On a quiet autumn day in an even quieter small town, a boy named Owen browsed through a department store. The store was largely empty on a Thursday afternoon, and smelled of fallen leaves that had drifted in from outside. Owen was a nervous boy who kept his head tucked in and eyes cast down. For good measure, he held on tightly to the hand of his best friend, Alex. It had been Owen's idea to come here, but it was Alex who was more at home.
Owen let Alex tug him over to the feminine section of the store. Gaudy and pretty things were hung beneath bright posters showing boys, girls, and others looking gorgeous in brightly-colored dresses and skirts. Owen sighed and looked down at his own clothes; he envied them. Where the boys on the posters were soft and curvy like Alex he was straight as a board and about as thin as one. He didn't have the long hair or the pouty lips either, and so he only squeezed Alex's hand tighter and moved closer.
Alex wrapped an arm around him. "Hey, you'd look good in this one," he said, holding up a long floral gown.
"Not likely," Owen said. "That would fit you more than me."
"You're sweet for saying so," Alex said bashfully. It was true, though; Owen could tell. Alex was tall, handsome, and had a figure made to look good in anything. Even if they were both in ratty hoodies and jeans, Alex still wore it better.
Alex looked through some school skirts on sale. He shoved them along the rack one by one. "So why are we really here?" he said at last.
Owen rubbed his thumb against Alex's palm. "Can't a guy just bring his best friend on a shopping trip?"
"Of course he can," Alex said. He held up a blouse to his chest. "But you haven't looked at anything the whole time. I don't mind you holding my hand and keeping close, but you never act like this unless there's something wrong."
"And how would you know?" Owen asked. He stuck out his tongue.
Alex stuck his tongue out in return and giggled. "Because we've been friends since we were five and even now at twenty you're just as easy to read?"
"Point taken."
Owen yelped as Alex dragged him over to the masculine section. Lots of jeans and leather and pictures of tough people looking like they just stepped out of a truck. It was cheesy, but at least there were some cool belts and collars to check out.
Alex loomed over him. "So spill," he said. "Or else I'm not going to help you find anything at all and you're going to have to start your first college classes as an upperclassman with nothing good to wear."
"Alex..." Owen whined.
"Hey, if you hadn't wanted to secretly tell me all about this you would've come alone."
Owen sighed. Alex was right, of course, but it didn't make things easier. "Well, I have...a boyfriend."
"Congratulations!" Alex whistled. "Don't remember you ever dating a guy before, but welcome to the club. Though did you have to pull me all the way out to the strip mall to tell me? You could've just let me know anywhere. We live in the same dorm, if you've forgotten."
"Yeah, yeah, I know..."
"Well if you know then why the secrecy?"
Owen looked back and forth to make sure they were alone in the masc section. They were, of course, in the nearly-empty store. "Well, he's the first guy I've ever been with."
"Yeah? Do you want, like, a coming out cookie?"
"No, no, I mean...you know." Alex gulped and his face turned red. "I've never, like, been with another boy before."
Understanding flickered in Alex's eyes. "Oh."
Owen realized his hand holding Alex's was sweaty and he tried to wipe it off. "Yeah, like that. I was just wondering if, you know, with you being a guy who is mostly with other guys..."
"You want me to show you the ropes."
"Yeah!" Owen blinked. He hadn't meant to be that loud. "I mean yes, if that's not too much?"
"Oh, not for me," Alex said. He winked and held up a lacey jockstrap. "I'm more wondering what you think about it. What does that make us if you want to stick your dick in me?"
Owen looked down at his feet. "Do we have to be something else? I know it's kinda weird, but you're my best friend, Alex. Is it bad to want my first time with a guy to be with you?"
"Not at all." Alex wrapped him in a hug and rubbed the back of his head. "You know I love you, man. This just makes me feel lucky is all."
Owen closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Alex's middle tightly. He pressed his face into Alex's chest. It was so warm there and it smelled just like him; like cinnamon and old books and tea. Owen rubbed his cheek against him in thanks. "I love you," he said.
Alex scratched him behind the ear. "I love you too, dork," he said. "Now come on, let's find a dressing room."
Owen's face burned. "What? Here?"
His best friend squeezed his hand tight. "No, but we gotta inspect the goods first, right?"
To that, Owen nodded and let himself be led away. "Yeah, right," he said.
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The changing rooms were at the back of the store down a single hallway. Each was a small room with a heavy door and lock; hooks were on the outside hallway to hang up items for later, benches were set aside for those waiting outside, and inside each was a mirrored wall. The doors had signs requesting patrons to only strip behind a locked door, which Alex smirked at.
Owen followed Alex inside one of the rooms at the end of the hall, hoping they would be safe from prying eyes. The door shut with a heavy thump. Owen's breathing quickened and he gulped.
"Nervous?" Alex asked.
Owen nodded. "Yeah. That's normal, right?"
"Yeah, probably." Alex winked. "Just makes me the weirdo here."
Owen squeaked. Alex sat down on a bench to the side. He crossed one leg over the other and looked up at Owen with a grin. "Alright, loverboy, I'm waiting."
"Wait, I'm undressing for you?" Owen cried.
"You start, and then I'll show you what makes a guy attractive." Alex reached over and squeezed his hand. "I'm talking about you, dork."
"Oh." Owen rubbed his arm. "You're sweet."
With Alex staring expectantly at him, Owen sighed and began to undress. He slid his old hoodie off first. Underneath was a black tank top that he moved as well and shivered. He wasn't the most muscular guy out there, but he felt weirdly self conscious about showing off the way his toned, muscled chest gave way to a stomach that no matter how taut never seemed to show his abs. Most embarrassing, though, was the way his nipples stood on end as if it was freezing out.
"Is this okay?" he asked with his eyes everywhere but looking at Alex.
Alex clapped softly and grinned. "You look amazing for a twenty year-old gay-virgin. Now c'mon, we don't have all day."
Owen shot him a glare while moving his hands to his jeans. With shaking hands he managed to fumble them open and zipped them down. Not in the mood to give a striptease, he simply yanked them down along with his boxers and kicked them off. With that, he stood mostly naked in front of Alex, wearing only his socks.
"There," Owen said and placed his shaking hands on his hips. "Satisfied?"
"Very," Alex said. He grinned and stood up, putting his arms around Owen's shoulders and turning him to the mirror. "Now, what do you see?"
Owen shrugged. "Me."
"Good," Alex said. "Do you like what you see?"
"I don't know," Owen admitted. "I guess I don't hate how I look." And it was true, he really didn't. He never quite had, but he didn't really see himself as being sexy or anything either. He was just the same as always, really: muscled pecs and torso, long hairy legs, toned thighs, and his penis resting between them all soft and smooth.
Owen thought for a moment. "I guess I don't see anything interesting. I'm just...a guy, right? Like the average. What's special about me?"
Alex wrapped his arms around Owen's middle and pulled him close. Owen gasped as his nude body pressed against Alex's soft clothes and warmth. He felt so exposed, yet safe all the same.
"Do you think being a boy makes you special?" Alex asked.