I am so fuckinā hot. I mean it, no kidding.
Itās not vanity or nothinā like that. Itās true. Plain and simple. I am fuckinā a-grade hot.
Itās like at school, everyone wants a piece of me, you know. The chicks giggle and gawk when I walk by and all the blokes ā they all wanna be just like me. Even some of the teachers - no bullshit!
Itās great being like this. I love it. I can have anything I want. Anything or anyone. I have the look of a fuckinā angel, all sweet and pure, and that makes everything so much easier.
If I was another guy, like a doppelganger or something, Iād grab that other motherfucker and shove him down there on his knees, shoving my cock into his mouth nice and hard, pumpinā and thrustinā and making him swallow every last drop. Jeeze, thatād be cool!
When I look in the mirror, especially after a steaming hot showerā¦I get so fuckinā horny! Seeing myself there, you know - my reflection and all ā all wet and glistening ācause my skins still damp - wow!
But thereās not another me. Just one. But thatās probably better, you know? No competition. Iām un-fuckinā-touchable.
So I just check myself out in the morning, or strip off at night and have a perv before hittinā the sack. Mmmm-mmm. Man! What a bod. I am so lucky.
My Dad, see, he was a footballer. Played pro till he busted his leg in three places. Never recovered when he couldnāt go back to the game, so the ball turned to booze and he tackled that instead. My Mum, she gave up after a few years and hit the road, but I didnāt want to go with her. I like it here in Adelaide, it's my home. So I stayed with Dad. Twelve years old, I think I was. Yeah, twelve. And Dad and me, we had a blast. Two blokes living alone, doing what we want with no one nagging us.
Anyway, itās my Dad that I take after mostly see. Iāve got him to thank for my looks. And now that Iām eighteen and filled out a bit ā you know, lost all that baby fat that some people get (not that I had much ā Iāve always been pretty hot) ā well, Iām even better looking than I was when I was a kid.
Oh ā now donāt get me wrong. Itās not all him. Canāt be ā he was nowhere near a looker as me, but I can see where most of me comes from. You know, the blond, wavy hair, my height, buildā¦.you know?
Speaking of my build, man am I lucky. I work out, right? ā do a bit of jogging, go to the gym, all that kind of stuff, but I donāt have to, see? Itās all there. All Iām doing is building on it, making myself even more of a stud muffin.
I love that word ā āstud muffinā. Makes me laugh. Some chick at schoolā¦.Chrissie?ā¦.yeah, I think so. Chrissie. I heard her use it once. I was walkinā by, just finished my gym class. So there I was in my shorts and sneakers ā no shirt ā only fags wear shirts in gym class ā theyāre too scared that showing their flesh will turn āem on and make āem obvious, even if they already are. Anyway, so Iām walking past these chicks and I hear I them talkingā¦.whispering between themselves, like they didnāt want me to hear or nothing. But I did.
āOhhhh,ā one of them says, āCheck him out, thereās Justin!ā
āOh, baby,ā says another, āNo shirt. I like it!ā
āYeah, heās a real stud muffin.ā That was Chrissie who said that, but I think she was being sarcastic. I know she liked me. And she didnāt complain when I broke into her bedroom her that night and had her. Ha! Not that she could with my cock rammed so far in her mouth that she couldnāt make a sound!
Anyway, she always watched me whenever I walked pasT and stuff, but she was being sarcastic that day. Tryinā to impress her friends by being cool. Mind you, after my visit to her bedroomā¦she moved schools and I never saw her again, but that was cool. Didnāt want to anyway. I hate the way sheilas always rave on about love and commitment and all that crap. You bonk āem once and they expect you to marry them. But I think thatās why she moved schools, see? She couldnāt bear to face me again cause she knew I wasnāt interested. It was just a root, thatās it. I donāt need anyoneā¦well, except maybe for a good fuck every now and then, and boy have I had some of them!
You see, Iām straight, right? Donāt get me wrong there. Iām not a faggot. I hate faggots. Thereās only good for forcinā them down on you and making them suck you off. But Iām not interested in girls either. I donāt want a girlfriend ā theyāre too much trouble, nagging all day, getting a headache at night. Nahā¦not for me. Chicks are for fucking and fags are for sucking. For sucking me, that is, not the other way round. Fucking and sucking. Kinda rhymes, doesnāt it! Anyway, thatās my motto.
But enough of that shit. Suppose you want to know more about what I do and stuff, huh? Well, Iām a high school student. Year 11. I wonāt tell you the school though ā donāt want any queers reading this and showing up at the gate hoping to catch me in my gym shorts. Fuck the lot of you, I say. If youāre a queer and reading this, then fuck off. Stick your nose up someone elseās arse and leave my business to myself.
As for the rest of you, youāre probably wondering how I can be eighteen years old and in year 11. Well, you see, Iāve never been that smart. Study is for pussies. Iām like my Dad, you know ā an action man. I get full grades in stuff like gym, and electives like metalwork and carpentry. But the other stuff? I mean, who gives a fuck about the American civil war? They got the whole fuckinā thing wrong anyway, fighting for freedom and all that crap. What a load of horseshit! Let the bastards do what they fucking want, alright? Who the fuck were the Yankees to push their views onto the south anyway?
Personally, I think the southerners got it right. Not about blacks and all that. I donāt have any problem with niggers, so long as theyāre not queer. But slavery? Hey ā I like it, you know. Get some pissant little fuckwit to do all the work and leave me my time to do what I want. They got fed and sheltered and stuff, so whatās the problem? Most of them probably didnāt have that much brains between them anyway. Let them free and they wouldāve starved without help.
Iāve gone off again, havenāt I? I do that, you know. My mind races so fast sometimes that I canāt keep up with it. Too much to think about see, like who Iām gonna take next or what Iām gonna do after schoolā¦.you know how it is.
So anyway, Iām in year 11. Got kept back see, once in primary school and once in high school. Fuckinā year 7. Can you believe it? They kept me back in grade 7 ācause they thought I wasnāt ready for high school. And then the cunts kept me back in year 8 too. Boy was I pissed about that! Two fucking years in a row!
But it's okay. I got my own back. That bastard, Mr Green, my homeroom teacher ā fucking faggot, he was ā he didnāt know what hit him. I waited for him after parent/teacher night and got him in the car park. It was dark, see? Most people had gone. He didnāt fuckinā know what had hit him but I tell ya, we were calling him Mr Blue after that.
I waited till he came out, see? Watching him in the classroom through the window. When I saw him pack up, I went over to his car and hid and when he got there I fuckinā pounced, man. It was brilliant. He went down faster than a prostituteās undies. Broke his nose on impact. Then I kicked him a few times in the gut, stomped on his face and that was it. Short and sweet. The prick lay there bleeding and groaning, and I took off before anyone came along. Served him right for keeping me back.
So anyway, thatās why Iām so old and still have a year to go. I hate school, except for the fact that everyone fucking drools over me. My old man wonāt let me leave ā itās the one thing we disagree on ā but I guess itās not that bad. I hate school but at least I get my way there. Iāve got the freedom to do what I want, when I want and being in school gives you the advantage of people putting bad stuff down to the exuberance of youth. Not that Iām caught out too often! And like, when you make someone suck cock and stuffā¦.theyāre not gonna tell. Theyāre too scared about what other people will think of them, and they know that if they ever dobbed on me, their fuckinā life wouldnāt be worth living.
The other good thing is that, being eighteen, Iām older than most of the other kids. A few of them in their last year are eighteen, but they donāt really count. Theyāve got nothing on me anyway. In my Junior year like I am, the other kids look up to me, like Iām the oldest and stuff.
Iām a natural leader anyway, you know? My friends follow me blindly, doing what I tell them, scared of making me upset. Thatās pretty cool. I like them being scared of me. I like being in control and one look from me can make them pee their wimpy little pants. Itās cool.
There was this one guy once who tried to stand his ground. He came to our school from St Clairās, a private Catholic school. Thought he was hot shit. Did lots of weight lifting and stuff; thought he was tough. I showed him though. It was one of them times when it was really worthwhile, you know? He wasnāt no faggot - he could take down nearly anyone if he wanted, but not me. I like a good challenge and he was one of them, though not as much as that other faggotās big brother. Now that was a really cool challenge. I almost lost that one ā thought I was going to, too. But thatās another story for later.
This Catholic boy. His name was Fab, short for Fabio, an Italian guy. Good bod. But he had all these poofy ideas about humanity and pacifism and stuff, you know? Like the stuff they teach in Church.
Anyway, Fab came to our school and like all new kids, I had to check him out, and he was hot. Not as hot as me, but still hot. He was in my English class, looking like a right nerd ā glasses and a tie. Made a few of the girls look twice. I remember the first day I saw him looking like that. I thought, āOh yeah, he looks easy pickings. Could be fun seeing how much those huge fuckinā lips of his can take.ā And that fact that he made a few of the girls ā not all of them ā look at him instead of me, wellā¦.that just made my blood boil, you know. So I knew I had to take him on.
He was really rakish, I thought. He wore baggy clothes and I thought he was hiding skin and bones, not muscle. Man, was I wrong! Not that it mattered in the end.