We cuddled in bed and after awhile I got ready to go home.
"See you in ballet class", I said kissing him.
Class is where I first started to come out. We were respectful in class but it was pretty obvious we were a couple, and one day an older female student who I was friends with said we looked so cute together. I thanked her, but also I wondered how she knew we were a couple...
"Remember when you told me you were straight?", she said. I looked at her surprised.
"I never believed it", she said, smiling.
I asked her how she knew. I didn't think I acted 'gay'. She said she just knew. She had been around gay men a lot and even one of her husbands turned out to be gay.
"One develops a six sense for this kind of thing", she said, again smiling. "And I mean it you are a great couple and I have noticed how happier you are now that you're not fighting yourself anymore." I guess the only person I was fooling was myself.
One day the instructor walked by us and saw us holding hands and staring. She uttered a slight "oh" in surprised but then a smile came to her face. She had been a professional ballet dancer and probably had seen her share of gay men, and liked Tim and often used him to demonstrate positions.
"Its so nice you two met in my class", she said winking as she walked away. Again that warm feeling washed over me. I was home. This was the natural way to live, not in fear and denial. I realized in the world I wanted to live, no one cared if I was gay.
That night we went back to his apartment and gain made love, and it was just has thrilling as the first times we did. He again grinded a little below me and again I shifted to giving him a blow job.
As we were lying in bed after he asked if wanted to do anything further, or if there was anything I was afraid to do. I gazed into his eyes.
"I want you to make love to me", I replied, "I just want it to be special".
We agreed to meet at his place Saturday. Class was on Tuesday and as Saturday approached my anticipation grew, and I read up on being a 'bottom'. We both agreed to wear our ballet tights, stretch tees and no dance belt.
We were supposed to meet in the early evening and he said he expected me to spend the night. I nervously packed my bags. I have never even thought about anal intercourse before and had no idea what it would be like and hurt many people said it hurt. But still, when he grinded his cock into me and the first night when I felt his erect cock between by butt it felt wonderful.
My hand was shaking and I knocked on his door. He opened it, and there he was, in black tights, ballet slippers and tight fitting white t.
"Hi", he said, bringing me close as our lips met. I hands glided down to is ass and I marveled how nice it felt covered by the soft, delicate, stretchy material.
We embraced in passion and I felt his cock swelling against mine. He invited me to change in the bedroom and he walked to the kitchen area to pour us glasses of wine. The whole apartment was romantically candle lit with soft music from his favorite ballets playing.
I set my sling bag on his bed and opened it. There was a pair of black tights, a white t, leather ballet slippers and a sash I had made from an old pair tights.
I slipped of my street clothes. It felt like putting on a costume to enter a magical world, with each article of clothing that came off I realized I was leaving my old self behind for good. I stood naked and slid on the soft stretchy white t that fit snugly and highlighted the contours of my body.
As I reached for the tights I realized I had a full erection and was trembling as I slid my leg in. It was another one of those 'barriers' I was breaking through. I slid the other leg on and hiked up the tights around my butt and crotch, making sure it made a nice crack between my glutes and I shuddered with anticipation knowing his warm hands would soon be there.
Finally I put on the slippers and sash, opened the door and walked into my new world. Tim was there, offering me a glass of red wine and I took it and thanked him with a kiss.
We set the glasses down and embraced in a passion kissing, his hands felt electric as he danced his fingers on my ass and playfully separated my glutes and fingered my ass through my tights.
We glided to the couch and our silky nylon covered legs sensually sliding and intertwined echoing how are tongues played with one another. I laid on my back and he was on top of me, grinding his cock over mine and fingered his crack through the nylon.
We both wanted the night to last, so we got up had little more wine, fed each other olives and cuddled on the couch. When he got up to pour another glass for us, I followed to help.