Thank you so much for reading my first written submission! I've wanted to write erotica for years now but I've never really had the courage or the time to get started, until now! I realize I may have some work to do and I would gladly accept any advice or future story requests that you may have!
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I had always considered myself straight. I'd had a few girlfriends ranging back from high school and throughout my early college years, and it wasn't until my sophomore year of college that I started to get some more primal desires.
At one point I began to find myself really addicted to BBC porn, even envisioning what it would be like to be one of those submissive sluts begging to be fucked by a big black cock, or even a group of them. I began to wonder what it would feel like to have those big strong hands running across my body, grasping at my thighs ass. I finally started to experiment with toys, starting with a small plug and a couple of small dildos I bought online, I was way too afraid to even consider venturing into an adult bookstore or one of those stores where they sold sex toys and lingerie.
As time passed I began experimenting with panties, thigh-high stockings and even high heels, shaving my body and admiring how I looked in the mirror. Eventually I had the nerve to post a few of my pictures in the personals section of craigslist to see what kind of reaction I could get out of other men. I'll admit I was one hell of a cock-tease, I didn't have the balls to actually go through with any sort of meetup but I absolutely loved the attention I was getting.
One day I received a message from a guy named Tony, who claimed to be some sort of a dom or trainer for submissive white bottoms. Talking to Tony turned me on so fucking much, I still had never been with a man at that point, and really had no experience outside of playing with my own toys and messaging guys online, but the thought of Tony and his huge black cock really sparked something in me. I was actually considering doing this! I messaged Tony for a few days, sending pictures back and forth and talking about what we would do if we met up. Tony was really into the idea of fucking a slutty little crossdresser, and the idea of getting dressed up for him was driving me wild.
I ordered a sexy black thong, some red fishnet stockings, and some dark red 4" heels which I found to be incredibly sexy. The idea was that I would book a room at a motel a few miles outside of my college town and I would get myself all dressed and set up with a few of my toys before he arrived. I was still incredibly nervous about actually going through with it, but my desires were getting the best of me. I was actually going to do it.