Exactly one week later I got another phone call from Rina. "You come. Fix. "was all she said.
"Listen you crazy bitch," I began
"You come. Fix" she repeated. And then she hung up.
"She's fucking' nuts if she thinks I'm going back over there for a repeat performance of last week." I thought to my self.
But as I drove around I got to thinking about Benji's big hard cock and what a total sissy cocksucking fag I had become. After all isn't it the duty of a sissy to take care of any and all sexual requests from his master. And make no mistakes about it Benji had become my master. All he had to do was grab his crotch and I was instantly on my knees reaching out to unzip his pants, knowing that I would not get up until Benji's load of cum was safe in my stomach.
Needless to say, I went back to the motel and it was pretty much a repeat performance of the previous week. About the only differences were that Benji fucked me for a little longer period of time and this time my little clitty got hard. And, oh yeah, this time Benji reached down and untied the string about half way through the session. I didn't even try to get up and leave.
Let me say right here that in my cocksucking episodes with Benji, my little clitty was always hard. Benji would always leave me with a hard clitty and the taste of his cum in my mouth. Any relief I got I would have to take care of myself, later. One time, after Benji face fucked me, I pulled my little thing out and started to jerk on it. Benji got mad as hell and started yelling at me to stop. He made me get up and leave. Getting ass fucked took some time to get used to.
Now while I'm on the subject of relief, let me take a minute to explain my position on my own chastity and denial.
I can only jack-off when it involves Benji. He has to be the object of my desire. If I am only thinking of him but can't see him then I can jack my self off. But only by holding onto my nuts. Never by holding my little clitty. And only left handed. I managed to do this one time, years ago before I knew Benji. So I know it's possible to do this but that time was right handed.
So far, I have not managed this feat left handed.
Next, I can jack my little thing with my left hand if I am looking at a picture of Benji. Fortunately I did manage to get picture of Benji one day when I took my camera with me to the motel. I was able to get a picture of him through the back window of my truck when he wasn't looking
Next I can jack-off all I want if I can see Benji in person. Unfortunately Benji doesn't give a thought to my sexual state of mind. So the chances of that happening are pretty slim. I did drive by the motel one day and stopped out on the side of the service road to see if I could get a glimpse of him. I saw him briefly coming in and out of rooms as he did his housekeeping routines. I pulled my little clitty out of my jeans and panties and tried to get myself off. Unfortunately the glimpses of him were not long enough for me to achieve an orgasm. As long as I could see him I could jack. But when he went back into a room I would have to stop.
So really all I have is a picture of Benji to which I can climax.