I considered telling my boyfriend about my afternoon at the neighbors, but I decided to keep my secret to myself. For one, I was feeling a slight hangover after Andi dosed me with some liquid courage. And second, I am a little embarrassed. I'm afraid he will ask me if I liked it, and I'm afraid to admit it to myself, as well as him. I liked it A LOT!
Having a woman's mouth on your body, is different than having a man's mouth on it. Andi was so gentle, and every touch felt more like a caress. When my boyfriend has his mouth on me, it feels...I don't know.... eager? rushed? aggressive? I just know it doesn't feel the same.
As I lay in bed that night, I went over the entire events of the afternoon. Thinking about how good Andi's mouth felt on my breast, but mostly about how good it felt on my pussy. DAMN, it was so good. I don't think I've EVER had an orgasm that good from oral sex. But then, I got to thinking...She gave me so much pleasure. She got nothing in return. Could I? Could I bring myself to licking another woman in her most intimate and sensitive area? Would I be any good at it? Would I be able to bring her as much pleasure as she brought me?
My stomach knots and feels nervous at the thought. But should I have reciprocated? Or, at least offered? Now, I feel guilt. Great! But that same question starts nagging at me again....Could I possibly even think about licking a pussy?
With all of the questions and guilt in my mind, I tossed and turned all night long. Sleep was not my friend this time.
When I woke up, I took a shower and put on my bikini. It was going to be hot today, and I wanted to work on my tan. Andi and her husband both had deep dark tans, and I was envious of their attractive color. Besides, I didn't feel like doing much of anything today, and the boyfriend was at work. Today is going to be a day for being lazy and laying in the sun.
Laying on my lounge chair, an hour or so had gone by, and the day was heating up quickly. I sat up and grabbed my tanning oil and started applying it liberally to my legs. As i'm rubbing it into my skin, I hear a "hello?" I cover my eyes with my hand as I looked around. Standing at the gate, is Andi. Instantly, my stomach does a little flip, and my pussy pulsates at her presence. What is wrong with me? I've never been affected by a woman, in my life. But Andi seems to have changed all of that.
I motion for her to come through the gate. She walks through, and I can only hope that I'm not drooling at the mouth. She's wearing one of those crocheted bikinis. You know, the kind that barely covers anything? Her tits are firm and large. And her legs are long and sexy. She has 2 Margarita's in her hands. I smile and tell her, "Oh no, I can't take another hangover like I had last night." She smiles and says, "well, maybe today, I won't have to give you the courage to let me explore that sexy body of yours.", waggling her eyebrows for effect. I just laugh, as if she is teasing and not serious. But the look in her eyes, says something entirely different.
I take the Margarita from her, and take a sip. Thankful for the cool liquid. I continue to rub lotion into my legs as Andi takes the lounge next to me. Then, I lotion my arms, then my stomach, then my face, lying back to let Mother Nature take over.
After about another hour, and one Margarita down, Andi gets up to make us each another glass. When she returns, she tells me, "You're starting to get red, you should probably flip over and let your back get some color. Here, flip over, and I'll put some lotion on your back for you." So, I flip over on the lounge. Andi proceeds to untie my bikini top before she starts rubbing the oil into my back. Having my back rubbed feels really good, and I let out a deep and long moan. Andi giggles quietly to herself. "What?", I ask. She answers me with, "Thats what you sounded like yesterday. When you were moaning when I was licking your pussy."
I can feel the flush red, creeping from my neck up into my face. Feeling uneasy about letting myself enjoy the touch of a beautiful woman.
Andi must see my embarrassment as well, because she tells me, "Why are you embarrassed that you enjoyed having your body worshiped? Why feel bad, because you let yourself enjoy your sexuality? People have been having Orgy's, men have been sucking each other's dicks, and woman have been licking each other's pussys, for 1000's of years. There is absolutely no reason for you to feel embarrassed or ashamed of what we shared yesterday!"