Awaenings

This is the story of the first real gay experience. Saying that, tells you that it wasn't my last. As a committed cocksucker I take my practice seriously using substitutes, secretly of course. Bananas were my favorite training aid in the beginning they made it easy to train my throat muscles to relax. Thanks to big corporations it's easy to get nearly straight bananas these days but after one snapped nearly choking me I plucked up the courage for my first visit to an adult store. Amazed at the variety it took me a while to make my first choice that happened to be a shiny black inch and a half in diameter butt plug next to catching my eye was a purple latex double headed dildo fourteen inches long about two inches in diameter. I had seen videos of girls deepthroating toys just like it so grabbed it too made my way to the counter breathing a sigh of relief when the older woman served me.

This happened a while ago when I was nineteen. I have a slender build and I'm also vertically challenged I'm five foot one. My height wasn't the only thing I missed out on when I was born.

"I have a small cock."

There I've said it. When soft my balls hang lower than my cock it isn't much bigger than your thumb once I'm hard my little cock grows to four and a half inches in length but thin it's a touch over an inch in diameter. Back then I wore my hair almost to my shoulders and it was bleached by the sun to a dusty blonde colour. A few years earlier I'd taken to removing every trace of pubic hair. I like the way it makes my cock look bigger and the smooth feeling is out of this world. Prickly re-growth can be a problem as is pimples if you use a razor, eventually your skin gets use to the regular shaving. I hadn't discovered the hair remover cream back then.

After a night out I was hitchhiking my way home hoping I would get a ride soon because it was too far to walk, it's about a thirty minute drive usually. I had been drinking but wasn't drunk tipsy by all means but definitely not drunk. As people passed me by I cursed them after all I wasn't threatening. Actually, it didn't take that long before a man pulled up a few yards in front of me. Opening the door I asked.

"Where are you going?"

He named a suburb a few miles from where I was staying. Hoping in I said.

"Thanks for this your saving me a couple of hours walking, I'll get out when we reach your turn off. Okay?"

We pulled out from the kerb and drove along in silence, soon I noticed that every time we drove into a darkened area one of his hands would drop from the steering wheel onto his crotch. I was intrigued to say the least my heart was beating at over a hundred per minute as I strained to see what he was doing. Was he masturbating because I turned him on? When I saw his hand move up and down I was sure he was wanking. I'm not sure if it was the alcohol or just my slutty nature that guided my actions in the next few minutes.

The fourth time he dropped his hand into his lap I gathered my courage and reached across. I was right because I was rewarded with what I then considered to be a big cock. As my cool finger's encircled the massive shaft I heard him moan and whisper yesssssss. Slowly I began stroking his still growing fuck-pole pondering my next move but all too soon he batted my hand away as we neared a well-lit area of the ride.

He turned to me smiled and asked.

"What's ya name Boi?"

I tossed my head to one side to get the hair out of my eyes, smiled back and replied.

"Tim, is my name Sir."

As soon as I said it I thought. What the hell did you just call him? FUCKING SIR!

"I'm David it's nice to met you, Tim what music do you like listening to?"

"Nothing special, I'll listen too just about anything."

Whew got away with that one, or so I thought. I was more than happy when I saw another dark area coming up.

David looked at me and nodded his head towards his crotch I got the gist of what he meant. I was free to continue giving him a hand job. In a flash my hand returned to his flagpole of a dick now my fingers only just touched when they encircled his tool. It was my turn to moan which shocked me as much as it amused David.

"Nice and slow Boi you don't want me cuming too early now Tim?"

I was mesmerised by the feel the warmth and the smell of raw man was giving me a boner of all boners. Up and down my fist went up and down every dozen or so strokes I would use my thumb to swipe the pre cum gathered in his piss slit, smearing along the shaft over and over again. I could hear David's breath hasten but sadly we were entering another well-lit part of the drive home and once again he shooed my hand away.

This gave me a chance to think about what my next move would be. We drove for a few miles when on the stereo on came Shania Twain with her hit song. Man I feel like a woman. One of my favorites subconsciously I started tapping my thigh in time to the music then quietly started singing along. David tapped out the beat on the steering wheel with his fingers and sang out loudly with the chorus so did I but I didn't stop there I think I even threw in a couple of shoulder shimmies too.

David didn't need to nod as we neared the next dark area of the road because my hand was on his dick before we got there. He said.

"Who's an eager beaver then?"

"I guess I'm guilty as charged in that case."

Was my reply. I continued stroking his big tool it felt so hot in my hand and throbbed whenever I gave him a gentle squeeze. On the fourth or fifth time he groaned loudly and said.

"Mmmmm Boi that feels good."

Knowing that we were getting close to David's turnoff I gathered my courage and thought to myself.

"It's now or never Tim this is a perfect situation to get at the least a taste of real dick. Go for it Boi, just do it."

Slipping my arm out of the seat belt I leant across the centre between the seats. Swapping hands I guided the head of his cock towards my eagerly waiting tongue. Greedily I lapped away at the pre-cum and tried to push my tongue into his piss-hole. Hearing David's rapid intake of breath told me he liked what I was doing but he surprised me by saying.

"Woah there Boi you don't want to start something you can't finish."

Lifting my head from his cock was almost impossible but I couldn't ask what he'd meant with his fuck-pole in my mouth, giving his fat bulbous knob one last lingering lick and asked.

"What do you mean David? Don't you want me to suck your big dick?"

"Of course I'd like you to wrap those sweet lips of yours around my fat tool but it's neither practical nor comfortable here and I'm not going to pull up just anywhere besides my turnoff is closer than how quickly you would empty my balls Boi."

I let go of his cock and folded my arms in disappointment.

"Don't be like that Timmy I have a solution if you're willing that is."

Usually I hated anyone calling me Timmy and would generally go mad telling them off but for some reason I liked it when David said it.

Soon we were nearing his turnoff. I'm not sure if it was the alcohol in my system or just my slutty nature at that age because I replied.

"Yes, I'd love to suck your dick David. What's your solution?"

"Well, I only live a few minutes away so you could come back to my place if your game. I'm not a weirdo or axe murderer I promise and I'll drop you off wherever you like afterwards."

I wanted to scream out at the top of my lungs yes, yes but didn't want to seem too eager so I took a few seconds to ponder his suggestion. When he stopped at the turnoff I looked across smiled and said.

"I can't wait to see all of that gorgeous cock David, please take me to your place so I can get my lips around it."

He returned my smile and puts the vehicle into gear. Less than five minutes later we were stopping in his driveway his house on several acres was single story of a modern design. Before I knew it David was opening my door he reaching for my hand and he said.

"Come on Tim you've got poor old David all hot and bothered its time to give me some relief."

I couldn't help myself I giggled like a teenage girl and took the offered hand. As we walked towards the door he'd put an arm around my shoulders pulling me closer whispered in my ear.

"We don't have to rush things Timmy we can take our time and enjoy ourselves it's totally up to you, Boi."

Reaching for his groin I gave his considerable bulge a squeeze saying.

"Don't know if I can wait David I just want to get a proper taste of this big dick."

He chuckled and opened the door and ushered me inside his home was furnished quite tastefully but definitely manly, leather and wood everywhere. Now in the brighter light I got my first real look at David. I'd estimate late he was mid fifties in good shape with his friar tuck style balding greying at the temples.

"Would you like a drink before we get started Timmy"

I hadn't noticed that since getting out of his vehicle had only called me Timmy or Boi I was way too preoccupied all I could focus on was cock cock and more cock so I pouted and said.

"There's only one thing I want to drink at the moment thank you, David. That's your cum."

To which his reply was.

"Oh I can't deny my Boi now can I?"

I simply shook my head from side to side. David loosened his belt and dropped his jeans to his ankles then sat on a plush leather sofa.

"Come take my pants off Boi."

Dropping to my knees before him I lifted each foot removed his shoe then the pant leg. Looking up from the doing the second leg I noticed the head of his dick poking thru the opening to his boxer shorts. Putting his pants to one side I made a beeline for his cock but David swatted my hands away.

"Hang on there Boi I wanna see some more of your cute body it'll get poor old David even hornier if you do a strip tease for me. Come on please?"

In my sexually heightened state of mind I simply started to sway my hips from side to side signifying my agreement.

"It's a bit hard without any music David."

"We can fix that no worries."

He picked up a remote and from hidden speakers came Shania Twain's Man I feel like a woman. I didn't see any significance in his choice I would later I simply began bumping and grinding away to the song. Kicking off my shoes I slowly I peeled off my shirt watch David's face for his reaction that was a smile and a nod of his head. As I spun around on the spot throwing my long blonde hair in all direction I heard him say.

"Hmmm good choice."

Not quite sure just what he'd meant I took it as encouragement I turned to face him and slow swaying from side to side started undoing my jeans. With the zipper all the way down I flashed one side of my white hipster briefs for a fraction of a second before doing the same on the opposite side. I saw David's eyes widen as his gaze was fixed so I slowed down to show more, looking up he asked.

"How long are you going to tease me Boi? Get them off and show me that cute ass Boi."

I blushed brightly and nodded my head. What only seemed like seconds passed and I was prancing around in front of him in my skimpy white briefs. Then as sensually as I could muster I began sliding my hands up my body stopping to tweak and caress my nipples before continuing up my neck and spreading my fingers shook my abundant blonde locks. I winked at him then spun around facing away from him, hooking my thumbs into the waistband of my hipsters began pushing them down. Leaning forward I slid them lower until they reached my knees I let them drop to my ankles but stayed in that position wiggling my butt in his face until I heard.

"Turn around and show David the rest of that gorgeous body Son."

Straightening up I kicked my briefs off to one side and using my hands to cover my raging boner that was easier than you think I slowly turned to face him. I felt so vulnerable standing there before a stranger totally naked except my socks. David reached forward expectantly waiting my hand I took it expecting him to pull me closer but he didn't instead he just put his other hand out with the same expectant look in his eyes. I took his hand and exposed my hairless state and hard little dick I saying.

"Please don't laugh."

As my hand reached his his gaze dropped my heart soared when I heard his reaction.

"Oh wow that's hot and what a cute little cockette you have there Timmy all hard too, are you that excited?"

"Obviously I'm excited David."

He let go of one hand and reached for my stiff dick that was standing up straight as a flagpole. His large muscular hand dwarfed my little dick he gave it a few tugs his big thumb pushing the head of my cock down between his rough fingers that brought a moan from me each time. David then asked me.

"Tell me Timmy how long have you been shaving your little cockette?"

"Longer than I can remember, Why?"

"I love the way it makes you look Honey don't ever stop. Have you ever tried shaving your legs too?"

Blushing I replied.

"Errr um well yes last winter summer would be way too risqué I'd die of embarrassment if anyone noticed."

"You shouldn't be embarrassed Baby you've got gorgeous legs besides who cares what other people think. If they are so square and don't want to see anyone have fun that's their fucked up problem."

He knew just the right things to say to put me at ease I chuckled and said.

"Yeah fuck em eh David?"

Smiling broadly David replied

"To right Baby Boi to fucking right."

Being naive I hadn't picked up on the way he'd been talking to me. Using my cock he pulled me closer until I was between his open legs my knees touching his chair. Leaning forward he took the head of my cock into his mouth swathed his tongue across the head a couple of time then in a single quick plunge forward engulfed my entire dick his nose pressed firmly against my pubic bone. I was shocked to feel his tongue snake out and begin licking away at my scrotum it felt great and let a groan of happiness gurgle its way out of my throat. His huge bear like paws suddenly clamped onto my butt cheek's one in each hand. Continually squeezing while rotating them in circles occasionally pulling them wide apart all the while my little dick was bobbing around in his warm mouth while his tongue went crazy encircling my shaft sliding back and forth. Unconsciously beginning to pump my hips I quickly realised he had me trapped and it's was David who was in control of the situation I couldn't have cared less because David was sucking my little dick without any snide remarks and it felt fucking fantastic. David easily kept me firmly planted since my cock is so small he could breathe thru his nose easily at one point he reached for my hairless scrotum fondling my balls with his big fingers. I liked it best when he slid back and forth sucking my small shaft because his rough whiskers scraping away at my ball sack done me insane. With the treatment he was dishing out I soon felt my balls tighten and knowing it wouldn't be long before I'd blow a load blurted out.

"David I'm gonna cum soon if you don't stop."

Hearing this he concentrated his efforts on my shaft bobbing his head back and forth using his gorilla like grip on my butt to easily pull my body to and fro like he was using my body like a toy. My knees grew weak from David's sucking mouth just before I exploded I squealed in delight as my cum started its journey.

"I sorry David I'm cuming cuming cuming."

David didn't pull away until he was certain he'd drained every drop of my orgasm finally letting go of my butt slid his huge paws up my back stopping at the shoulder. Pulling me down I shuffled back a touch to give myself room to drop to my knees before him I could see his stiff dick poking out of his boxer shorts and wait to return the favour. Before I could react David put his massive hands lightly against my cheeks guiding me in for a kiss I hadn't expected this but was definitely up for it, it would be another thing I could tick of my wish list. Trying to rise to meet him David held me there on my knees instead I leant in whilst he leant down. Our lips met his musky smell and three day's growth of stubble drove me wild opening my mouth out snaked my tongue I was rewarded and David opened his mouth for what I thought would be a sexy French kiss. Better still it turned out that he had saved my cum and as our tongues touched I recognized the taste greedily seeking out every delicious morsel my tongue danced around his willing mouth as we kissed when we both came up for some air and parted David said.

"Wow that was hot I glad you like the taste of cum because I don't like wasting my seed Baby Boi."

"What do you mean David by wasting your seed?"

"Just that I blow when I'm inside someone there's no tissues or wasted cum down the drain. What do you do with your cum when you wank your pretty cockette Honey do you waste it?"

I felt so comfortable with David by now God the man had just sucked my dick better than anyone ever had and my answer was a natural reaction.

"Heeee guilty as charged I've been licking cum off my palms for years David."

He grunted his approval and smiled broadly as he said or more correctly stated.

"Well, who's a good Boi then?"

Before thinking I grabbed for his leaking cock blurting.

"Timmy's a good Boi here let me show you."

David placed his hands on the arms of the chair and allowed me free reign. Pushing down the silk material of his boxers I revealed more of his chunky tool the foreskin still covered three quarters of the head but the bulbous size of it was clear thru the thin skin. Pulling it closer I planted kisses all over the skin covered head greedily swiping away the oozing pre-cum before licking down one side then back up the other. Looking up I saw that David was relaxing back eyes closed and had a huge smile plastered across his face. I thought to myself I'm gonna give David the best blow job I can so I stopped licking and wrapped my left hand around the base of his big dick with my right went around his shaft just below the head. Pulling down with my right hand slowly exposing his shiny fat knob and soon as it was free of his foreskin it went straight into my mouth his musky aroma assaulted my nose better still though was that I was actually tasting it too. I couldn't get enough my tongue was wildly circling his knob while I pulled his foreskin down further fully exposing that wonderful cock to its full glory. Opening wider and pushing forward I wanted to see how much David's cock I could get down my throat on the first go I'd sucked bananas a touch larger more than once. I easy took half David's length with that I stopped to run my tongue across the underside of his pulsating dick. David moaned loudly and said.

"Mmm fuck Baby I thought you said that you'd never sucked a cock before tonight? I don't believe it because your too fucking goooooooood Baby Boi."

I my mind all I could think was "well you haven't seen anything yet David" holding his gaze I started sliding more of his dick into my mouth stopping just as I felt his knob brushing my throat. Holding him there for a few seconds I then pulled back until his cock audibly popped out of my sucking lips I stroked his now wet tool while answering.

"No, it's true David yours is the only cock I've ever sucked. I've been practicing with bananas for ages just for this moment and by the sounds like it's been worth it for sure."

"Definitely Baby Boi definitely."

Encouraged I asked in a mock child like voice.

"Can you please take your boxers off David I want to taste our balls too. Do you mind if I suck on them too? Pretty please David."

David didn't say a word he simply lifted himself from the chair I dropped his flagpole like cock and moved my hands to the waistband of his boxer shorts in a flash quickly pulling them lower. He flopped back into the leather chair closer than he had been once the boxers reached his knees I had scooted back enough so we could get them all the way down and off. Slipping back between his knees I went back to work only this time I didn't use my hands to guide his tool I just trapped the fat knob between my lips taking a big breath and looking into his eyes didn't stop half way along his ramrod of a dick like last time. In a single motion I impaled my throat with all eight inches of his glorious fuckstick until my nose was pushed flat against his hairy pubic hair. Taking one large plum sized nuts of his in each hand I gently massaged them I knew David liked this because I could hear his moans and groans besides it was written all over his face too.