A bad night turns to day.
I never been the type to give in to pleasure. I was brought up in a tough home, where food was scarce and love even scarcer. So as soon as I was old enough I found the best way to fend for myself and joined the army. My strong body and tall frame made me a good candidate, but I was also soft and lost in my mind. I needed guidance and to feel like I belonged somewhere.
It was during my training that I met him. We were allowed to go back home for the weekend, so I was planning on going out with some of the other soldiers and hopefully get laid. So we went to this local bar and had some drinks, everyone could tell us apart from our buzz cuts. I was showing off my guns when one of the girls from the bar came to talk to us.
She was obviously interested in us. She was cute and I was hoping to get some action, so I flirted with here. I considered myself as a good looking guy, not tall or buff but I had my mother's big brown eyes and a nice smile.
We were all having a good time. We laughed and suddenly I felt the need to take a piss. I went to the bathroom and went to the urinals. I think I saw a guy kinda checking me out. He was tall and maybe a few years older than me. I didn't think much of it, because I don't like guys so I just ignored him. Then I came back to the table and saw the girl I liked just leaving with one of my friends.
Man... it sucked and there weren't that many girls in that place. Maybe it was the fact that I was so desperate. But I felt like I lost my chance to have sex and decided to just get drunk and forget about everything for the night. One bottle, a shot of tequila, some whisky and I don't know what else. I remember my friends ignoring me, everything was fuzzy. I became silent and I just saw them talking about girls this and that... I went outside and rested on a wall. I looked down my phone and it was around midnight I think. I closed my eyes and decided to walk home.
'Need a ride?' said a deep voice.
I opened my eyes.
'Who are you?' I said slurring my words.
'You having a rough night? Your friends seem to be having a good time but here you are...' said the tall young guy as if he was stating facts, not trying to sound rude.
'What do you care?' I replied like a brat.
'Let's say...you remind me of someone... and I wanna help...' He said in a calm voice.
I could tell he sounded like a decent person.
'Fuck off..ughh' as I was telling him off I started to barf.
Puke was all over my shoes. I felt weak and I couldn't stand up. Man, I wished my friends were next to me. He grabbed me and carried me to his car, he was definitely strong as he managed to move me around easily. I didn't refuse at that point. He opened the door and let me rest on the back seat. It felt nice and warm, I think he put his jacket on me. I closed my eyes and rested on the seat, then I blacked out.
"Hey..." "Hey..." "You okay boy?" I heard his voice sounding clearer, and it comforted me.
He was patting my face. I was still in the car, but I don't know how long I had been out. I think this was the only car left in the parking lot.
I opened my eyes and sat on the car seat and focused on his face. Even in the darkness, I could still see he was a good looking guy and probably in his late twenties. His face was tanned and shaved, his green eyes were looking at me. He handed me some water, and I felt a bit bad for thinking he was a creep. It was true that I drank too much and none of my so call friends came after me when I went outside, still this stranger was helping me out. I don't know why but I started rambling, maybe it was the alcohol talking.
"Man...I was supposed to get laid tonight...". "Can you believe she... she went home with Paul?" I said in a low voice while looking out the window.
I was honestly feeling like crap, but he was making me feel better.
"He knew I had my eyes on her, that bastard..."
I said facing him and he looked at me in a different way. I saw his green eyes and recognized him from the bar. He was the tall guy checking me out in the bar's toilet.
He then looked down my crotch and unzipped my pants, with his right hand. He did it while looking at me, as if he was waiting to see if I would stop him. I didn't stop him. I felt his strong hand grabbing my cock over my grey briefs. He was very calm and in total control of the situation. I could barely understand what was happening.
"You can get laid tonight...that is if you still want to..." he said looking me in the eye while he was playing with my cock.
"I...I'm not a fag..." I replied yet I was letting him touch me because it felt so good.
Maybe the shot of tequila in my system was making me forget I was straight.
"Close your eyes...it doesn't matter if I'm a guy or a girl..." he ordered and then whipped my cock out to stroke it with ease.