He was up before Dean the next morning, the first day of a new year. He took the opportunity to shower and clean up, then make breakfast, feeling nervous for no good reason. He peeked in when he was finished with breakfast to find a half-awake Dean petting a very lovey-dovey Tennille.
"She's such a bitch," he noted. "She's never like that with me."
Dean looked up and smiled. "You should be happy your roommate likes me, you know, if I'm maybe gonna move in."
His heart skipped a beat. "You're thinking about it?"
Dean sucked in his bottom lip. "I am. I still... I haven't decided." He reached over and grabbed his glasses off the side table and slid them on. "I'm sorry, I just need some time."
Ben nodded, hiding his disappointment by focusing on how cute bed-head and glasses Dean was. "I get it. Hey, I made breakfast, if you wanted some."
"What time is it?"
"Um, like almost one?" Ben said, looking over to where his alarm clock used to be, even though he hadn't used it in years. He pulled his phone out and confirmed. "It's five to one."
Dean nodded, then stretched his arms above his head, knocking the blanket to his lap. Dean was bare chested, and he wished the lack of clothing continued south, but he remembered Dean went to bed in pajama pants. He flushed when Dean caught him looking, but he didn't look away.
The cat stood up, clearly unhappy with the change in her petting situation, then walked away with her tail twitching. She looked at Ben and yowled, then hopped down to the floor and walked past him out the door.
"What's for breakfast? I smell... something sweet. Smells good," Dean said, sliding out of bed. He was naked! When had he taken his pajama pants off?
Holy shit, it was so hot that Dean had slept in his bed naked. He wasn't gonna change his sheets for weeks now, he was gonna wrap himself in Dean's scent the minute he left.
"Eggs and cinnamon buns," Ben said, forcing himself to avoid thinking about his naked boyfriend, which was hard to do when he couldn't stop looking. "Coffee."
Dean didn't seem to notice. He wasn't sure if he was glad for that or not. "Good, all of those things. You care if I just wear my sweats and shower after?"
Ben's eyes locked on Dean's ass as he bent over and rummaged around in his bag. "Do whatever you want," he said. "Mi casa es su casa." He blushed when he realized what he said had deeper context between them.
Dean didn't pay it any attention, or if he did, he didn't show it. He pulled sweatpants on, without underwear, then pulled a shirt over his head. Ben loved his bedhead, it was... intimate. Like, something he'd only ever get to see because Dean spent the night.
They ate breakfast and reminisced about the night before, then Dean took a shower. The day went by surprisingly fast, somehow moving from their breakfast-lunch to dinner without much effort. It was perfect, just hanging out with Dean on a lazy day off.
When the sun disappeared from the sky they ordered dinner from the Thai place down the street.
"What are you gonna do, after we eat?" Ben asked. The question had been sitting heavy in his stomach for the better part of the day.
"What'dya mean?" Dean asked, picking at his pad thai. "You like onions?"
"Yeah, I guess."
"Want mine?"
"Um, sure, if you aren't gonna eat them." Dean lifted his plate and slid the small pile of onions onto the edge of Ben's plate. "So, like, do you wanna stay the night again? Or were you gonna go home?"
"What do you want me to do?" he asked, looking up, completely serious. "I'll do whatever. I don't have any plans tomorrow."
Ben swallowed hard. "Dean, I never want you to leave. You're welcome here whenever you want. I mean, I want you to stay, of course I want you to stay."
"Okay. Then I'll stay." Ben smiled, trying to hide how happy it made him. Dean ate a few more bites. "What'dya wanna do?"
"Tonight? Um... I dunno. We could watch something, or go out, whatever you want."
"Sure, sure," Dean agreed. "Or, we could stay in. Maybe shop for some suits online?"
Ben snorted. "You aren't serious about buying me a tuxedo, are you?"
Dean looked up, a coy smile on his face. "I am one hundred percent serious. I want you to dress up in your tux again tonight, but I know we'd ruin it and I won't let you pay the stupid fee they charge. I'm buying you one, so you can either look with me, or I can measure you myself and just pick one out without you."
"I just want one that you like," he admitted. "I really don't know much about that kinda thing."
Dean nodded. "Do you mind if I measure you, then? I mean, we'd go to a tailor to have one made really nice, but I plan on using it hard so maybe a cheaper one would be better. You really don't mind if I pick one out for you? You'd wear it for me? This doesn't creep you out or anything?"
"Dean, with the way you looked at me last night, I'd wear a tux every day for you for the rest of forever."
"Stop saying things like that, Ben. You can't promise you'll feel like this forever," Dean chided, but he was smiling softly.
Ben shrugged. "I'll say what I want. And, I mean it."
Dean exhaled slowly. "I know. And I know you mean it." He sighed, then pulled his phone out. "Care if I start looking now?"
Ben shook his head, but Dean was already lost in his phone. He cleaned up the dishes then headed to his living room. Dean followed him, completely distracted, then sat down next to him on the couch as he turned the TV on and flipped through movies on Hulu. Every now and then he'd peek over and check Dean's phone to find different parts of tuxedos or suits up, or colors of ties and vests.
An hour later Dean pushed his shoulder into Ben's. "What'dya think about this one?" he asked, showing the screen of his phone to Ben.
It looked nice, but he didn't really care what it looked like as long as it made Dean happy. Ben noticed that Dean conveniently hid the price just off screen. "As long as you like it, Dean, I like it."
"Are you just messing with me?" Dean asked, pulling his phone away.
"No, no, not like that. I don't know the first thing about dressing up. You already know that D'Metrius took me since I was so clueless, and he made me try on at least fifteen different ones. So, if there's one you think would look good on me, it probably will, and that's the one I want. You don't have to buy it, I don't mind paying."
Dean sighed. "No, I'm buying my boyfriend a present. Not negotiable."
Ben bit his bottom lip, everytime Dean called him his boyfriend it felt like a little victory. "If you insist."
"I do. Okay. Do you have a cloth measuring tape, by chance?"
Ben smirked at him. "Um, no. I do not. We could go buy one, I'm pretty sure Michael's is still open for a little while."
Fifty minutes later they came back with a cloth measuring tape and some clearanced Christmas decorations. "I need to measure you, before I can order it," Dean announced after they took their shoes and coats off. "In your underwear, if you don't mind."
"Oh no, I'll have to strip down for my boyfriend, whatever will I do?" Ben fake lamented, holding his hand over his forehead dramatically.
Dean bumped him with his shoulder and laughed. "Seems like Zion and Bambi are rubbing off on you a little, you know, with the flair for the dramatic."
Ben snorted. "Don't get your hopes up, not interested in drag. No offense, of course."
Dean smiled. "That's a relief. I don't know if I could handle a third drama queen in my inner circle."
"You'll just have to make due with me being your bitch," Ben said, then flushed once it left his mouth.
Dean flushed, too, then swallowed hard. "Yeah," he said with a snort, looking shy. "Um, can I measure you?"
"Sure, you wanna do it now?"
"Um, yea. I wanna, like, yea. Please."
Dean supervised him as he undressed down to boxers, then began measuring him. He wrapped the cloth measuring tape around his neck, then measured the length of his arms, and the length from his armpit to his waist. He intentionally brushed his knuckles over Ben's nipples during two out of three of those measurements. He then moved to measure around his waist, and then his in-seam. He wasn't even trying to hide his caresses anymore, he trailed his fingers down Ben's belly to just above where his dick began, then brushed his knuckles over his package as he pushed Ben's legs slightly apart.
Once he was done with the measurements he looked up from his kneeling position. "I'll, ah, I'm thinking about maybe moving in," he announced, meeting Ben's eyes. "After my lease is up." His cheeks were rosy.
"What?" Ben said, gagging on the word a bit. "Really? What changed your mind?"
"You did," Dean admitted. "Today was really nice. It sounds stupid, but it felt like we're a real couple today. I liked it. Last night was awesome, today was awesome. Christmas and the New Year's Eve party were awesome. I mean, your cat already likes me, so, um, you know. It just, like, feels right? I dunno, I'm embracing my inner Ben right now, and I'm not used to it, so maybe cut me a break, yea?"
Ben cupped Dean's cheeks. "I'm so freaking happy, Dean. I know this is moving fast, but I feel like it was supposed to happen this way." He released Dean's face and began pacing just to burn off some of the instant energy that Dean's words filled him with. "Okay. So, I'll clean up, did you want your own room? Yeah, you'll need a computer room for sure, that can be the last room down the hall, and if you wanted your own bedroom it would be right-"
"Ben," Dean said, catching his hand and pulling him to a stop. "We can figure it out later. Right now, um... Maybe we could celebrate?" He took Ben's hand and brushed it over the obvious rise in his khakis. Ben wasn't sure how he hadn't noticed it before.
"You're hard?"
"Ever since I started looking for a suit for you. I decided on a suit, not a tux, but a really, really nice one. With a vest and a tie. Black suit, magenta tie, the jacket is checkered black and white. Suspenders." Dean swallowed hard, then bit his bottom lip. "I also got a forest green tie and an aqua tie. So you could pick, you know, the one you like."
"I'd probably have to try them all out, on different occasions," he teased. Dean bit his lower lip and Ben loved that he could make Dean look that happy. "Yeah, let's celebrate."
"Are you, would you wanna be my bitch tonight?" Dean asked, looking nervous again.
"Fuck yes," Ben said, not even hesitating. "I mean, yes Sir."
Dean nodded, then smiled. He moved into Ben's personal space and slid his fingers under the black chain collar, then yanked Ben forward by it. "Good boy. You're my bitch, aren't you?"
"Yes Sir," he whispered, moving closer to Dean to relieve the pressure on his collar.
Dean chuckled. "You're such a good bitch. Do you like being my bitch?"
"I fucking love it, Sir," Ben answered. He shivered in anticipation.
"Good boy. Go shower, and wash your ass out extra good. Understand?"
"Yes Sir," he agreed, rushing to do what Dean had told him, forgetting that Dean had him by the collar for a second. Dean pulled him back and kissed his cheek before he released him. He speed-walked to the shower. Dean followed behind him more lackadaisical.