A week had passed since Chris had sucked off James, and neither had even acknowledged the night even happened. They didn't speak to each other at all the day after, but the following day Chris was back to normal, acting like nothing had happened, and James had followed suit.
Despite this, James did notice that Chris was a bit off a couple of times, but not in a way he could identify. He had asked him if something was wrong, but Chris just looked confused, as if he didn't understand why he would be asked such a question. James put the matter to rest, as well as the blowjob, accepting that it was a one-and-done, never speak of it affair. Until the next Saturday.
James planned to go out to town, but he missed the bus off campus, so he slowly trudged back to his dorm room. By instinct, he slid a key into the slot and unlocked it, only then realising how odd it was that Chris would lock the room when he was in it. Pushing open the door, he saw Chris sitting at his desk, watching his computer.
Chris jumped at the noise and spun around, an earphone in one ear, the other dangling from a cord. He slammed the laptop shut, but not before James saw what was on the screen: a closeup of a rock hard erection, being expertly fellated by another man. The fear in Chris' eyes was like that of a man about to be shot. "What are you doing home?" He blurted out.
"I missed the bus."
Chris nodded, his head bobbing too fast and too small to be natural. "Oh, that's cool. So um, what are you-"
He was cut off by James speaking over him. "You don't have to hide that stuff man, I'm not gonna judge you."
Chris' eyes went wide for a moment, apparently deciding if he would choose denial or acceptance. He went with acceptance. "You...you won't?"
James shrugged. "Mate, you gave me the best head I've ever had, and I'm pretty sure your dick was harder than mine. Makes sense you'd watch this stuff."
Chris looked down, embarrassed. "I'm...I'm not gay though. I don't think guys are hot. I just...I don't know. I just liked it and I don't know why. And watching it is the same. I don't like watching when they kiss, but when they...the blowjobs." His face was crimson. Then he looked up. "The best you've ever had?" He asked, surprised.
James shrugged and nodded, a little embarrassed himself now. "Well...yeah. If I'm gonna be honest, it started out pretty bad, but once you got into it...holy fuck dude. If I could have any woman who sucked like that, I'd marry her."
"A guy doing it doesn't weird you out?" Chris asked, with an interesting look on his face.
"I mean, yeah. At first anyway. When it got good I didn't care. When I say best ever, I mean it. And...to be honest, when we didn't talk about it, I thought we were just gonna pretend it never happened, and I got a bit bummed."
Chris' mouth adopted the faintest smile, seemingly finding this amusing. "Why, did you want me to do it again?"
James was now as embarrassed as Chris was before. "Oh, no. I mean, I dunno, yeah? But, you know, it was..." his incoherent babbling trailed off into silence.
Chris looked down. "I want to" he said quietly.
James couldn't believe what he heard. "You want to? What, you want to suck me off again?"
Chris shrugged, then nodded slightly. "If you want to."
"What, like...now? Cos, I mean. Yeah."
The combined nervousness of the two was bringing time to a standstill. Both wanted it, both had admitted to wanting it...but who would take the first step to making it actually happen?
Chris would. He slowly lowered himself to his knees in front of James, and tugged at his pant legs, pulling them down. James' briefs immediately tented, his cock already on its way upward. A finger from each hand in the waistband, and the underwear was with his pants on the floor.
James was completely silent except for his breathing as he looked down at Chris, who unlike last time, did not hesitate. He opened his mouth, leaned forward, and enveloped James' cock. Also unlike last time, it was immediate bliss.
Chris' tongue swirled around, his lips wetly gliding over the head and along the shaft, then backwards, only to repeat the pattern. James couldn't believe he was here again, but he was more than happy that he was. He breath jumped when he felt fingers running up the back of his bare legs, the gentle tickling accentuating the heavenly sucking.
It was only a few minutes into it, much quicker than last time, when he felt the telltale signs. "I'm gonna cum soon" he warned in a hoarse voice, the pleasure overriding his ability to speak properly. Chris continued as if nothing had been said, not even slightly changing his technique. Seconds later, James groaned as Chris made him orgasm, cum shooting into his mouth. Just like last time, Chris didn't spill a drop.
After emptying his balls down his friend's throat, his legs started to weaken, so he sat down on the bed to catch his breath. Without a word, Chris got up and went into the bathroom. Only a few seconds later, James heard the telltale sounds of a man masturbating. Then only a few seconds after that, the audible grunt of a man cumming. Sucking a dick had made Chris so horny that he was able to jerk off in under a minute.
After exiting the bathroom, Chris looked at James with post-orgasm shame. "Please don't tell anyone about this. I don't know why I like it so much"
James shook his head. "I swear, I'm never telling anyone. We could fuck and I'm not telling anyone." He realised what he'd accidentally implied the moment he said it. And awkward silence was broken by Chris. "Well, I'm gonna play the Xbox. Wanna join?"
"Sure"
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In the following week, James got another two blowjobs. Both were followed by Chris immediately masturbating in the bathroom after. They hadn't spoken about James returning the favour, but as he'd never offered and Chris had never asked, it was an unspoken acceptance that this was a one way street, and Chris seemed fine with it.
The week after that, it was four blowjobs. Each one was less awkward than the last, until it got to the point where it was simply "how bout it?", and the other would nod. Although as much as he enjoyed it, for some reason that James couldn't identify, it always felt like something was missing. He only wished he knew what it was.
Thursday night study finished with a sigh from both. A look at the clock said 10pm, and a look from James got a nod from Chris. Taking his pants off, James sat on the edge of the bed and waited. Chris looked a bit sheepish. "Do you...would you mind if I did it naked?"