Author's Notes:
All characters are at least 18 years old, except where stated otherwise.
Jake, Amy and their schoolmates are preparing to take their A level exams in late May and early June, before they go on to university in September or October. In this chapter, Jake also mentions GCSEs, which are exams taken by 16-year-olds in England.
Please note that this chapter starts immediately after the previous one ends.
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"No, that car has definitely been here all night," a female voice was saying. "The driveway's dry underneath. And her bedroom curtains are still closed. I'll go up and see her. You get the boys a drink and I might need a cup of tea after this!"
Young, excited footsteps were running down the hallway towards the kitchen. The door opened and two identical fair-haired boys, about eight years old burst through.
"Who are you?" asked the first, loudly.
"What are you doing in our house?" asked the second.
A tall, thin man, in his early fifties perhaps, followed behind them. "Oh hello," he said, startled by my presence at the kitchen table.
He ducked back out of sight into the hallway and called, "Jenny, there's a boy in here!"
Heavy footsteps ran down the stairs and along the hallway. A woman with long blonde hair, rushed into the kitchen, breathless. The four of them stared at me in disbelief.
"I er, um, I'm er Jake," I said, my throat dry and my hands clammy. "I'm er, a er, friend of Amy's."
Footsteps again on the stairs, racing downwards. Amy appeared at the kitchen door, out of breath, still in her pyjamas, her long, dark hair a tangle of curls.
"Mum, Rob, you're back, so early. I wasn't expecting you!"
"So I see," her mother answered wryly. "We've just met Jake. I think you have some explaining to do and this needs to be a very good explanation, young lady."
"Can we talk, just the two of us?" Amy said. She was obviously nervous, but trying hard to appear calm. She looked at the man. "Please don't make him go, I need to talk to him too."
The man smiled at her and made to respond, but her mother cut him off. "Jake will still be here when we've talked. I promise."
The two disappeared down the hallway and I heard the sound of the sitting room door shutting.
"I'm Rob, by the way." The man offered his hand to me, and I stood to shake it. "I'm Amy's step-dad and these are Ben and Tom," he said, indicating the two children, who had shrunk back away from me, a little shy.
"Boys, can you sit down at the table please, and I'll bring you some juice?"
One of the boys (perhaps slightly taller than the other, I wasn't sure, they looked so similar), pointed at me "But he's sitting in my seat," he said.
"It's OK, I can move," I said.
"Oh Ben," said Rob, slightly irritated. "You can sit next to him. Sit in my place!"
The boys took their seats at the pine table, Ben next to me and the other twin, Tom, opposite him.
"What are you doing?" asked Tom.
"I'm trying to work out how the Egyptians built their pyramids," I said.
"Are you an archaeo- archaeojologist?" he enquired.
"No," I chuckled. "This is for my maths exam. It's one of the questions I have to answer. I have to work out how many Egyptian slaves were needed to move a big block of stone."
Tom looked at me and then at my maths notes spread in front of me, before deciding that my work looked too dull to be worthy of further consideration.
Rob brought over two tall glasses of juice, setting them down between the two boys.
Ben had been staring at my calculator. "We're not allowed to use calculators at school," he said disapprovingly. "We have to do all our sums in our heads."
"Well I try to do my sums in my head," I said, "but for this question I need to do some trigonometry and I need the calculator to help me."
"Oh" said Ben, sounding distinctly unimpressed. Both boys turned their attention to their drinks, slurping noisily.
"Would you like a drink?" Rob asked. "Tea, coffee?"
"Tea would be great, thanks," I replied.
The kettle began to boil and the two boys finished their drinks, giving theatrical, satisfied gasps.
"Can we go outside please Daddy?" Tom asked.
"Is it raining still?" Rob replied, peering out through the kitchen window. "I think you'll need your coats and boots."
The boys sprang to their feet and rushed out of the kitchen. They returned seconds later wearing anoraks, racing to open the patio door to the garden. They tumbled outside pulling on their boots, before slamming the door behind them.
Calm returned to the kitchen.
"Milk? Sugar?" Rob asked, breaking me out of my thoughts, as I watched the two boys scamper off down the lawn.
"Just milk please. Thanks."
Rob brought over two steaming mugs of tea, setting one down in front of me. He sat diagonally across the table from me.
"Well" he said. "We wondered when Amy was going to bring a boy back, but we didn't think we'd catch him doing his homework on the kitchen table!"
I attempted a chuckle, but my throat was so dry, no sound came out.
He looked at me keenly. "You were in the play, weren't you? I remember you, you were er..."
"Tybalt," I said. "Yes, I was the last person to die before the interval, my character that is."
"Of course," he said, "Yes Juliet's cousin." He paused. "I thought you were good actually, very good. I remember the fight scenes, definitely the best for school production I've ever seen. I'm a teacher, so I've sat through a few in my time!"
"Well, playing a hot-headed thug obviously comes naturally," I said, giving a wry smile.
"This is A level maths?" he asked, gesturing at my book and papers scattered in front of me.
"Yeah. Not my best subject, to be honest."
"What do you want to do at university?"
"I've got a place at Cambridge to study veterinary medicine," I said, trying not to sound too smug. I stopped short. Actually, best not to mention Cambridge again. Amy had applied there for law at the same time as me, but she'd been rejected.
"Well done," he said, looking impressed. I could feel him warming to me. "Why d'you want to be a vet?"
"My parents are farmers," I explained, "and I want to carry on working with animals, just not in the family business!"
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Living on a family farm, I'd been around animals all my life, but I hadn't always wanted to be a vet. As a child, I'd always imagined carrying on the family tradition, but one incident at the start of the start of the school summer holidays a few years earlier had set me on a different path. One of our dairy cows had become bloated after the herd had been moved into a new field. It wasn't a terribly unusual occurrence, normally one or two cows each year would suffer, but we'd need to call the vet out to insert a tube through the mouth and into the stomach to relieve the pressure of the excess gas.
Roger was our local vet. A kindly, yet business-like man in his mid-fifties, he'd looked after the animals on our farm and most of our neighbours for as long as anyone could remember. That particular day, the usual method of inserting a stomach tube hadn't worked, so Roger had inserted a trochar directly through the cow's hide into its rumen. It was the first time I'd seen any sort of surgery being carried out and I was fascinated, particularly by the sound of the gas rushing out through the metal tube. So, when he returned a few days later to remove the trochar and to stitch the cow back together, I asked if he'd be willing to let me shadow him over the summer holiday.
Roger took quite a shine to me. His three rather glamorous daughters, all much older than me, had firmly decided not to follow in their father's muddy footsteps and were pursuing such worthwhile courses as theatre, fashion and design at university. In fact his offspring had such different characters to their father, we would occasionally joke behind his back that his wife had had a long-term affair with the milkman.
That summer, I spent a day or two each week with Roger as he responded to calls at farms around the county and I gained a good understanding of what the job of a vet entailed. I was hooked.
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Rob and I chatted amiably as we drank our tea. He was Amy's step-dad and had married her mum, Jenny, when Amy was about eight years old. The twins were born a few years later and the family had lived in Hampshire, before moving across when Jenny had changed jobs. Rob taught French and German in one of the secondary schools in the neighbouring town.
There was a lull in the conversation. We'd finished our tea and it had been at least half an hour since Amy had disappeared with her mum 'to talk'. Rob stood up and walked over to the glass patio doors, watching the two twins as they hared around the garden on their bikes.
"They have too much energy," he sighed. "I did promise we'd go swimming before lunch, but perhaps we should wait. I'll go and have a kick around with them."
He opened the door, pulled on his boots and stepped out, closing the door behind him.
I breathed a sigh of relief. I was on my own again. I shuffled my maths notes, trying to make myself busy, but I couldn't concentrate. I was in limbo, waiting presumably for Amy to come back, but as what? Were we together? Was last night just a mistake, an emotional reaction to a traumatic event? Had I exploited her when she was at her most vulnerable? Did she feel I'd exploited her? Was I, in fact, any better than Ritchie Gasson?