I'm 41 years old and I'm a 5'8" bear type, bearded white guy. Been bicurious all my life and even though I've been around many gay and bi guys in my life, I never had the courage to pursue said curiosity. I think a lot of it was that I never found any if them attractive in the slightest.. ya see it's rare that I find a man attractive but I've always been fascinated by dicks. Whenever I've seen one I've been hard pressed to not stare and gawk and make a spectacle of myself but i had rarely seen one in person except when I was in the military and at boot camp and occasionally in the subsequent years we we required to shower as a unit, which was maddening because that's the last place one wants to be caught checking out dicks, right? So I didn't...
Shortly after my EAS I was home and horny and I went to the porn shop and while looking for something to watch I saw a box cover with an image of a perfect white woman riding a black man and my brain tripped and I needed to see that movie...
So with my preexisting fixation for cock, I was now curious about BBC... never did anything about it...
Until yesterday...
Now i'm skipping through a failed marriage and a long time..
Now I'm on my 2nd marriage and it's great. Everything is better and our sex life is amazing...
But lately the fact that I let all those years go by without doing something about this urge has just been getting to me. I broke down the other night and looked up hookup sites and found myself placing an ad looking for BBC. My ad was answered yesterday by an enormous black man. Enormous as in 6'3" and 350ls of solid muscle... as I said, I don't find men attractive per se but when I saw his pic my knees went weak and literally gulped...
then he sent dick pics...
I immediately became so horny...
I wasn't able to get out yesterday but today we found time and when I met him i was so nervous as I didn't know what to expect. He turned out to be very nice and respectful, which was a big deal to me. We ended up having to leave the spot we chose because there were people there.
When we were confident we were alone and safe, he leaned his seat back and unzipped his pants and pulled out his beautiful limp black dick... it was so thick, even soft... this was the first time I have ever been this close to a dick... the wonder and awe racing through my mind at that point had my head spinning... MY VERY FIRST DICK IS A BBC!!!
omfg are you fucking kidding me right now?!??