I had gone out with a friend to a bar to grab some drinks. It started off as a normal night out and as we sat at the bar, he told me a friend of ours was having a party. Having been living with my girlfriend, who doesn't drink, it had been while since I've been to a party so I thought it would be fun to go.
It was a normal party- a bunch of people in there mid 20s drinking the night away and I must say I was having fun. Things changed though when someone busted out a bag of coke.
After a few lines, my mind was racing. Now, I consider myself to be straight, but I've experimented in the past with a guy and out of nowhere he sends me a text.
"Hey man- it's been while, would love to catch up!"
"Hey- you're right, it has been. I'm actually out right now, maybe we can meet up tonight"
"Sure- text me your address and I'll pick you up"
Now, I hesitated at first but eventually gave in. We had met up when I was younger - I was 18 and he was 23 - and he was the only guy that I had been with. Part of me wondering (and probably hoped) whether it would lead to something else, but I told myself that I'd just hang and catch up.
The next hour passed and then I got the message that he was here. I said goodbye to my friends and headed out the door. We drove in his car and arrived at his home.
As we entered, I could hear another voice from the house. "That's just my boyfriend, he's nice and you two will get along"
Had I been sober, I would have gotten an Uber home. However, in my state of mind, I figured I'd roll with it and see what happens.
We then sat on the couch, his boyfriend on one end, me in the middle, and him on the other.
As we caught up over a few beers, my friends hand became ever more aggressive. Starting by placing his hand on my knee, he eventually started rubbing my thigh all the way up to my groin.
As this happened, I excused myself to use their bathroom. Once I got in, I thought that I should probably leave, but the combination of the alcohol and cocaine led me to see what happens, knowing I could stop it at any time.