Bi-Curious First Visit to Gay Sauna

This is the story of my first ever time at a Gay Sauna as a Bi-Curious Englishman. Embellished a bit for literary purposes.

Please note I'm English so the American 'Ass' & 'Butt' is always 'Arse' and 'Bum' to me. Lol

I'd genuinely love your comments, feedback and private messages too. Feel free to contact me.

It has always been there. That feeling. I hid it from everyone I knew. Hid it because of male pride. Because of shame.

But I knew deep down that I wasn't an Alpha male. That I was very much a Beta and I had a deep craving for an alpha male to put me in my place.

I certainly am not Gay. Have always been very turned on by women. But Bi-curiosity I knew would eventually get the better of me.

Wife and Kids had made me buried these feelings deep. But recent adventures in the bedroom involving a strap on had stirred things in me once more.

Being in rock bands all these years I always had long hair which accentuated my slightly feminine nature. Recent dabbling in painting my nails for rock shows I performed in and guy liner only made these feelings of my Beta male mannerisms more prominent.

Cut to the chase. I had driven by the Gay Sauna many times. On my route home from work. In the Gay section of town surrounded my 5 or 6 Gay bars.

I had always been curious. Been on their website. But shame and guilt prevented me from going in. And fear, fear of going in and getting completely in over my head with someone forceful and being too scared to say no. I am very timid after all. I am a Beta. I admit it. Finally.

Until one day I decided. My wife out of town. The guilt bit at me, but I decided I'd be a better person and more fulfilled and happier if I experienced and explored this side of me. Yeah! Any excuse!

So there I was walking toward the door of this Sauna. 1pm on a Wednesday. I didn't want to go in when it was busy. I wanted an Alpha male. I wanted to explore, but I wanted my first time to be low key.

Ideally a man with a relatively small cock, but an alpha male attitude. With my long hair and my painted fingernails I guess I knew I was presenting as an obvious bottom. I didn't want to attract too much attention by going in on a busy evening though.

So deep breath. Telling myself to walk in nonchalant. I pulled the metal door handle and went Inside.

The man behind the desk looked up from his phone screen and smiled at me. We exchanged a short conversation about it being my first visit and he offered to show me around which I thought was probably best. A chaperone, knowing nobody would approach me while I was with him.

On the ground floor he showed me the lockers and showers. Through to the jacuzzi. And a sauna then a steam room. Then a side room had a small bar with a movie screen playing some porn. A few comfy sofas laid strewn around.

The he took me upstairs to a darker floor with ambient red lighting. There were some Ione cubicles with obvious glory holes and a few that had doors. Under the staircase to the third floor there was a swing hanging unused. And he explained that the 3rd floor had 3 private rooms which cost extra.

As he showed me around I only saw 2 other men in there. One man walked passed us and got into the jacuzzi. I clocked him and the size of his soft schlong dangling instantly scared me and made me nervous. There was a second chubbier man in the bar sitting on a sofa with a beer. Watching the porn. Blatantly wanking his cock.

I thanked the man for showing me around and went into the shower. I wanted to be totally clean and smell good so I soaped myself up and paid a lot of attention to my bumhole.

I was unaware that another man was watching me from the lockers. I had been facing the other way and unbeknownst to me presenting my soaped up bumhole to him. I turned around facing and wiggled my butt under the shower stream to wash away the soap.

It was then I saw him. He smiled at me. Winked and walked out the locker room.

I wasn't sure what the etiquette of the sauna was. Was he wanting me to follow him? Or just an acknowledgement that he liked what he saw and maybe we would catch up later?

I dried off and headed out solo in just my towel.

I decided to head to the bar. I had been given a free drinks token with my entry fee. So I decided I needed a large glass of wine.

The man was still there in the bar wanking himself to the porn on the tv. I sat on a different sofa to him but where we could both see each other if we turned our heads to the side. I kept glancing over to him. He was an overweight very fat man. Probably about 10 years older. Very hairy. Balding. He was extremely none threatening which had a strange appeal. And his body suggested to me that he wouldn't be too picky about who he went for.

I gave him a little smile and a nod as I pulled my towel aside. Displaying my cock and naked body to another man on purpose for the very first time. My cock already semi-hard as I gulped down my wine with a nervous energy.

The man stood up. His belly hanging down. He shuffled over to my sofa.

"Can I buy you another?" He asked in a gruff yet gentle tone.

"I'd love another," I squeaked nervously. I watched him, completely naked waddle his overweight saggy body over to the bar and buy me another large white wine.

He handed it to me and sat down beside me. His hand firmly gripping my upper thigh as he sat down, Making my cock involuntarily twitch.

"Thank you," I said with a smile and took 2 big sips. Already feeling the effects of my first.

Without warning he pulled my spare hand over to his cock, and turned sideways toward me leaning in for the kiss.

It took me by surprise, my heart beating out my chest at how direct and rough he was being. But my cock throbbed in response. I opened my mouth and accepted his tongue. My hand touching another mans cock for the first time, his saggy belly nestled over the top, I found a way to rhythmically work it back and forth in the limited crevice between his belly and thighs.

I feel his gruff throaty moan in my mouth as I pull on his meaty cock. It doesn't feel very long, but it did feel girthy. A nice handful. Not a one that scared me which I liked. I felt a deep desire to pleasure this man, I felt immediately comfortable with him. He pulled away from me.

"I'm Rob by the way, This your first time?" he asked, looking at me with a soft lust in his eyes.

I nodded. Staring back at him.

A grin beamed on his face.

"Well it looks like I've claimed you then! What you hoping for? Want me to show you around the place? Look after you a bit?" he asked me.

"I'm up for anything, and yes you've definitely claimed me," I replied biting my lip a little. Oh my God I thought to myself. Since when did I turn into such a slut? Even as I said those words it was like I was outside my body. It was like playing a character I'd been born to play. I hid my nervous thoughts by drinking the last half of my wine in 2 quick gulps.

In a moment of slightly tipsy madness, I get off the sofa and sink to my knees on the floor between his thighs. I start to kiss down his belly towards his cock. With one hand he lifts his big belly up to give me access to his throbbing meaty cock. With the other he grabs a fistful of my hair at the back of my head and pulls my head towards him.

I open my mouth around his girthy tip and suck down. Moaning as I suckle down on my first ever cock. The texture of his tip is more rubbery than I expected. He is sweaty a little and salty but I breathe it in and start sucking this strangers cock. The stranger who has claimed me in this Gay Sauna. He pulls my head back and forward. Thrusting up a little. I manage to take his full length. I estimate only a 5inch cock, but I love the way it feels. And I love pleasuring this fat man. I think secretly I've always had a thing for chubbier men.

After 2 minutes of this, my mouth getting a little tired. I kiss back up his belly. Climbing on him, he kisses me again. I glance to the side and see another man watching us form the next sofa. He smiles at me.

Straddling him now, kissing his mouth. His arms reach around and start roughly kneading my bum. I gasp in lust, my cock twitching on his belly as I pull myself against him showing him I love what he's doing. Its not long before his finger is probing at my anus. I feel him roughly shove his middle finger up my arse. I moan in his ear and grind my hard cock against his belly. We kiss a little more as he fingers me. And plays with my bum cheeks.

Then Rob gestures for me to stand up, and he stands up next to me.

"C'mon, lets go have a bit more fun." He announces.

He puts his arm around my waist and leads me through to the darker part of the floor with the cubicles and gloryholes. As we exit the bar he slaps my arse hard with his hand. I gasp in shock at the sting. But then look at him with a wry smile. His look in return is of a cat who got all the cream. This makes me feel so good. But I get nervous where he shows me into a cubicle with a gloryhole. He makes me sit on the bench next to the hole and he sits next to me. We kiss a bit more and wait.

A few minutes later we hear a shuffling in the next cubicle and a semi hard cock comes through the hole. Rob leans over and whispers in my ear

"I wanna watch you suck his cock! You gonna be good femboy and do as I say?" he softly commands.

My stomach flips, as I realise how much I've wanted this, how much I wanted to be owned, commanded, yet made to feel safe too. I kiss Rob deeply on the mouth. Then I nod to him with a smile.

I grab this strangers cock and start pumping on it. Slowly edging my mouth over the tip deeper with each jerk. Until I'm deep throating this faceless strangers cock. I feel Rob's hand on the back of my head pushing me further onto him. Getting more used to the sensation of having a cock deeper in my throat. I gag a few times. Catch my breath then obediently go again.

From behind Rob whispers encouragement in my ear, and I feel 2 fingers thrust firmly up my bum. His body close, pressed up against my back, pumping my arse with his fingers as I suck this faceless cock.

My own cock throbs in excitement.

We both hear a couple of taps on the cubicle wall. Which makes me hesitate curiously. Then I put 2 and 2 together, this is him announcing to me he is going to shoot his muck down my throat. I hear his moans and feel his cock throb and swell in my mouth.

"Don't swallow," Rob whispers in my ear, "Hold it in your mouth."

The cock in my mouth bucks and I feel the gooey deposit splash down the back of my throat, making me cough a little, forcing me to swallow the first spurt, but I quickly learn and close off my throat, catching the rest in the salivary glands at the bottom of my mouth, savouring the feeling of making another man cum. My senses heightened. Rob moaning in my ear how good a fem-boy I was.

Rob turns my head away from the pulsing cock and tongues my mouth deep and hard forcing me to share the warm salty load in my mouth with him. My cock absolutely throbbed with how used and dirty I felt in that moment as our tongues swirled around each other's, sharing this strangers gooey salty load.

Rob gave me a good solid thwack on my arse cheek which stung a bit. But I smiled at him then swallowed what was left in my mouth. He grinned at me, seeing me swallow my first load. Robs cock was pulsing hard, and so was mine. He knew he owned me and that I really would do I was told.

He put his arm around my waist cupping my arse cheek and lead me out of the cubicle. We immediately saw 2 younger guys walking down the corridor, looking at us as they passed. But I was owned. I liked this feeling.

Rob lead me to a private room. But he left the door open. It was a small room with a mattress on the floor covered in a plastic sheet.

Soon I was on my back with Rob's full weight on top of me. He crushed me down into the bed sitting on my chest and made me suck his cock. Which I gratefully slopped in and out my mouth. I saw out the corner of my eye a few men pop their heads around the door. One stayed and watch me sucking this fat mans cock as he sat on my chest.

Then Rob slid a condom on his cock squirted lube all over it, finger my hole briefly before lying on top of me. I liked the feeling of his huge tummy squashed up against my body. It took a few seconds for him to find my entrance.

I gasped at how mercilessly he thrust inside me. It hurt, It stretched, I buried my face into his shoulder while I endured the initial shock.

"SHHHH," he whispered, "Take it like a good femboy," he uttered softly but firmly. I got used to it soon enough as he started pumping his meaty shaft, stretching my virgin anus. I wrapped my legs around him and accepted his control completely. In complete submission. As Rob pumped his cock up my arse with a series of grunting thrusts, stuffing my bum for the very first time. I moaned in his ear as his sweaty fat body collided with mine, feeling his jelly slithering against my slim body. Spurred on by my moans he grunted in lust, speeding up and deepening his thrusts.

I felt so full of him. He was completely fucking me, and I couldn't do a thing about it I was so squashed under him. He was drenched with sweat and I stank of him.

After a few minutes he pulled out and sat up on his knees. Catching his breath.

'On all fours slut, Do as you're told, ' he demanded. I complied immediately. On all fours, my arse in the air. My hole still gaping a little, recovering for its first ever full stretching.

He positioned himself behind me and without any pretence, sank his cock back up my arse. I whimpered like a girl which he seemed to like as he murmured agreement. He then grabbed a fistful of my long hair and yanked my head back. I felt his chubby groin slapping hard up against my sweaty bum cheeks. He began to fuck me up the bum deep and hard from behind. He was absolutely merciless. I was sore and getting a little raw now but he didn't seem to care and I didn't let on that it was hurting a little.

I was completely vulnerable, naked, on all fours with my hair being pulled. My arse being absolutely violated by this man and moaning like a girl. But oh god I was loving it.

It was then I realised we weren't alone. 2 men were next to the mattress wanking their cocks watching me getting railed. My cock twitched at these men watching me so vulnerable and exposed.

I can only assume Rob gave these men permission. As one of them scuttled underneath me and started sucking my cock. The other shuffled around my front end and shoved his long cock in my face.

I turned my neck around to Rob to ask for his instructions.

"Get it sucked," he commanded. So I dutifully turned back and glanced at this man. He was a hairy younger man. Quite slim. But Oh my God his cock was huge. I opened my mouth and took it in. But there was no way I could take his full length. So I wanked him as best I could and sucked as much of his shaft as my throat would dare without gagging.

I was being spit-roasted. Bummed from behind. Throat fucked from the front. My cock throbbed in this mans mouth. My sensations were overwhelmed.

The younger man enjoying my mouth on his cock started getting a little aggressive. Shouting encouragement to Rob to fuck my arse harder. He started thrusting up into my mouth trying to get me to take it deeper. I gagged more than a few times before he finally pulled out, grabbed my head and emptied his balls over my face with a few satisfied grunts. Rob absolutely loved seeing his prize covered in this mans goo.

The younger guy stood up and walked out. I felt so dirty and used. I was literally a receptacle this this man used to dump his cum onto. I was still reeling from that when the other man sucking my cock got up and shoved his throbbing dick into my cum covered face.

"Suck it. You've done so well. I wanna see you deep throat this one," Rob demanded, giving my wrecked arsehole a brief reprieve. I obediently opened my mouth And accepted a fourth strangers cock of the day.

Rob grunted in approval and started once again pummeling my shithole. As I started pumping this new cock into my mouth. I had the sudden panicky feeling that this cock was too big for me. That it would choke me. I took it as deep as I could. Gagging a few times. Coughing and spluttering as he used my mouth.

Rob increased his pace forcing me to pull my head back and moan. I adored being fucked by this man. The feeling of powerlessness, having my cheeks slammed by another man. Tapping into my Beta male, my feminine side. Being used like I had lusted for.

He quickly pulled out of my arse and whipped off his condom and shuffled around to my face. The other man got told aggressively to move out of the way while Rob wanked his cock and grunted a deep guttural roar, splashing his seed all over my face. I moaned in delight as I saw the cum jutting out of Rob's cock into my eyes and down my cheeks. Pushing his cock into my mouth making me suck off the last few drops.

My stomach was a little sour now after the smells and tastes of all the cum and cock. I panted heavily. I felt my bumhole twitching as the muscle struggled to return to its puckered state.

Rob cuddled me and kissed me on the lips. My cum soaked messed up face wetting his own as he tongued me passionately.

"Now finish him off how he wants, be a good Femboy," Rob said firmly.

I looked up at the other man who giggled at me, but it wasn't a warm giggle, it was more like he was laughing at me.

I tensed up with fear as he shuffled around behind me, slipping on a condom. There was no way I could take this man length. I looked up at Rob for reassurance. He nodded to me. As the younger stranger opened up my arse again. Plunging his cock in. I felt it hit my insides. The tip of his cock hitting something inside, into my bowels.

I grimaced in pain as he stabbed his cock deep into me. My body cried out for me to tell him to stop. But the Beta male in me wouldn't say it. I didn't want to disappoint either of these men. These strangers who I was naked for an all fours. These men I had no real allegiance to who were using my fem body for their filthy desires.

I looked up at Rob who was already wanking off his stiffening cock. Shouting encouragement to the man to impale my rectum deep and hard, To use his femboy. The stabbing pressure on my insides was making me very sore inside. I really had bitten off more than I could chew. This is what I'd feared. Getting in way over my head. Being too soft to say no.

I closed my eyes, grimacing in pain as this man grabbed my hips and smashed my arsehole, grunting with every thrust. The noise in the room increasing with Rob's words of encouragement. He didn't hold anything back. Sinking his meat inside me like I was nothing. A hole just to fuck. To use.

"Fuck he's really giving it to him," a strangers voice announced from behind me.

I glanced around amidst the jarring as the man pounded my cheeks, there were 3 men standing watching me getting my shitpipe railed. They all had their cocks out wanking.

After another minute of his muscular torso slamming by bum cheeks into submission, the man grunted, pulled out and quickly pulled off his condom. He wanked his cock for a few noisy seconds and spilled his creamy load all over my arse. I felt 4 of 5 huge spurts splash my cheeks and against my gaping ruined hole. Running quickly down, feeling the warm trickle down the back of my ballsack.

I collapsed down onto the plastic mattress, onto my front. My face a mess covered in half dried crusty cum, my insides sore, my mouth dry, my arsehole twitching, the muscle desperately trying to remember its previous elastic limit.

The man who came all over my butt walks out the room without any further acknowledgement.

"Fuck I'd love to smash his arse in," one of the new strangers announced, still wanking his cock nonchalantly.