After discovering that my body enjoyed things that I had never suspected I would enjoy, I decided to do some exploring, including a visit to a local gay bar.
I was expecting either a "fern bar" or a "leather bar", but the place I picked out was more of a thriving dive bar with a small dance floor in back. The music was pretty good – danceable pop, rather than techno or anything harsh, and the place looked pretty comfortable. It was a busy night, and I was getting eyed before I even got to the bar to order a drink.
I got chatted up by a couple of guys and we talked a bit about what we were looking for. Yes, I am new. Yes, it is my first visit. Yes, I am HIV negative – you? No I'm not looking for drugs. No, I am not looking to top. No, I am not looking for bareback anal. No, I don't do poppers – whatever they are. Finally, a middle aged, slightly heavyset guy sat down and introduced himself.
"My friend tells me you are experimenting, and want a nice cock to suck," he said, cutting right to the chase. "You can suck mine – in the john here, in my car, or at my place." I opted for his place, but did give him a light, through-the-pants handjob on the drive to his place, and unzipped him and licked the head once or twice – I was really excited, and wanted him to be excited as well.
Once in his house, I was ready to start in on his cock as soon as we were inside, but he told me that he had a roommate, so we should go to his bedroom, where we wouldn't be disturbed.
Once there, I tore into his pants and started working his hard cock into my mouth. For someone who was still new to sucking cock, I was very bold and into it. I kissed and licked it, held it up to look at its beauty, then did my best to jam it right down my throat. He laughed at my eagerness, and kicked back on his bed, working his trousers down as I snuffled and sucked away at his groin like I was possessed. He would occasionally reach over to guide my head into a better angle, and would sometimes thrust his hips a few times into me – I moaned with pleasure each time, and even told him, during a quick break to catch my breath, that I liked that, but mostly he just lay back and let me work his cock over.
After a while of me sucking him, with him pulling back whenever he was about to cum (denying me what I wanted so badly, but prolonging the magic of the night), he pulled his cock out of my mouth and asked if I was ready to be fucked like a man. I told him that he's have to wear a condom for that, because I worried about disease. He smiled and helped me get a condom on his cock, and lube it up, then spread some lube on my ass and started to enter me. While it felt good in some ways, it was also uncomfortable to the point of being painful – like having someone squeeze your arm tightly. After a bit, the pleasure sensations grew stronger than the discomfort, and he was able to get all the way in, then started to stroke in an out of me, looking down at me with my cock hard and throbbing as he fucked me in the missionary style. I was moaning and enjoying it for a few minutes, when suddenly, something changed – like pulling a muscle when running, I was suddenly in screaming pain. He was nice enough to pull out at that point, and allow me to make it up to him by feeding me his cock again. I enjoyed a couple of mouthfuls of his cum that way, and after a short bathroom break, was on my knees on his bed, sucking him as he lay on his back when something changed.