This is a single scene from a longer story that I hope to eventually submit. I welcome any and all comments.
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I couldn't believe the opportunity that had presented itself. The object of my lust and desire for the past four years was lying completely naked below me, mere inches away. His name was Tristan. I had first seen him when he was 14 and just entering high school. I was enslaved by his beauty and boyish charm from the moment I saw him. He was the son of a colleague at the high school where I taught and attended the school for the next four years. During that time, I had him in class so I had the opportunity to watch him grow into an attractive young man, although I thought I would be driven insane by temptation from being so near to him.
I'll be 30 this year,
I kept telling myself.
He's already 18 and has entered college, so there's nothing wrong with this. He's an adult who can make his own decisions.
Before me lay the beautiful boy whom I had coveted for the past four years. His body was more amazing than I had even imagined. Standing five feet tall, he was still a full head shorter than myself, but his body was slender and trim. His chest was well defined, accented by the short silver chain he wore around his neck, while his stomach was flat and hard. With his hands raised above his head, I could see that he had strong arms and his body was covered in a very light tan. With one hand I held his wrists above his head and my other hand had snaked behind his back and was cradling his neck. I leaned forward to whisper into his ear.
"Are you afraid?" I asked.
"No!"
He sounds so childish right now,
I thought to myself, grinning inside. "Are you ashamed?"
"Of course!"
Even his voice cracked.
"Do you want me to stop?" He didn't respond. Out of the corner of my eye I noticed a single tear trickling down his cheek. I stopped it with my lips before it reached his ear, causing him to jerk his head slightly in surprise. "You don't need to worry, I promise to take care of you." I imagined him relaxing a little in my arms at this. Allowing my cheek to brush against his, I moved my head so I could see his face. I could see fear, shame, and uncertainty written in his expression. His eyes were open, but were averted to the side. Closing my eyes, I nestled my nose against his and rested my forehead on his. Whispering with our lips only inches apart, I repeated, "I promise to take care of you." I imagined him relaxing ever so slightly again. Raising my head, I opened my eyes to see him looking me in the face now. The fear was gone, but the shame and uncertainty remained. I couldn't help but smile a little.
I rested my cheek against his once more and whispered into his ear, "Do you want to continue?" I held my breath waiting for his response. My heart began racing with anticipation. The excitement in my mind was slowly being replaced with doubt as that moment drew on. Just when I thought I couldn't hold my breath in any longer I felt a slight movement against my cheek.
What's this? He nodded yes!
I released my breath with an audible sigh of relief. I realized how tightly I was holding him to my body and relaxed my grip. He seemed more relaxed now too.
The bastard gave all his anxiety to me,
I thought to myself with a little smirk.
Raising my head again, I looked into the face of my lover. His expression was unreadable, although I saw an unmistakably pleading look in his eyes.
I will make you mine now,
I thought as I leaned into him for a kiss. I felt his body melt in my hands and he timidly reached around to place his hands on my shoulder and back. With my left hand I pulled his back away from the bed and his chest against mine, at the same time forcing his head back with my kiss, causing his body to arch beneath mine. With his hardened cock pressed into my stomach leading me on, I traced his lips with my tongue, causing a tremor throughout his body with each movement.
Just as my passion was reaching a peak, he pulled his lips away and relaxed his body. Sliding his arms under my chest, my fear and confusion evaporated as he reached up and gently pushed down on my shoulders with his hands. Though he wouldn't meet my eyes, I grinned at him gave him a kiss on he chin before working my way down his neck and chest again. When I reached his stomach, his cock brushing my neck and the underside of my chin, I felt him remove his arms from my shoulders. I took his hands in mine and guided them back, "Leave them here." His fingers were trembling but he gave a slight nod.
Returning my attention to the erection that was resting against my face, I began kissing and sucking at his cock. I kissed my way down the left side, licking and sucking as I went. Then, placing the tip of my tongue against his sack, I swept my tongue up the underside of his cock, pausing at the top and bringing my lips forward to kiss the tip of his head. I then kissed around the base of the head, flitting my tongue along the ridge where the head met the shaft. While I made my administrations, I could feel his mood changing. Tristan let out a few muffled grunts through clenched teeth. Slowly, the shaking in his fingers lessened and he began exploring my body with them. He ran them across my shoulders and the nape of my neck. Then, cupping the side of my head in his palm he passed his fingers through my hair. This sensation and acceptance urged me onward.
After continuing like this for a short time, I detached my lips from his skin and gazed up the length of his body to see his face. His chest rose and fell as he breathed deeply and his face was knotted with ecstasy. "Tristan, open your eyes," I said. His expression relaxed as he did so and he gazed down at me through half-lidded eyes, his cheeks flushed a bright red. I smiled back at him from behind his cock. Seeing my expression, he jerked his head to the side and knotted his face into a grimace again.