Back in my dorm room I stored my items and sat at my desk and reflected on the day's events.
I decided to take a walk around the campus and organize my thoughts.
It struck me funny as I watched my fellow freshmen scurry about, each holding the campus map, trying to figure where each classroom, laboratory building, library, dining hall were.
I walked for about an hour, noting building names and distances from and to each one.
I carried no books so I guess everyone figured I knew what I was doing as I got asked a number of times where such-and-such building was.
I thought this could be an interesting psychology experiment. I chuckled to myself and a wry smile crossed my face.
How was it that I was so easily talked into sucking another cock?
I thought that would all be behind me when my father lost his job and we moved to a new town a good number of miles away.
I was wrong.
How was it that the memories of those I blew regularly came gently, and not completely unbidden, to mind?
Regularly? Hah! A better adjective would be constantly....constantly as in every day!
Sometime just one...or two...sometimes all of them... sometimes one or more of them would want me to blow them more than once.
I usually obliged.
I found the student union cafeteria, ordered a coffee, black, straight up...shaken...not stirred...
I found a seat and sat down. With all the people there one would have thought the noise would be deafening. I heard nothing...nothing but my mind asking the same question over and over...why?
For that I had no answer.
A few days later regular classes started. Sometimes some of us would gather at the student union cafeteria for coffee and discuss some class topic or another. A good way to meet new friends. I always enjoyed the discussions...the different takes on things...the give-and-takes.
On my way back to my dorm I stopped by the campus post office to check my mail. There were a couple of envelopes in my box. One was a computer printout of my schedule, a letter from my mother, and an envelope with a local return address that I didn't recognize.
I opened the strange envelope. It was from the man that had given me a ride a few days earlier. He was inviting me to have coffee with him the coming Friday at his house. He would pick me up at 10AM in the commuter parking lot. As I had no Friday classes I called him at the phone number he listed and said I'd be happy to have coffee with him.
Friday rolled around and I walked to the commuter lot. Exactly at 10 o'clock the blue sedan pulled in. I walked over, opened the passenger side door and got in.
We exchanged pleasantries and we drove off. As we drove we indulged in a bit of small talk...nothing of any consequences. Ten minutes later we arrived at his house. A decent sized two-story brick dwelling...Georgian style I guessed.
The inside was tastefully furnished in keeping with the exterior. I complimented him on his style. He walked me to a large and well-equipped kitchen. He poured us each a cup of coffee...good coffee...much, much better that the cafeteria stuff.