Flynn
I tried to be more aware of time passing while I continued to research and develop a ward for Owen. I wasn't great at remembering to take care of myself, but I at least managed to drag myself out of the haze enough to eat and walked away long enough to sleep at night.
I was a little late for bed a few nights later when I climbed the stairs up to the loft. Owen was reading in the soft lamplight. He was wearing just his boxers and his pale skin looked absolutely luminous in that low light. I crawled into the bed and put my head in his lap. He snickered and rested the book on top of my head.
"Good job on coming to bed before I came down there to drag you up," he said.
"I'm a very good boy," I purred back at him. "I remembered."
"Oh?" he said and closed his book. I twisted to look up at his pretty gray eyes. Owen smirked and traced along the stubble of my jawline. "You're cuddly tonight."
"I've spent the last few days setting intentions," I answered. He gave me the look that meant I was saying something strange and he needed an explanation. "Um, I'm writing new spells, so they need intent. Every part of this one will be drawing strength from our bond. So, I've been thinking about how much I love you for however many days I've been doing this."
"You sweetheart," Owen chuckled. He leaned down to gently kiss my forehead. "You want to be my treasure tonight?"
"I'm always your treasure," I giggled. Owen ran his fingers through my hair and sent shivers down my arms. "Tonight I'll be whatever you want me to be."
"I want you to be my sweet, wild artist," he murmured to me. "I want you exactly the way you are. My beautiful boy, how about I give you another reason to love me?"
I nodded eagerly. His sexy smirk already had my heart jumping. Owen moved me to my back and made quick work of my clothes. He crawled over my body, pressing his smooth, warm skin to mine with a contented sigh.
Owen always took his time getting me ready. He liked to see my eyes go hazy before he really got to the point. I was whining and panting with his slippery fingers teasing my prostate and his tongue on my dick when he finally moved back over me.
"You make the cutest little noises," he purred in my ear. I couldn't help but whimper in reply. "Yeah, just like that."
There was no bliss quite like the way Owen looked into my eyes as he rubbed his dick over my hole. He cupped my cheek with one hand when he gently, oh so gently, pressed into me. My breath hitched in my chest at the intensity.
His treasure. That was what he called me the night we met, and that was exactly how he treated me. Like the most precious person in the whole world. Like my needs were his own and my wants were divine.
"Sh-shark," I stammered, clinging at his narrow chest in an effort to get him closer than physical reality would allow. He chuckled, kissed me, and made it his mission to coax out the gasps and whimpers he so loved.
-
Owen
I was trying not to look too put off by Flynn's tattooing set up. He had made a point to get his hands on a real tattoo gun, ink, and various supplies that he was carefully laying out on top of our little table.
"Have you, um, used one of those before?" I asked him, looking at the machine where it lay next to a row of sealed, fresh needles.
"The gun? Yes, I did big ones on my chest with a gun," he said as he carefully poured ink out into little cups. "It's a lot faster and should look better than the stick and pokes. The real tattoo ink should help, too. All mine are india ink and broken pens. The blurry one on my right thigh is ashes from my first grimoire."
"Fuck, Bun," I mumbled. He wasn't listening, though. He was arranging my arm on the table and carefully copying the sigil he had designed onto the underside of my forearm with a red marker. I couldn't help but smile at the way he carefully checked over his work, ensuring it was absolutely without flaw.
"This one shouldn't hurt that much," he said. I believed that he believed that. Flynn could, as far as I knew, feel pain just like anyone else. It just seemed like he had decided not to let that bother him.
He proved that once again by cutting that spot on his arm open again. I watched with a knot of nausea in my throat as he added a drop of his own blood to each ink cap as casually as he would add salt to food. He caught the look on my face and shrugged awkwardly.
"It's blood magic," he said. "It has to have my blood in it to bind us."
"Hm, right," I agreed uneasily.
He took an excruciatingly long time perfecting those intricate lines. I groaned softly to myself at one point and asked him to give me a break to stand up and stretch. He blinked at me, coming out of that telltale trance he fell into when he was doing art that was more than visual.
"Are you almost done?" I asked him and I listened to both of our joints pop. The thing looked done to me. It was already more intricate and more beautifully done than any of his own tattoos.
"Almost," he promised. "It has to be perfect. It's going to keep you safe."
"None of yours look like this, though?" I pointed out. "And they seem to be fine?"
"Oh, um, most of mine are sigils I made, they just have spells in them. The binding wards that my lady gave me are these," he said and held out his hands, palm up, to show me the deep scars there. "I was really young. I did the best I could, but I didn't really understand how to do it right. They work because the act of devotion was enough to make up for all the flaws. She was pleased enough with the effort to honor the intent. It's different binding two regular people, though, because we don't have inherent power like that. Intention isn't enough. It has to be right."
I touched those familiar scars curiously.
"How old were you when she made you do this?" I asked. Flynn winced.
"Well, I
agreed
to do it. It was an act of devotion," he said warily. "But I was twelve."
"
Twelve
," I repeated under my breath. "You cut your hands open for your goddess when you were
twelve
?"
"Yep," he said and shrugged. "I got kicked out of my last foster home for that one. I did it in the kitchen in the middle of the night. Freaked them all out."
"Why didn't they send you to a temple? Aren't temples paying top dollar for talented young godchasers? Don't a bunch of foster kids end up in the temple systems, anyway?" I settled back into the chair and laid my arm out for Flynn to finish his work.
"I'm unregistered because she wanted me that way," Flynn answered. I managed not to jump as he got back to work on my skin. "She made it clear that she would forsake me if I ended up at a temple. I made sure any nosy adult thought I was just a desperate, attention-hungry kid without any actual deity contact. I wasn't obedient enough to make a good priest, so the temples weren't interested if I wasn't able to be an acolyte. It wasn't hard to believe that I was just insane. I wasn't exactly normal to begin with. There's always been something wrong in my head."
"There's nothing wrong in your head, Bun," I scoffed.
"There is, but that's ok," he said, but he was starting to sound distant again. I didn't bother trying to argue with him. I settled in to watch him pull long, slow, burning lines on my skin, instead. He wouldn't have heard me argue, anyway.
I stared up at the ceiling and tried to ignore how much I wanted to just ask Flynn to wrap it up. He eventually leaned back, set the tattoo gun aside, and squinted at his work.
"Ok, this part will hurt," he said apologetically.
"Wait, what?" I asked.
But Flynn had already laid his hands on either side of the painful mark and the air was growing heavy. I gritted my teeth and held my breath as the burn on my forearm increased to a blistering heat. The pain deepened to my bone and strangled me. Searing, racing heat blazed for a few more seconds, then ceased entirely, leaving me sobbing and shaking with my head down on the table in front of me.
"Sorry, Shark," Flynn said quietly. He stroked my hair until I gathered myself enough to sit back up. I looked down at the new tattoo, expecting to see an irritated, bleeding fresh mark that looked something like the ones I had seen Flynn give himself before.
"It... it's already healed?" I asked dumbly when I realized both the skin and ink looked perfect. Touching it revealed that the pain was completely gone. "Can you heal people?"
"Um, not really," he said with a grin. That's when I realized he was trembling hard enough to make his teeth chatter. "I worked the healing spell into your ward. I should be able to heal you now, at least. It's going to hurt like that every time, though, sorry. I'm not actually a healer. I had to force it."
"Are you ok?" I asked, reaching for him. I was surprised by the steadiness of my own hands. I felt great. Better than I had even before we started the tattoo.
"Yeah, um," he said slowly. His eyes were losing focus even while his smile stayed steady. "That was really hard."
"Head down, Bun," I ordered him, gently pushing his head down to the table. "Deep breaths."
Flynn giggled drunkenly and turned his head to look at me with his cheek pressed to the table.
"I did it, Shark," he said happily. "It worked."
"You did great," I praised him softly. "Just rest, ok? Do you think you can make it to the couch?"
"Maybe the floor," he suggested. He slid out of the chair to the floor with another drunken giggle. He stretched out there with his eyes clenched closed. I got a cloth from the counter, doused it in cool water, and pressed it to his neck. Flynn sighed happily under my attention.
"Glory," he whispered as he drifted away.
-
Flynn
I woke up on the kitchen floor with a pillow under my head and a blanket tucked around me. The ink that had been on my hands was cleaned away and it looked like Owen had rebandaged the cut on my arm while I was out. I tentatively sat up.
There was a terrible ache in my head. I expected that. My goddess gave me a lot of blessings, but healing was not among them. While I could force it through my study of sigil construction and spell writing, it hurt like hell to channel magic to my own will.
Clever, zealot.