"Um...Ryan I'm not sure. I'm thinking about it...I can tell you that much."
Nate hesitated, his words were coming out faster than he could think.
"Jesus! Ryan, anyone would be a fool to pass up their chance to fuck with you...at least...any girl."
Nate was confused, he wanted to say no and pretend it never happened. At the same time he wanted to say, his growing erection was begging him to say yes. Physically, sexually he wanted it. Emotionally he both wanted it and wasn't sure if he should. He decided to give in a little, but still be able to back out if it was too much.
"I don't know though, maybe if I could see you with your shirt off, maybe that would help me decide."
Nate watched for Ryan's reaction and Ryan went for the buttons on his shirt more than willing to do what Nate wanted if it was going to get him what he wanted.
"Wait."
Ryan smiled stopping before he undid any of his shirt buttons. He put his hands back down at his sides.
"You can see me with my shirt off. But, only if you take it off. Then I get to take your shirt off and get a look at you."
Ryan gave another sly smile.
"Alright, just let me do it at my pace...Don't try and force me into anything. It may take me some time to work up all my courage. You're asking me to do something I'm not used to... I've never kissed a guy let alone sucked, fucked, and got fucked by a guy."
Nate was very serious but growing more and more excited.
Ryan gave him a look. Ryan look was a look that made Nate weak in the knees. Ryan's blue eyes widened slightly, his pleasant smile took on an air of sincerity. Ryan's face conveyed his understanding of Nate's feelings.
"Nate I'll do anything for you. Come on over and see what I'm like without a shirt on."
Nate moved cautiously forward. He started to unbutton Ryan's shirt. Each button caused a flash of guilt and confusion to run through his mind. But he was so close to Ryan. He could feel the heat gently emanating from his body. He could feel Ryan's breath on his neck. But the confusion and guilt of his first remotely gay experience was being overwhelmed by the flood of desire to please a work of art. Nate was becoming intoxicated by the moment. The heat, the sweet smell of Ryan filled his nostrils. His senses were bursting. The situation was tense, but the pleasure just from being this close to Ryan had to be unnatural. Nate thought to himself about all the girl's he'd been with (a modest list when compared to Ryan) and he couldn't remember ever dwelling in the pleasure like this.
The shirt began separating as more and more buttons were undone. The flow of heat from both men was increasing. When all of the buttons had been undone Ryan gently whispered to Nate only an inch from his ear. "Put your hands on the shirt but let part of them rub against my skin as you slide my shirt over my shoulders and down my arms."
Both of the boys were breathing so slowly with passion. Ryan stared into Nate's eyes, both lost in the gaze of the other. Nate caressed Ryan's smooth skin with the base of his palms as he slid Ryan's shirt over his shoulders. Ryan's skin was so milky smooth, Nate was tingling all over at the sensation of touching Ryan in that way. The shirt would have slid down on its own, but Nate continued following it down over Ryan's firm biceps and on down the forearm. Palm to palm they touched hands as the shirt flipped down. The shirt hung at Ryan's back with only the tucked in portion holding it up.
Nate thought for a second. He may not have breathed that entire time. The two boys were so close they were practically cheek to cheek. Each listened to the labored breathing of the other as they enjoyed the closeness. Nate stood back to see Ryan in the light coming through the large office window. Ryan was perfectly tan. His chest was defined, not bulging, he had a softened six pack not rigid like a body builder but smooth and defined like someone who took care of himself. Ryan wore his pants low. His defined and muscular hips framed the v-shape of his abs and there was only the faintest trace of blond hair disappearing beneath his boxers which rode slightly higher than the waste band of his jean. Ryan stretched showing Nate everything he had to offer.
Ryan was relishing in the obvious delight Nate had gotten while sliding his shirt off. He had been hard since Nate asked, and was raging now as Nate stared at his torso. Nate's mouth was open slightly, he knew this was going to be a good day. A thought came to his mind as he watched Nate's cloudy blue eyes move back up to meet his own.
"Hey Nate, you still haven't gotten my shirt off all the way. Why don't you reach in and pull out the parts that are still tucked in. While you do that I'll work on taking yours off.
Nate didn't wait for Ryan to ask again. He got close to Ryan again, thankful to be back, thankful to feel his heat and smell his smell. He slid his hands down Ryan's smooth abs feeling each curve and moaning slightly. His hands gently, slowly worked their way under the waistband of Ryan's boxers. He found the end of the shirt and also felt Ryan's trimmed pubic hair against the back of his hand. He pulled the tails out very slowly. He put his hands back in after removing the front of the shirt. He caressed Ryan's abs again and leaned his head back as he slid his hands around over his muscular hips and the top of Ryan's ass. He found the rest of the shirt, but didn't pull it out right away. He felt Ryan's hands on his arms. Ryan was feeling his way up Nate's arms. Nate had never felt a touch like Ryan's before. Ryan unbuttoned the top of Nate's jeans. He unzipped the fly and grabbed the polo shirt by the base and ran his hand and the shirt lightly across Nate's erection. Ryan quickly looped the front of Nate's shirt over his head leaving it on but exposing all of Nate's chest. Nate pulled out the rest of the Ryan's shirt and stepped back. Ryan stepped forward again. Starting at Nate's briefs he slowly ran his hands across Nate's firm abs, and up his smooth slightly tanned but really white chest. Ryan observed that Nate had a great body but it came more from being thin than working out. He was ripped but not huge. His hands stopped on Nate's hard chest. Ryan gently caressed Nate's nipples. Then he moved on and one arm at a time slid the polo shirt off the rest of the way. The two boys stood panting and wide-eyed. They had already done and enjoyed more being with each other than they should have, but it felt so good. So much better than any time with a girl.
"That was incredible." Ryan said. "I never thought you would take my shirt off like that. I thought you were really against being with me. I am so glad you did though. I love this. You do realize it took us half an hour just to get our shirts off. That is passion my friend. We are gonna be so good together. I have never been this turned on. I want you more than any girl I've ever been with. I want to be with you so bad."
"I never thought taking off another guy's shirt could be that hot." Nate was relieved to have a little conversation before they continued. The sexual tension in the room was as thick as the air on a humid day in San Antonio. "I'm still not sure how far I'll go. I just don't think guys should be so willing to do this stuff with each other. I can't believe we've been doing this stuff for so long already. I've never spent this much time with a girl. Hell most of the time I've cum by now."
Ryan stepped up to Nate. Ryan pressed his chest into Nate's. Their skin was hot to the touch and their breathing in sync. Ryan's mouth was nearly on Nate's left ear when he whispered "I want you so bad. We can take it slow if you want, but I'm gonna keep going until you say stop."
Ryan ran his lips across Nate's jaw line and gently began licking and kissing his way down to Nate's collar bone. While Ryan necked with Nate his skilled hands sent Nate's pants to the floor. Nate was painfully aware of how erect he was, and now there was nothing hiding it but his briefs. He was at his full length, about seven thick inches and Ryan's hand paused briefly to explore its firm length. A slight wet spot was forming as he began to leak precum due to Ryan's intense advances. Ryan gently pushed Nate back into his chair. Ryan ran his hands down Nate's tense thighs, curved under his knees and down his calves. In one swift motion Ryan peeled off his socks too.
Ryan stood between Nate's widely spread legs. Nate's erection created an obvious tent, his hands gripped the arms as he looked up to see Ryan. The perfection of Ryan's upper body was a sight to behold and with one sly smile Ryan removed his own pants. Ryan's massive nine inch rod forced his boxers straight out almost reaching Nate's awestruck face. Ryan looked down and saw Nate staring at his prize. He wanted nothing more that to let Nate touch him, let Nate suck him, let Nate ride him, but he knew he must first prove to Nate how dedicated Ryan himself was to Nate's pleasure. Ryan dropped to his knees. Ryan put his hands on the inside of Nate's thighs and then started working Nate's throbbing cock through his briefs with his mouth. Only the feeling of Nate's cotton covered cock between his hungry lips lasted for a second, much less than he craved. Nate nearly flipped out of the chair to get away from Ryan.
"I'm so sorry Ry, I just don't know if I can let a guy do that stuff to me. My family is so against it. I've been brought up believing that doing this will be an unforgivable sin. I just don't know."
Nate fled to the large window looking out over the campus in only his briefs he felt more exposed than ever, though he knew no one could see him this high up. Nate stood by the window with his arms crossed about his chest. His mind was racing he wanted so much for the pleasure to continue. He knew it would be the best with Ryan, but he just couldn't shake that it was unnatural to get this much pleasure from another man. But, Ryan was so much the perfect man.
"Nate, I don't want to force you into anything. If you want to call it quits, you can, but if you want to continue you're gonna have to get used to me touching you, and let yourself touch me. The only thing we can do, without having some kind of sex, is kiss and lick. We've taken care of the petting and stripping."