Her name was Robyn, but family and those who were close to her knew her as Bobbi, I had always called her Robyn. I guess I prefer a more formal approach. Bobbi had long dark hair quite like mine. Her eyes seemed as if though they were reflecting silver coins, a stunning greyish blue that when accompanied by a certain smirk of content one would know she had gotten her way. Tall, fit and confident Bobbi was everything to me that I was to her, she was my friend, she was my family, she was my competition... She was my twin sister.
Bobbi was born ahead of me. Which to me explained why she was always able to speak up for herself, make up her mind and get what she wanted. Full of confidence and always able to make choices that she stood by, I quietly became jealous of the strong personality I so longed to see in myself. Instead I was shy, always questioning myself, and always wanting to be more like her. I started to live vicariously through Bobbi's actions, every night she would come home and tell me about her wild nights. The life of party, and the girl all the guys wanted, night after night She would bring men home and through the thin walls of our apartment I could hear her cries of pleasure. I don't think she had realized I was still a virgin, why would she? And if she didn't know that, then she would have no idea how often I pictured myself in her place, getting fucked every way possible,
"How do you do it?" i asked her, "How do you know what to do?" she laughed at my being so innocent, so untouched.
"Jess, you'll just know what to do and when." She was climbing in and out of different clothes, trying to find that perfect outfit. I couldn't help but admire her perfect body as she dressed and undressed in front of me, the same body I had just with more confidence. "You have to make him want you, you have to let him know that you want him just as bad." I stared at her blankly, clearly by the way she paused and stood in front of me having managed to decide on black thigh high stockings, a matching pair of black panties and bra with an almost see through white blouse still searching for a skirt of some sort. "You want him to know what you want, and what you want is for him to show you how good you make him feel." She smiled at me as she wriggled into a tiny black skirt and started to hunt for her shoes.
"I wish I had your confidence Robyn."
"Oh shit!, I'm going to be late. I can't find my keys..." she dug around in her purse. "Found them!" she gasped with relief as she darted for the door. "I won't be out all night," pausing again as she spoke to me, "I know you have seen How I am with men Jess. Give it a try sometime, It won't hurt to live a little."
"You're right, Have a good time. I'll be here when you get home" And just like that she was gone.
Alone at last I turned on the televison, flicking through channel after channel, my mind in a thousand places at once, I wanted to know how she made him want her. After a few lame half hour sitcoms, the news and three quarters of a movie i wasn't really watching, a commercial caught my attention. Immediately I became excited. "Of course" i said to myself, wondering if I what I was considering would show me how to have her confidence. I looked at the time, "Smile Bobbi, show me how to make him want me", I whispered under my breath as I got up ready to plant my digital camera in her room, i wanted to see exactly what was going on, I had to find the perfect place for it. I got on her bed, the way I imagined her when I heard her begging for something, sitting on my my knees, legs spread open i looked around with curiosity and excitement. I didn't even notice where my hand was until i was pushing my damp panties to the side, and felt my fingers sliding along my dripping wet virgin cunt, I closed my eyes as I touched myself while i sat in the spot I knew Robyn was going to be in a short while. After only a few strokes with my thumb against my clit I opened my eyes and found the perfect spot for my hidden detective to go. I placed the camera on top of a stack of paperbacks I had lent her and covered it loosley with a silk scarf making sure i hid the camera but not the soon to be spying lense. Growing increasingly pleased with myself I went back to watching tv and awaited her coming home.
It was around 2 am when I heard Robyn's car pull in the driveway and like I had planned I ran to her room turned on the camera and raced back to my room closing the door behind me. I could hear them come in. Robyn had been fucking JC for a couple of months now, I knew it wouldn't be long before they were tearing each others clothes off and heading to her room.
thum thump htum, "SHHHH!" thump thum thum creeeeeeeek KERSLAM. They were in her room. Finally.
The next morning took forever to arrive. JC got up first, and I heard him head to the bathroom. I was in the kitchen when Robyn came out.
"Good morning!" I chirped. "what a beautiful day, got any plans?"
Robyn looked at me like I was nuts.
"Morning." she replied. "I have to give JC a ride home as soon as he is ready, would you mind making me a cup of coffee to go? He's in a bit of a rush."
"Of course I can" knowing that the sooner she was driving him home the sooner I could retrieve my nights work.
"You're awesome Jess, thanks I'll owe you one" I looked at her and assured I did'nt mind.