Sometimes, someone takes your breath away, but that has never happened to me. Then, a smile walks into my hospital room that goes straight to my soul. Maybe it was all the drugs or the fact I just had a double bypass at age 35, but I can't look away from this handsome nurse. I wonder how many times he's been in my room. I didn't remember much from the first three days after my surgery.
Then, it started coming back to me. Beginning with the shower after my home workout, I could not regain my wind, and my breathing became heavier. I had some tension in my shoulders. When I tried to lie down, my breathing became worse. After googling my symptoms, I asked my roommate to drive me to the local hospital, about 20 minutes away.
When we got to this hospital, I was able to walk in on my own, only to have the receptionist look at me and say, "Oh shit," I was admitted immediately. The ER nurse insisted I sit, and this was the only time I lost my temper at anyone. Gasping for air, I told her I could only breathe by pacing and swinging my arms. The doctor arrived and ordered blood work and an EKG. Later, this doctor said the labs suggested a heart attack. I was given Nitro, which the doctor said would keep my heart alive. At some point, the ER doctor decided to send me to a larger hospital about two hours away.
I arrived around 2 am by ambulance, and a tech or nurse explained that the doctor would put a stent into my blocked artery or blood vessel. I went right to the operating room onto a cold table. I never received a stent, and it was explained to me that my heart was too damaged. Now, I'm in a second ambulance going to a hospital nearby. I needed a double bypass emergency surgery.
At the third hospital, over five hours since this all started, I was prepped for surgery. Much time had lapsed after the double bypass, and the Surgeon came to speak with me and explained what happened. The rare type of heart attack was known as SCAD, and I am 1 out of 10,000 of all the heart attacks that occur. I thought that was what my percentages were for finding love.
"Good morning, Brian," Nurse Adam's smile beams at me. He's pushing the bedside cart with various gadgets toward me. He goes on to say, "You're looking good today. I think it may be time to get cleaned up."
I utter, "What?" This guy is my hospital crush, and I do not think I should have any sexual triggers at this moment or maybe for a long time.
This cardiac care nurse, Adam, is about six feet tall, with muscles on muscles under pale skin. He has sandy blonde hair, cut short, hazel eyes, and a dazzling smile. That smile; it was all about that smile. I was thankful nothing was stirring between my legs. The care he gave me during the ten days I was hospitalized was paramount to my recovery. It was time for a sponge bath. I wasn't sure if I should laugh or cry.
Adam set up the buckets, water, and sponge. Then he helped remove my gown and handed me a towel to hold. Having someone take care of me this way and feeling the warm water running down my back was exquisite. "Nice and clean," Adam chuckled.
In all ways, while I was in the hospital, Adam was always professional. On the other hand, I almost drooled each time he entered the room. It was not until my last full day that he approached me personally; he seemed nervous. "Brian, since you are leaving tomorrow, and I'm not scheduled, I was wondering if I could drive you home. I would happily do that for you."
My brain was puzzled by the words coming out of his mouth. Somehow, I said, "My parents will take me home. My mom is a midwife and will be there to help me."
Adam looked sad. "That's great. May I have your number so I can text or call you?"
"Of course, here's my number. It would be great to hear from you," I said, hiding my excitement. I gave him what was supposed to be a quick hug.
Adam did not let me go and breathed into my ear, "We'll talk soon." He looked right into my eyes and smiled. My heart beat so hard that it scared me.
My days were like torture, waiting for a call or text from Adam. I walked around like when I was in the hospital. Walking in my room, the house, and even the yard. I was uncomfortable all the time. Five days after I arrived at my parents' home, he called. "How's my favorite patient?" He continued, "Brian, can I see you next week?"
Just hearing his voice made me feel comfortable. I sighed and chirped, "I'm good, and would like to see you also, Adam." We set a date and time, which was the only thing I could think about for the next six days.
The moment arrived, and he was standing in front of me. "Hi, so good to see you, Adam. I'm ready to leave here for a while."
He giggled and smiled, "Let's go. I saw a park a short distance away from here. I brought you a healthy picnic lunch." We were at the park within minutes, where he took my hand, pulled me close, and gave me a huge kiss. I could not resist him.
"Brian, I like you. You're kind, thoughtful, and smart. You're hot! I get turned on by your mountain man looks and those blue eyes." He professed. "I'm willing to take it slow, real slow. You are in recovery, and the fact that you live almost two hours away. Could we try to make this work?"
I just looked at him for a few minutes and stumbled on my words, "I...I...would like that. Not...not sure how, but yes...yes, let's try." This picnic was the best one I had ever been to.
Over a month later, the day finally came. I drove to his home and stayed for the weekend. On the way, I thought about what he had told me in many calls and texts: that I was exceptional and sexy to him. All of our conversations made me feel cared for and safe. I was more than ready to touch him and have him touch me. Although I was nervous, the doctor had cleared me.
When he opened the door, his face was illuminated with that smile. Our kisses were fierce. He took me through his small home, and when we got to his bedroom, he asked, "I don't want to assume, Brian, did you want to stay in my room and bed with me?"
My eyes locked on his, and I took his hand. "Come here." I held his hand as we went to sit on his bed. Then I could not stop my hands. They were all over Adam's clothed body. I started to undress him.
Pulling off his t-shirt, my hands took a tour of his chest, shoulders, and arms. I pushed him down onto the bed. My lips and my mouth were quickly on his neck. Back to his chest, nipping and sucking his nipples. Up to his lips, our kisses were so full of passion. When I put my hand on his crotch, he moaned, and so did I.
We were face to face, kissing momentarily before his hands started unbuttoning my shirt. His fingertips begin to go down my chest. I still had my pants on when he placed his hand on my groin. I maneuvered my hand over his jeans until I could feel his erection. We rubbed our stiff cocks together.
The next thing I knew, he pushed me away. Adam sat up and cried out, "Get your pants off." Our naked bodies resumed grinding our shafts together. I slowly brought my hand down his body. The moment my fingers surrounded his dick, he groaned my name and orgasmed in my hand. Within seconds I erupted and my cum was all over us. We looked at each other and laughed.
After cleaning up, we went to the kitchen, where Adam had a plan for dinner. Once again, he made sure it was heart-healthy and delicious. I offered to help before and after dinner. He said he had everything under control and that I should just relax. We ate, talked, smiled, and laughed; it could not have been more perfect.
Back in the bedroom, we rid ourselves of the clothes we had on. Adam looked at me as we stood next to his bed. His eyes went up and down my body. I could feel myself harden as he met my eyes and licked his lips. His cock was growing also.
I went to my knees and took him in my mouth. "Ohhh...Brian...Ohhh," he murmured. I brought my arms around him, placing my hands on his ass and pulling him in deep, bringing my tongue and lips up and down his shaft. One of my hands holds him at the base of his erection. I take the tip in my mouth and suck it. Going down his hard dick again while his body quivered and his breath hitched.
"Mmmm...mmmm...I'm going to cum," Adam uttered breathlessly. I did not stop, I tightened my mouth around the head of his cock and moved my tongue to his slit, he shouted, "I'm cumming!" Tasting him excited me.