I never saw it coming. I am a workaholic, working 60 hours a week in the office and working Saturdays and Sundays at home, mostly online. My wife thought I had an online girl friend, but the thought never crossed my mind. In my position of Marketing Manager for a startup firm, I was coming up with new ideas every day. The problem was I had to implement each of them and from start to finish, it took away all of my free time.
Weekends our entire neighborhood ended up at Jim's house down the street. He would drag his grill out to the front in his driveway and we would cook up some tri tip steak and drink beer all night. Not rowdy, just a neighborhood party every Friday and Saturday evening. It was come and go as you pleased, and the entire neighborhood joined in.
Our neighborhood had one black family, and one day we heard screaming from their house. Yelling, verbal abuses thrown back and forth. That night the wife and daughters moved out, leaving Brad all alone. He had always joined our parties, so it was no surprise to us that he was drinking heavily the weekend after his family had left him. Actually for him, he loved the freedom.
He got so drunk my wife along with Jim's wife had to walk him home. Brad wasn't a bad guy, in fact he is one of those black guys who doesn't know he's black, and fits in to almost any crowd.
Towards the end of summer, my wife and Brad disappeared from one Saturday party. I hadn't noticed because I was eyeing Jim's wife, a dead ringer for Shania Twain… Dumb as dirt but a beautiful, thin brunette who couldn't hold her liquor.
Suddenly some of the neighbors were whispering, and walking away from me. That's when I heard the neighborhood drunk telling everyone that that my wife and Jim we at Jim's house fucking their brains out. I never saw it coming.
I went home in disgrace, and locked myself in our bedroom.
The next day she moved out, and into Jim's house. That was two years ago and today she's married to him.
The thing is, I wasn't upset. I was ready to move on. I didn't realize what I was moving on to.
While working/playing online I had discovered all of the free online porn sites and loved looking at white married women sucking and fucking black men. Mostly sucking them. If the women in the photos had a wedding ring on, I assumed they were married to white guys, and cheating like my ex wife did. Seeing white married women with black guys really turned me on.
Last Friday I was on line and popped into a Married Men For Men's chat room on line. After two years of sulking and working myself into a cave with no friends outside of my office, I was interested in checking things out. The men for men thing just sort of came up and I was curious about it.
When I was married I had considered sharing my wife with another man, watching and possibly cleaning both of them up afterwards, but that opportunity was gone. And I had gained about 40 pounds since my divorce so I didn't feel secure in front of women.
So I'm in the chat room and suddenly I get an instant message from someone named Randy Johnson.
"Hi, how you?"
"I'm well thanks, and you?"
And we chatted for about 15 minutes before he finally asked me what I was looking for.
I told him I was curious about sucking on a nice safe cock. That's when he told me about his thick, black cock. I froze and he asked if I was still there.
When I told him my wife had left me for a black guy, he hesitated and asked me if I wanted to meet him to kill him. I told him no, I wanted to find out what was so great about a black cock. I couldn't believe the way I was acting, but I had to know.
He drove to my apartment, a bit skeptical. He had really taken control of the chat when I told him I wanted to be a slave to his superior black cock… He told me I would be sucking it all night long.
I knew better than that. I could hold out on coming with my wife for nearly 30 minutes, but when I came, it was once and I was done for the night.
Randy walked to my door and knocked. I opened it and it scared the hell out of me looking at him. He was tough looking, but he was here, so I let him in, afraid he might make a commotion if I didn't.