Farmer Joe finds himself forced to live with his daughter and her boyfriend, Blake, for the entire Fall. The redneck hates being stuck in a small apartment in the city, but he has a secret. Joe and Blake have begun a relationship last Summer... Living once again in such close proximity, things could get steamy... and complicated.
A FALL IN THE CITY
Chapter 22: Spaghetti and Meatballs
I was ready for round two but Blake seemed in a mood for eating actual food. My male juice was not entirely sufficient to fill his stomach.
It was a shame but I guess I could wait thirty more minutes before fucking his sweet peachy ass.
That would make a perfect desert in fact.
"Spaghetti and meatballs." I announced.
"I'm starving."
Blake was sliding his pants back on after our foreplay-gone-wild.
"What do you think you're doing, boy?"
"What?"
"No clothes in Joe's household. You know how I roll!" I smirked at him.
He seemed to think about it for a second and then, instead of buttoning up his jeans, he actually took them off altogether with his boxer briefs.
I liked it much better that way. His cock and balls hanging out, his v-line on full display, his perky nipples complimenting his amazing pecs pointing upwards.
The boy was excited.
Even if he had wanted to, Blake could not put his tank-top back on anyway since I had torn it apart earlier.
Thinking of which, I was started to get used to ripping this sort of clothes apart.
Oopsie.
I was already stark naked myself as I attended the kitchen to finish cooking my signature meal.
"It's not really your household though." Blake noted.
"Fair enough. Although, your good friend, the rightful owner of this place, has agreed to let me stay in, so this is my home for now."
Blake chuckled.
"You're not calling Zaid my boyfriend anymore?"
"You told me he wasn't... Is he?"
I could see at his face that Blake wanted to toy with me.
I was not sure that I liked that. I had encountered some difficulties reading his reactions lately.
Blake had changed in the couple of months we had spent apart.
"He's not. We're just friends, and I might be moving out of the dorm soon."
"Why?"
"I don't think it's very healthy to live with someone who might expect something more."
Funny, it was almost exactly how I felt about Sergio and the reason why I had not moved with him.
"I get it. It's tough."
"What is?"
"Navigating life and relationships."
"Clearly, you should know..."
I poured some tomato sauce in the dish and I spilled some on my chest by accident.
"Yeah, I'm not the best at relationships." I admitted.
That was quite the euphemism but Blake did not explore the topic any further.
He dipped his index finger in the sauce dripping on my left pec, picked some which was glued in my thick hair, and licked his finger off flirtatiously.
He was outrageously sexy.
"Do you need help with that?" He asked.
I scanned his naked body from head to toes.
"I have several ideas in mind..."
"With cooking, I mean."
"Nah, you're the guest here. Go sit, I'll bring everything to you."
He looked down at my semi-hard cock.
Please, as you read this story, bear in mind that a semi on me is much bigger than a full hard-on for 90% of the men populating this Earth.
I was an old selfish folk but Blake was not drooling over my cock for nothing.
"Yes, you'll feed me all right." Blake replied cheekily, leaving the kitchen.
His bare bum was bouncing in the door-frame.
The college kid was playing with my nerves and with my libido.
Five minutes later, we were sitting at the table together, enjoying our meal while drinking some red wine.
I had taken the nice bottle from Fran's personal collection, I assumed that she would not mind. It was for a good cause; I was attempting to turn this dinner into a proper date.
I got fully hard just watching Blake slurping on his spaghetti.
His mouth was all red with tomato sauce, he looked gorgeous.
"How is college life going for you?"
"Okay."
"Just okay?"
"I'm trying not to say terrible or awful. You know that I don't care about university. I still have no idea what I'll do if and when I'll graduate."
"Come on, pal. You have one semester left; it'll nearly be over. You'll graduate for sure."
"No need to go all fatherly on me, Joe."
"Yeah, sorry, you prefer when I'm daddy rather than fatherly."
He laughed and let go of one of the meat balls from his fork.
"That was a dumb pun." He bit into his ball. His meatball, I mean. "You didn't go to college and you're doing just fine."
"Just fine? The single thing I own burnt down three months ago."
"No need to remind me... I was there. And we all know why that happened."
I talked more seriously.
"Yes, because of me."
"Liv did it."
"Let straight this thing up once and for all. Olivia caught her father fucking the boyfriend whom she thought she would marry one day. Come on, Blake, you know that what we did was fucking wrong."
He was no longer laughing, nor smiling.
I guess it was time for the serious talk after all.
However, for once, I was not dreaded it. I wanted to have this conversation, for my own peace of mind, I needed to clarify things.
"After all this time, you still think that what we did was wrong. That's interesting..."
Blake looked disappointed, or just annoyed.
"Yes, I do."
"Pfff..." He pushed his plate away angrily. "Why did you fuck me again at the hospital, then? Eh? Why did you invite me over tonight if I'm so wrong for you? If I'm such a mistake?"
"Having sex this Summer, behind Olivia's back was wrong, but Blakey, I have never ever said that you were a mistake. You... You're the opposite of a mistake."
"What's that even supposed to mean?"
"You know what I mean."
He stood up.
"No, I don't. Joe, I fucking don't. Who would ever know what the hell you're thinking?!"
"I care about you!"
I did not mean to raise my voice and I tried to collect myself.
"Really? Because it doesn't seem like it."
"I've tried to give you a chance with Olivia. I sacrificed myself for the both of you."
"A sacrifice? Come on! You were just freeing your time to fuck more college boys and baristas."
"As if you're so loyal yourself. You were willing to get engaged to my daughter when we were still fucking, and then, with Zaid..."
"What, with Zaid?! God damn it, Joe. You're getting it all wrong! I've never been with Zaid. I didn't sleep with him, but you know what... You did! Literally! You're the one who fucked one of my best friends!"
"It's not what you think..."
"Please. Blaming me for living with Zaid when you banged him the first chance you've got, that's just rich."
"I'm not blaming you for anything and I... You know, it's more complicated than this."
"It really is not. You're the one who's been getting boyfriends and hookups all over the place! You're the one who didn't want to tell everything to Liv when I asked you to, last Summer! You seduced me and then, you rejected me. You're hot and then you're cold. You're the one who broke up with me like I was an old piece of tissue after making me fall in love you! You're the one who never answered my text when I wrote to you after the break-up!"
I was stunned.
He had laid it all there.
My hypocrisy, my faults, my wrongs, his suffering.
He was right about everything. I had misread so many things. In short, I had been a proper asshole.
But above all, a few very specific words felt like a bomb dropping on my heart.
"Wait... What did you say? You... You fell in love with me?"
"What now?"
"You've just said it. I've made you fall in love with me. Is it... Is it true?"
"Are you serious, Joe? How could you not see that I've been in love with you for months! You think I wanted to throw all my life away?! You think I wanted any of this?! I had an amazing girlfriend, every single one of my mates would have killed to have her. We had a bright future before us. Why else, if not love, would have I turned my entire life around?!"
I felt like a complete idiot.
For some reason, I had assumed that Blake was certainly fucking with Zaid, and if it was not Zaid, that he was fooling around with somebody else.
I knew there was this undeniable attraction between us. I knew that it had grown during the Summer. I knew that Blake had wanted to take it to the next level at some point.
Yet, I had not seriously considered that he could be thinking about me, still, months later.
The 40+ redneck from Utah.
I drank another glass of wine.
I needed it.
"I didn't mean to hurt you, Blake. I'm sorry."
"I don't care about your apologies; I just need to know. What do you want from me? Am I alone in this relationship? Should I just move on? Because for now, I'm freaking stuck."
"You're not alone in this."
I walked towards him and I held his hand. He was on the verge of tears. Emotions were running high.
"Joe, don't play games with me. I... I'm fine if this is just sexual, I'm fine if it's nothing at all. But I... I just need to know where you stand. I cannot deal with the back-and-forth anymore."
I stared in his brown eyes.
His face had softened up.
"I think we're like spaghetti and meatballs." I eventually spoke.
"Great... That's supposed to make me feel better?"
"Listen to me. Like spaghetti and meatballs, we could work individually or be paired with many other ingredients. But there's just something magical happening when the two are paired together."
He smiled and even blushed a little.
It was silly, I am aware, but I was proud of my stupid analogy.
It came to me on the spot but I believed that it was very true. Blake and I were, in many ways, a perfect match.
"I'm confused though. Am I the spaghetti or the meatballs in this scenario?" He asked.
I burst out laughing.
"I'm not too sure. I haven't thought it that far."
"For real, though... Joe, what do you want?"
I grabbed his gorgeous face tenderly.
"I want you. And the only reason I have been rejecting you and fucking other dudes is because I was trying so hard not to want you. I wish there could be a switch to make me stop feeling the way that I do, but there's none."
"Why would you want to switch us off?"
"Because of Liv, because of your age, because I know that I don't deserve you!"
"What are you talking about? Who deserves anyone in this world? You said it yourself, there's no switch. It's not like I can un-love you!" Blake replied, tearing up.
I caressed his cheek.
"I cannot un-love you either."