltered life. In my teenage years, I played soccer, but after the games, I went home with my mom and never became friends with any of my teammates.
Photography was my passion and after months of pestering my mom, she allowed me to join the local club. I had my driver's licence and wanted to go alone to the first meeting, but my mom had other plans. The only way I was allowed to go was to have her join me.
I loved my mom and knew she was doing what she thought best, but I wanted my independence and she was smothering me. Dad was a pilot and spent more time away than at home and Mom didn't have her pilot's licence, but she was a helicopter mom and I was her passenger.
The photography club members were about my mom and dad's ages or older. Most were males, but there were many female club members as well. The President of the club spent most of the evening introducing me to club members and explaining all the benefits of the club.
Mom was impressed with the executive members of the club and I imagine pleased that all the females were at least twice as old as myself. She signed me up for a year's membership and more surprising, she said that I could attend club meetings and excursions without her tagging along. This was so uncharacteristic of her and so was the long and tender hug I gave her.
I attended every weekly meeting for three months and my mom only joined me for one of the meetings. Mr. Fraser, the club president was particularly nice to me and he offered to drive me on our first photo excursion. This excursion was an all-day event in a park several hours away from home and to my surprise, mom gave this trip her blessing.
The night before, I packed my Nikon camera, with several different lenses, filters and stand. I was so excited to be away from home, doing what I loved, with a man that was so nice and treated me like an adult, not like a kid who needed his hand to be held.
While loading the car with my equipment, mom and Mr. Fraser spoke on the porch. I imagine my mom provided him with all my health information, food likes and dislikes and that at the first sign of shortness of breath, I was to take my puffer. Mr. Fraser nodded over and over and finally bowed his head slightly towards my mom and walked towards the car.
He gave a quick wink and a smile, confirming that all was well.
As soon as my house disappeared, Mr. Fraser patted my knee and said, "This is going to be a great day."
We reached the city limits and Mr. Fraser's arm patted my leg once again. "I'm glad we're travelling together. You're a nice young man with quite an eye behind the camera."
This time he left his hand just above my knee and it felt warm and comforting. My dad was not much for touching and hugging, unlike my mom who did both constantly. Every now and then he would move his hand up slightly and when I flinched, he would move it back down, closer to my knee.
This went on for an hour. His hand moving up my leg, going higher and higher, until my body would flinch and he would go back to my knee. His touch came so close to my penis and when I flinched, he moved his hand down slightly, but not back to my knee.
Blood began to flow inside my penis and I could feel it begin to grow and thicken, enough that it reached where his fingers rested. My cheeks flushed with warmth and blasted with heat when Mr. Fraser's fingers slid over my engorged cock.
I masturbated daily and sometimes did it two or three times in the same day. Normally, I imagined having sex with a girl down the street and sometimes even masturbated with thoughts of fucking her and her mother. I even must admit to having thoughts of fucking my mom and sometimes those were my most powerful orgasms.
I had never thought of gay sex, nor had I ever imagined Mr. Fraser placing his hand on my penis. He moved his hand slightly, sending such delicious tingles flowing from my mid-section up to my head and down to my toes. Without thought, my hips rose and fell to his hand, loving the new feelings swirling in my tummy.
My stomach rose and fell. My breath deepened more and more until it caught in my throat and I went beyond the point of no return and streams of cum spurted and spurted into my underwear.
Mr. Fraser groaned and said, "good boy." His fingers curled around my hardness as the wetness in my jeans expanded, touching and going under his fingers.
My mom had dreamed of my wedding and my bride, a daughter-in-law that would be perfect for both her and I. I don't think she ever imagined me being masturbated by another guy and cumming so quickly from his touch and although I remained hard, my heart sank as I realized I might be gay.
"It's okay. What you're feeling is normal," Mr. Fraser said.
He took my hand and slowly placed it, along with his, over my still engorged cock. I resisted slightly, but stopped when his fingers began to caress the top of my hand.
I swallowed. "I don't know what I'm feeling."
"I'm a gay man and proud of my sexuality. I was attracted to you the first time we met and my hand tingled when we first shook hands."
Barely audible, I said, "I felt a tingle too."