It was the summer of 1971 and I was a skinny 20 year old college student living in a university town in southern England. I'd been introduced to gay BDSM six months earlier, and for three of those months had been a regular fuck buddy of Robert, a stern older top. Before departing for his home in Scotland, we'd partied with four hot guys. I spent the following month remembering that party, missing him and wondering about a replacement for him.
I'd been totally asexual for the first nineteen years of my life, not going out with girls or with boys, so having come out with a bang six months before, I was desperate now to catch up with all the sex I'd missed out on.
A couple of Saturdays after he left for Scotland; I went back to the Queen Alexandra, the only pub in town with a gay-friendly night. I'd met him there and we'd gone there for drinks often while we were playing together. I knew I wouldn't find another bloke like Robert straight away, but hoped there'd be a reasonable-looking bloke interested in me. But no longer being a fresh face to the regular crowd and probably too picky myself, I failed to attract much interest that night or on subsequent Saturday nights. I went home once with someone who looked like a leather top, but he turned out to be a vanilla bottom who threw his legs up in the air! Having been lucky to find Robert on that first night out, I had to face the truth; bottom boys were plentiful and masterful tops were not!
Hesitant about approaching my fellow students at the University, and depressed at my lack of success at the Queen Alexandra, I stayed in my college room for the next two Saturday nights, masturbating over my memories of Robert and the guys from the party. The lack of connections at the pub was painful and disappointing; if only a replacement for Robert would magically appear!
However, there was someone I was thinking about while I wanked my dick, and that was Alex, an attractive bloke who I'd met when Robert and I had dropped by his house. Alex had seemed interested in me; partly because Robert had told him about my interest in submissive sex. I'd been attracted to him; he was my height, slim but not as skinny as me, dark-haired, clean-shaven and brown eyed. I'd only spent a few minutes with him, but the way he touched me and looked at me had excited me so much that he became a regular jerk-off image. But, unfortunately, he and his partner lived in London and had only been in town for a short time while they arranged the sale of an old family home.
My disappointing sex life continued almost until the end of the University term. One Wednesday afternoon I was spending the day studying for final exams, and popped into the college cafeteria near the end of lunch hour to get a coffee. Sitting down to drinkt, I glanced around the nearly empty room and was surprised to see the spitting image of Alex talking to one of my history professors. Only seeing his profile, I wasn't absolutely sure it was him, but when he turned his head in my direction I knew it was him. He gave me a quick look, which seemed to show me that that he recognized me but couldn't remember exactly why.
I was disappointed, but after all, we'd interacted for less than ten minutes a month ago. Soon the two men got up and walked out, leaving me to my coffee in what now an empty room. But a couple of minutes later, I looked up and he was striding back in my direction. He sat opposite me and smiled.
"I just realized where I know you from. You're the boy with the butt plug up his bum that day with Robert, right? I just remembered he said you were a student here. I don't suppose your degree is in cock sucking? Though if I remember from what he said, you don't need training in that subject! So, how are you, bottom boy?"
After that indecent beginning, he settled down for a few minutes of normal conversation, telling me that my professor was an old friend from his own university days, and asking me about the courses I was actually taking. It wasn't long before we ran out of polite chit chat as the sexual tension rose between us. Sensing I was too nervous to speak, he took charge and asked me if I lived in town or had a dorm room.
When I admitted to living two floors above where we were sitting, he asked what were we doing sitting in an empty cafeteria? I led him up two flights of stairs, down a corridor and opened the door to my room. Walking in after me, he closed the door and pushed me up against it, put one hand on my chest to hold me still while the other dropped between my legs and grabbed my balls. I offered no resistance, dropping my arms to my sides, looking into his eyes, eager to know what he intended.
My cock had grown hard just sitting across from him in the cafeteria, a fact that was now all-too obvious to Alex. The hand pressing me against the door moved over and slid under my shirt until it reached a nipple. Continuing to squeeze my balls while twisting my nipple, he bit down hard on my neck. I'd be spending the next few days trying to hide a massive hickey, but in that moment I didn't care.
Alex knew from Robert that I was a true submissive, so my eager acceptance of his manhandling came as no surprise. I made no attempt to stop what he was doing and was disappointed when he suddenly let go, and sat down on my desk chair.
"I've got an appointment at three o'clock across town, so we don't have much time. Get those clothes off; I want a good look at you. Once you're naked I'll let you suck my dick."
I was only wearing a t-shirt, jeans, jockey shorts and trainers, so it only took a minute to get naked. He gave me a good looking over, and then motioned me to turn around..
"Skinny, but your bum's good and plump. I bet I'll jiggle when I fuck you. OK, on your knees and crawl over here. I don't have time to waste."
As I made my way across the rug, he pulled his trousers and underwear down to his ankles, exposing a half-hard, seven inch, uncut dick. Licking my lips, I stared for just a moment then leant forward to lick his balls, swirl my tongue in and around the foreskin, and then lick his whole length. His cock tasted of aromatic shower soap, which was disappointing, since I preferred sweaty dicks with hints of piss and cum. But, it was rock-hard, so I took him to the back of my throat, happily sucking away to my heart's content.
Unfortunately, since he was in a hurry, I only got five minutes of licking and sucking before he pushed me off and rose to his feet.
"Get on your back and wank that cock. It's looked ready to blow ever since you walked in here."
He stood over me, jerking his own cock, which was glistening with my saliva, and after telling me to open my mouth, directed his first volley of cum into it, with the rest landing on my forehead, cheek and neck. I was so close to the edge that my own cum burst out almost simultaneously, with cum ending up on my chest and stomach.
Smirking at me as I lay in a mess at his feet, he pulled his underwear and trousers back up, told me I'd been a good boy and stood with his hand on the door knob. I was disappointed; I'd fantasized about him for the last month; and now he was running off after playing with me for a quarter of an hour! He'd used me to get himself off and I figured this would be the last I'd see of him.
I stayed where I was, waiting for him to exit before getting up. But then, instead of walking out the door, he came back to stand between my legs and placed his foot on my dick and balls, pressing down hard. My dick hadn't retreated after my orgasm and was still erect. When it stayed stiff, he pressed down even harder.
"Christ, look at that. Oh, to have a teenage dick again. One that cums and cums and stays hard. So, tell me, have you still got the butt plug you were wearing when Robert brought you to my place last month?"
"Yes, he didn't take it when he left."
"Good. What're you doing Saturday night?"
"Nothing, sir; I thought of going to the Queen Alex, but that's not definite."
"Be by the main doors here on Saturday at eight o'clock with that plug up your bum. I'm going to a cocktail party in Professor Baker's room. I can't stand academic gossip for too long, so I'll need to get away by then. Be waiting, because I won't hang around for you, OK?"
"Yes, sir, I'll be there."
With that, he turned on his heel and left, leaving me completely surprised. I'd gone from elation at seeing him, to excitement at having sex with him, to anger at our short play session, to pleasure at this final turn around. Wow, we were going to play again and he'd mentioned the butt plug. That meant ass play was on the menu.
Forgetting my studies, I ran down to the local chemist and bought a couple of fleet enemas. On Saturday, I used on in the morning and the other in the afternoon, ensuring I'd be as clean as possible for the evening's activities. The day was warm, so at eight o'clock that evening, I was standing by the college entrance in a short sleeve shirt, jeans, trainers and no underwear. Half an hour later I was still waiting, worrying now about being stood up. But all of a sudden I saw him striding down the hill towards the carpark, without a nod in my direction.
Keeping me waiting so long and then ignoring my existence got me so mad that for a moment I was tempted to turn around and head on back to my room. But, of course, I was far too needy for that. I set off after him, like a puppy chasing its master, and managed to catch up to him by the time he got to his car. I could see he was angry about something, but at least he gave me a nod of recognition before getting in the car and unlocking the passenger door for me. But then he sat fuming and doing nothing about starting the car. Feeling nervous, I tried asking about the party, but that was definitely the wrong thing to say.
He barked at me; the other guests were either boring or stupid, one old enemy of his had been particularly insulting, and he'd drunk too much in response.
"And anyway, why are you sitting there doing nothing? Aren't you supposed to be a cock-sucker? Do what you're told and get on my fucking dick."
I mumbled a nervous "Yes, sir, sorry sir, of course sir," and got told that I'd "better fucking prove it." He pushed his seat back as far as it would go, unbuttoned his trousers, pulled his dick out, grabbed hold of my head and shoved it down onto his surprisingly stiff cock. I settled down to do the best I could, achieving a regular rhythm which he liked enough that he took his hand off the back of my head and thrust it down between my legs where he tapped on the butt plug through my jeans.
He remained angry though, and I could hear him muttering about things said at the party by one particular guest, who he called a "condescending prick." Losing his cool again, he stopped tapping the plug and grabbed my hair, using it to pump my head up and down on his cock, jamming himself into my throat, making me gag and choke. I could taste pre cum, evidence of how close to the edge he was. However, at what seemed to be the very last moment before orgasm, he managed to hold himself in check and pushed me off.