A few days later, Krysta sent Emmanuel a message asking him if he had any time to come over to chat. Not the sort of person to avoid conflict when it was inevitable, Emmanuel fired off a quick message to let her know he was on his way and carried his bike down to street level. Krysta came to open the door when she saw him locking up his bike outside and let him come in to sit on the couch. He couldn't see Chuck anywhere but it didn't mean he wasn't there at the house somewhere.
"I'll start by saying I had Chuck order and pay for the tuxes for you and River based on what was left in your dressing rooms," Krysta commented, acting like tuxedos was really all they were chatting about then by how casually she said it. "I figured having that expense off your shoulders would be a good thing for you, at least. River could pay for the whole grooms' side if he wanted to, but it's the thought that counts."
Emmanuel smiled wolfishly, "I'm not sure having Chuck pick up the tab for tuxes we likely won't get the chance to wear is necessary, but I appreciate the thought. I assume we're no longer welcome on the groom's side."
Krysta gave a roll of her eyes at that. "Chuck is upset, but he's not stupid. I told him I would talk to you and we could work on mending the relationships but I was not going to be okay with him making decisions to kick anyone out right this minute. So I guess we should talk about the bruised elephant in the room. I take it the relationship you and River have isn't romantic then, but BDSM related?"
Emmanuel's eyes twinkled a little at that. "Quite an assumption, dear sister. You know I'm demiromantic. Things started off in the Dungeon, yes, but they seem to be progressing toward something more," he answered.
Krysta looked thoughtful at that. "It wasn't just my assumption. Chuck was thinking so too since you didn't seem overly worried about trying to help River in that situation. That's good though because I think Chuck will be less worried if you actually feel something for River. He's a little clueless about non-vanilla relationships, but mostly he wants his friend to be happy and safe with a partner who can actually love him."
Emmanuel considered that, and offered a bit of explanation. "Your concern for River is admirable. He is quite safe with me, and his participation is consensual. You know my past with relationships enough to know that love is a soft limit for me; one that I'm cautious of for good reason. As to his scuffle with Chuck at the fitting, there is a bit of backstory involved plus I tend not to intercede in partners' outside affairs unless invited or directly involved in situ."
"You don't think them fighting about you involves you in the situation?" Krysta asked him.
"They weren't fighting about me. They were fighting about Chuck's lack of respect for River's clearly stated boundaries and willingness to publicize River's secrets for clout. I was simply a bystander like everyone else. Chuck wisely didn't even look in my direction while the whole thing went down," Emmanuel answered.
Krysta looked at him curiously. "What would you have done if he had?"
Emmanuel smiled wickedly, "Involve myself," he said simply.
Krysta shook her head at her brother. "I should expect nothing else but that. Does River know that love is a limit for you? That you try hard not to go that route?"
Emmanuel considered claiming privileged information on that but thought better of it. "We've not come across that subject yet. We may never need to. So far the relationship began as strictly sceneplay and has evolved to a more established dynamic wherein he has expressed an interest in making more long-term. I've been honest and forthcoming with him from the beginning."
"So, maybe he'll make this long term thing with you and then be free to find love with someone else then?" Krysta asked him. "I know you've done the polyamory thing before."
Emmanuel spread his hands in a gesture Krysta well knew and hated. "Who knows what the future may bring? I only offer to cage those who wish to be."
Krysta sighed but decided to leave it alone. She asked him some questions about what scenes tended to be like, just so she could be educated about what her brother was doing. After a little bit, the door opened and Chuck came into the house. He stopped at the threshold when he saw that Emmanuel was there, but then he seemed to recover and walked in and shut the door behind him.
Chuck came over and kissed Krysta hello and then turned and looked at his future brother-in-law. "Emmanuel. Nice to see you."
Emmanuel nodded respectfully but reservedly. "Chuck," he responded.
Krysta looked up at Chuck expectantly, and Chuck gave a sigh before he sat down on the couch next to her. "I owe you an apology. I shouldn't have gotten into yours and River's business, and especially shouldn't have made it public. I'm sorry."
Emmanuel nodded as if he expected nothing less. "Apology accepted, though truly River is the one to whom an apology is most owed. He was most affected and moreover feels that he's lost a long-time friend."
Chuck had the decency to look ashamed of that. He swallowed hard and nodded his head. "I know. I sent him a text but he hasn't answered me so far. The apology should really be in person but I may need to wait until he's ready to talk."
Emmanuel nodded noncommittally, glancing at his sister to try to assess her reactions to what her husband-to-be had to say. Krysta rubbed Chuck's leg lovingly and said, "I'm sure he'll answer soon, but maybe tell him you want to offer an apology and pay for lunch or something. River adores you, so I don't think he'll stay mad forever."
"I hope not," Chuck replied. "We've been inseparable since college, and I don't want to lose him. Especially not this way. I've never seen him so angry before, other than one time in college..."
When Krysta saw the curious look on Emmanuel's face, she told him, "River and his friends were attacked in college. It was a gay bashing. One of his other friends was the one targeted, but another one jumped in front and got hit by a baseball bat in the leg twice before anyone could stop the guy. River didn't get hurt but..."
Emmanuel shook his head woefully. "That sounds terrible. I'm sure River found a way to blame himself for not taking the hit for his friend."
"He did," Chuck confirmed. "And so he used a lot of his anger at the situation to demand consequences from the university with Trev's aunt. I'll never forget the way his eyes looked when he told me he'd never speak to me again if I stood on my fellow footballer's side. He said if I chose teammates who would attack my gay friends over those gay friends, then I didn't deserve to have any queer friends."
Emmanuel nodded his agreement with that statement. "He has quite a way with words."
"Yeah, he does," Chuck agreed, with a wistful smile on his face while thinking about his friend. "And he's really smart and thoughtful. Which is why my behavior was unfair to him. I got worked up. I was worried you hurt him and might do worse damage to him, mostly emotionally."
Emmanuel considered his next words carefully. He didn't want to alienate Chuck but there were some things that needed to be said. "Take this with a grain of salt, Chuck, but you really should consider trying to develop some self-awareness. Maybe ask River about his perspective and actually listen to what he has to say. Put your privilege aside for one conversation and just try to imagine what it must be like for someone like River."
"Someone like River?" Chuck asked for clarification.
The look on Emmanuel's face was one of extreme patience that was beginning to wear thin. "A gay man in sports, a gay man in forensic science, a man who survived being attacked while out with his friends simply because they dared to be gay and out about it. Even I don't fully grasp what River has experienced in his lifetime and I'm bisexual. I can hide my orientation to pass as 'normal' in our shitty society if I choose to. I'm not asking you to do all this in a vacuum; ask River, but listen to him."
Chuck looked thoughtful for a moment before he finally nodded his head. "Yeah, you're right. I'll do that. Thank you."
Emmanuel stood and thanked his sister for the invitation to visit and made his exit. He felt that he had given them both quite a bit to think about.
River, meanwhile, had seen the text from Chuck and had promptly ignored it to focus on school. He was so close to finishing up; he had been working hard on his classes and dissertation, and was coming up on when he would have to defend it. He couldn't let his fight with Chuck make him forget what was important.
He went to work with the same mindset. It was late at night, in what was deemed as quiet time, when the buzzer sounded for transport. River got up and went over to check the cameras, happy to see that it was Rufus and Emmanuel. River pressed the button to let them in and then went to check on who he knew he had to send with them that night.
They were going through their normal routine when there came another buzz, but this one from the front. River furrowed his eyebrows and asked them to hold on a moment while he went over to check the cameras.
River pressed a button and then said, "Can I help you?"
The man on the screen for that camera held up his badge. "My name is Detective Park. Can you let me in?"