Like most people, years ago I was still trying to figure out who I am. I was taught that I'm a boy so I have to like girls and I do. But I also find girls almost not human. I mean I get tongue-tied and nervous around them. That makes them foreign to me.
My best friend Jim and I have always been close. He's taller, stronger and better looking than me in my opinion. He's 20 years old, 6 foot 180 pounds with blue eyes and more on the muscular side.
I on the other hand am average at best. I'm 19, 5"5, 180 pounds (chubby) with blue eyes and slightly longer brown hair. I've dabbled in cross-dressing for some time now. Not many know I like to dress up, just a few random hookups when I was younger.
Jim was moving off the farm to a small town nearby. Of course, I helped him move. It was dark by the time we got unloaded and both of us were tired. We had ordered Chinese food, ate and then sat around letting the food settle.
The plan was, I was gonna head home after we were done but I felt tired so Jim insisted I stay the night. He was the one with the vehicle so I didn't have much choice.
All he had was a single mattress so we agreed to share it.
It was hot that night so we stripped down to our underwear. Jim wore tighty whities. I always wore silk underwear. I've liked the feel of silk since I discovered my mom's panties years ago.
Jim of course made fun of them so I joked with him I could sleep naked if that made him feel better.
He didn't say no right away as I expected him to so I paused and looked at him.
You know what, those panties are just gonna give me a hard-on so yeah, strip them off. He said.
They're not panties bro, their men's silk underwear I said.
I looked at his package and realized he was getting aroused.
Someone in my head said, oh wow. He likes me and the next thing I know I'm kicking my underwear to the corner with my other clothes.
He did the same for some reason.
We lay beside each other on the small mattress on the floor but it simply was too small. I looked over and saw his cock rise off his belly. My curiosity got the better of me as I watched it grow. He was much bigger than me, that's for sure, I got aroused at the site all the same.
I tried closing my eyes and ignoring it but that didn't work.
It was very quiet for a while. Then Jim asked if I wanted to lick it.
I thought about it for a bit then said yeah, I do.
I got up and positioned myself between his legs. His cock was very hard and precum was leaking from the tip. I looked him in the eyes as I licked from the base to the tip. His excitement grew and so did his cock.
I know you wanted my dick for a long time now, why didn't you make a move he asked.
I stopped long enough to say I was scared you'd kick my ass if I tried something gay with you. Then I took the head of his impressive cock in my mouth.
I got into a rhythm of sliding my mouth up and down, each time I went down I'd go further and further until my nose touched his pubes. I realized his cock was in my throat and choked on it right away. I came up for air and stroked him hard a few times then slid it back to the hilt. I sucked him for all I was worth for maybe fifteen minutes.
Then he grabbed my head and exploded into my belly. I gagged and choked but he held me tight until he was done.
I came off his cock fast as I gasped for air. At first, I was a bit mad because he was choking me but then I realized he had given me the first load of cum I'd ever swallowed. Cum and saliva were all over my face and chest.
I had been with other guys before but I never let them fill my mouth or ass because of STDs.
Jim was different, he was my best friend. I knew him very well.
My little dick was hard as steel. I knew it wouldn't take much to get it to explode but I wanted to wait and see if he was gonna blow me.