And what a nap. We both, I think, slept soundly for what turned out to be a good hour. Then we snuggled a bit, saying both a hello and a temporary goodbye.
Pulling me in his strong arms, Zach offered, "That was the best girl fuck of my life. Loved your ankles in the air, what an angle to take my Daddy's pussy. Loved looking at your face, kissing your face, while feeling my cock deep inside you. Thank you Daddy. I'm missing you already and probably won't see you until tomorrow night. I so hope it goes well with Victoria." A little sad and reflective, Zach tightened his hug.
"Honey, I loved being your pussy too. What a fun role-play. I think a spreader-bar would make it easier to hold up and keep my legs apart, you more dominant than ever. But of course sometime I'd do you in bondage of one sort or another," the words alone excited me and I felt Zach big cock jump back to attention. Youth! His cock, and Zach in every way was a wonder. "My baby, let's both try not to jack until we see each other next. And thank you, Victoria is a heavy issue. I'll call you after she and I talk. A short call, not phone sex. Save that come for Daddy. Got it?"
"Got it, dad!" Last words as he gathered his gear and headed home.
I took a quick bath, and decided to call Victoria while out walking Atticus, hoping that would add to the comfort level of the call. Make it seem more a part of the regular routine, knowing all the while that in less than the last 48 hours, I had gone from bi-curious virgin to total man-sex lover and likely in-love. With Zach, good God. And for Zach, as big a revelation as there could be in that 26 year old's life. What growth.
It was a lovely late afternoon on Bainbridge Island, Atticus somehow acting excited as though this were a very special walk, and beyond his favorite fire hydrants and dog-friends, it was. I dialed Victoria on my iPhone. That sweet voice answered on the second ring. "Hi honey, I was looking forward to your call. How are you? I'm missing you!" Victoria was always pretty darn sweet.
"Me too honey, but I assume you had a lot to absorb last night. Happy to talk about it now." That was all I needed to say.
Victoria took over, "Yes that was some news, not a surprise but still a moment that I doubted would ever come. So have you seen this young man again?"
"Yes, I saw Zach today, but it is a busy day for him. Tomorrow is the start of only his second week at Sub Base Bangor. Not sure when I'll see him again." I thought that was enough information and paused.
Victoria continued, "What does it all mean, for us--I mean. And what do you expect with him?"
"Victoria, I think my actually realizing this side of me, if we are sensitive, is nothing but good for us. I'll be less frustrated and happier. My hopes for a renewal of our sex life is as before. I'm not gay. Not expecting to marry Zach and elope. A step at a time, no telling where it will go or how, he's young and has no end of options. Right now I am enjoying a real friendship, and a gorgeous cock. He's Black, BTW," again I thought that was enough and paused.
"Is he gay? What about safety, you know nothing about him or his background," Victoria was narrowing in on her fears.
"Honey, I know a great deal about him, in fact enough that I trust exactly what he has shared in great detail." I continued, "Happy to have you meet him. I promise your opinion will change. He's a straight arrow in every way, a Princeton grad, near finishing four years in the Navy, and I just got lucky at the T&C produce department. I was his first man on man experience too. He's a shy and reserved fellow, raised in the mold of Arthur Ashe, raised to be a tennis pro and was on a tennis scholarship at Princeton. A great kid, but a victim of being Black in a nearly all white high school and college, so actually was not even that experienced with girls." I continued, "In fact, though he has a great presence about him, and is handsome as the dickens, he lacks confidence around girls and never had a really satisfying relationship. A shocking truth about racism. And life in the Navy was no different, white folks everywhere, so he focused on his career. When I invited him to dinner just being polite, I was shocked that he agreed. We talked at length, enjoyed each other's company, and sucking his cock just happened. A huge surprise for both of us."
I needed to continue, "Again honey, I have no idea where this will go or how we will manage things. Truly a step at a time. I like him a lot, love that a friendship has developed so deeply and quickly, and suspect that you will find him a delightful, educated, smart, thoughtful fellow. We are actually two men, straight by experience, who stumbled on to something that I am sure neither of us thought would happen. I'm real glad to know him. What great luck!"
"Wow honey, are you really that confident in him this quickly? What about safety, disease and all that?" Obvious worries from Victoria. Then she continued, "I'm worried about us, probably jealous, and you know I won't be involved in any way sexually. Right? Can't even imagine how we will navigate all this."
"I don't know either, and I have made it clear that you will not be a participant. Zero expectations about that. And yes honey, this kid is straight and I trust him completely." Trying to end there, I added, "Wait and meet him, we'll take him out to dinner, or make a dinner here. Ask him anything, he cares about my feelings and your feelings. Such a sensitive kid, actually about to turn 27, very much a man but being Black in a white world has had an effect. There's no part of him that is a 'ghetto thug.' The absolute opposite. He tells the truth, quietly, calmly. Think Arthur Ashe. And of course he is as concerned as we are about health and safety. In some ways I think he sees me as a mentor. His dad was older and is deceased. He was a big and very positive influence, so invested in his son, preparing him to survive in a white world. No matter where it goes, it feels good to have a male friend. That more than anything, is a long time missing."
"I'm afraid, but see no choice here, I trust the decisions you make. I will be glad to meet him, curious certainly--but will not treat it like an interview. He's your friend." Victoria was done, scared like hell but resigned.
From my perspective, mission accomplished. One small step, but a thousand things that could go wrong with Victoria, and unintentionally sabotage our marriage. I thanked her for her understanding, said goodnight, and called Zach. My mood changed instantly.
"Hi Cal, are you okay?" Zach, what a sweetheart, always his first thought is not about himself but about me.
"It went as well as it could, no explosion, no drama. A pretty straight forward, just the facts conversation, some Q&A. It was a positive beginning to a long process. I invited her to meet you! That said, I couldn't wait for that call to end. I was missing you."My cock jumped at that truth. "How's my cunt doing?"
"Me too Daddy, your voice alone makes me hard. I want to jack a load with you right now, but will do as you say, saving up for tomorrow evening. I can't wait." Perfection from my son.
I took over, knowing I was tempting fate, "So son, truth matters, if I were to come over right this minute, what would you most want out of a short evening encounter?"