Broadening Horizons 1
Matt and Keith get together for the first time
Keith and I continued our training through the summer months. We were playing a good grade of club Rugby in our hometown, Sydney. Keith was over six feet and of stocky build -- he played in the forwards. I played in the backline, six feet on the dot and about 80 kilograms -- built for speed -- not comfort. Our pre-season training was usually two nights a week on the oval -- just doing cardio laps and sprints. Once a week we'd do weights at the club gym.... and often grab a sauna afterwards.
On weights and sauna nights we usually went back to Keith's and demolished a few beers in his garage. His Dad had created a man-cave with beer fridge, big screen TV/DVD/stereo and some old couches to lounge around in. On this night we had drank a few beers and were watching some old porno DVD's. We were laughing about how bad the storyline was and the old-fashioned hair styles.
In-between beers and DVD's the main discussion was girls. Keith was approaching his 21
st
birthday, I had just turned 20. We had both been messing around dating girls, having temporary girlfriends and trying to better our sex lives since we were 18. I was supplementing my lack of pussy by secretly playing with a few guys.... nothing serious -- mutual masturbation with some geeky dudes -- no real sex. I was comfortable with the way I was -- at least bisexual but craving a bit more man-meat than I was getting. Keith's luck with the girls lately was dismal of late.
'What's going on with your dating mate'? I asked. 'You haven't been out with a chick in eons.'
'Aw I'm just in a rut. I can't seem to decide what I want and can't be bothered.'
'What do you mean - what you want?'
'I've just got some strange fantasies going through my head you know'? I'm jerking off to some crazy videos at night' Keith said laughing. 'Trans stuff, older guys fucking each other, young guys fucking each other'. 'I know this happens to guys when they're young but I'm not sure I know how to handle it... I think I'd like to try it for real you know'?
My heart jumped a bit. Keith was a good-looking guy and I admit I'd had some fantasies about him -- especially after seeing him in the showers. I'd gone through this same fantasy stage during puberty but it had never left me. I was equally turned on by girls as guys -- but I'd taken extra steps. Not long after I turned 18, I'd fooled around with another guy. A few years older than me, he was a neighbour a few doors down. We'd done some mutual masturbation, which turned into touching each other, which then one night turned into me giving a guy my first blowjob. Some other guys had since followed.
'Hee hee I know what you mean -- that crazy shit has been going through my night-time and day-time thoughts since I was in high school. Everything I've read says that it's completely natural and commonplace'. While I'm doling out free psychoanalysis my dick was twitching and starting to grow...the thought of some fantasy realisation had got me horny.