WOW, "it" finally happened!!! I had had my first sex, and it was with a fellow monk in the monastery. It was great.
I was a 20 year old virgin and had fantasized about both woman and men. I distinctly remember "wanting" Sally and Roberta in grade school and Cathy and Bonnie in high school boarding school. Never did anything about those feelings and practiced my vow of celibacy to the letter. I had great fantasies about women, and jacked off to erotic fantasies of women. I was hooked on fantasy and self-pleasure.
I had become a monk and was sent to a small town in Indiana for my novitiate. Noviate is a time to ponder vocations and the religious order I was joining. The place sucked. We were isolated, mistreated and just plain miserable.
I continued my nightly jack off sessions dreaming of Sally, Roberta Cathy and Bonnie. I also noticed that another "Brother" who was my classmate was starting to openly "flirt" with me. I did not have any feelings for Brother "TML", but loved the attention that I was getting. It was like "dating" in the outside world. He would shower me with attention and always would take the seat next to me. He would seek me out for conversation and during our limited "rec" time. I enjoyed the devotion and the submissive behavior by Brother "TML". I really hadn't thought about much more than "Sister TML" performing duties which I did not want to do. He would always show up and help with my monastic chores and sit down beside me during REC times and TV times on Sunday evenings. I enjoyed the flirting and Brother's help. I started feeling a "crush" towards Brother. I still jacked off to thoughts of women, but would often have flashes of "TML" blowing me or of me shooting off on him.
It happened. During a monthly Name's Day celebration where the Novices could drink cheap wine, I got a total buzz. "Sister" followed me to my room where I invited him to come in. Our rooms did not have chairs, so we sat on my single monastic bed. I don't to this day remember who started, but soon I was on top of Brother, dry humping him/her until I came. He was totally blissed out, and I sure the hell was too. I finally had a human contact to go with my fantasies. We did the dry hump sessions many times during the following weeks. Then, it started with Brother/"Sister" taking my cock and slathering it with Vaseline and beating me off till I would come and come and then come some more. He was happy to give and not receive. I was ecstatic to finally have my come land in someone's hand other than mine.
It soon became a tad kinkier. Brother "TML" asked me to spank him while he jacked me off. I was happy to oblige. He handed me a mini-whip which I used on him with great pleasure. About this time we also started frenching and I would kiss and bite on his -girl titties for hours. I would also give her hickeys all over her body, "Sister" would give me love bites all over my body, I relished giving him/her hickeys on her neck where they could be seen by the others brothers in our community. loved the dominance and having my boy-slave "do me" whenever I desired.