(so True)
I don't know how many men feel this way, but I have had this fascination with the thought of a hard cock or cocks. Size does not matter nor does the color, only the fact that a cock will stand up and becomes hard when most of the time that member is flaccid and hidden from view. But, when it is excited it stiffens and grows to something different, almost demanding.
In the good old days of porn and video stores, I would visit glory holes and supply my meat to the hole while watching the videos in the back booths. I always enjoyed the feeling of a mouth pulling on me while I cruised the different movies. A few times I would have a cock poke into my side and I would touch but never suck. I did some sword fighting and enjoyed rubbing the two cocks together. But I was always a receiver, not a giver.
However, all that changed, slowly at first, when my wife and I decided we wanted to try swinging. We met some couples, did some watching and eventually some swapping. While I loved taking another woman, I began, more and more, to watch my wife and the guy. I enjoyed watching a stiff cock enter her mouth and seeing her hungrily swallowing and sucking those stiff cocks. I would get more excited the more I watched and then she would get them off in her mouth, she is a swallower. Eventually we got to the point where I would invite just males and watch them fuck and suck. However, that changed with children.
I continued to scan the swingers sites seeing what was out there. Gradually I started paying attention to males more and more. And then I began to realize that it was their cocks that interested me, that and watching videos or revisited the pictures I took of her with a cock in her mouth. Suddenly I knew I had to try it.
After a few visits to booths, before they were shut down or the holes were covered, I decided to place an add in one of the sites.
"Older, married male seeking a position as an on-call cocksucker. Contact me if interested, you text saying you need relief and I will come over Etc." There was more but I cant remember all of it. I must also explain that while I lived in one big city, I worked at another smaller town several hours away, only coming home late Thursday or early Friday and returning to work Sunday evening.
And after several attempts, I had a message from a guy I will call Denver because he eventually moved there. He was around forty years old, divorced and had his own house. He later turned out to be what is termed a bi top. Anyway, he replied and expressed an interest in my proposition. I exchanged phone numbers, and after several emails he said he wanted a test run. I agreed and after setting the date and time when I was returning from work, he told me his address.
I still remember his text as I was driving back towards home. The text said he wanted sucked off, that I was to go in the dark house, lock the door, strip when I was in the house and then follow the instructions to where the dark bedroom was. Once there I would find him on the bed, nude and ready for me to begin sucking. I was warned he was above average in size and took a while for him to release his cum. I was also to swallow the load.
I followed the instructions and arrived at his place just before 10pm. The neighborhood was average middle class, smaller houses, not mansions people have to have now days and barely afford. There was a dim light above the front door. I was so nervous yet excited sitting there in the car looking at that door. I could feel my member stirring as I sent the text that I was parked outside. The reply came back in a few minutes that the door was unlocked and to come in.